My name is Lin Xiaoxiao, and when I was three years old, my parents were in a car accident. I have survived on my parents' compensation and my grandmother's pension. Childhood was not happy, but it was not as miserable as imagined. My grandmother took good care of me, at least I didn't have to worry about eating and drinking. It's just that when you see others snuggling in your parents' arms and being coquettish, your heart will be sour and uncomfortable.

Since I was a child, I knew that I was an ordinary child, because my grandmother rarely praised me, and I really didn't have any ability to make her show her face, from the beginning of my memory, I seemed to be slow to do anything, I didn't go to kindergarten, on the one hand, grandma can take me, I don't think there is any need to waste that money; On the other hand, I didn't know how to tie my shoes at that time, which led me to resist playing with other children, which was very strange, but I didn't want people to think that no one was teaching me such a simple thing.

But grandma probably forgot to teach me.

When I was in elementary school, I always had to learn things that were easy for others to learn, from knowing numbers, to simple addition and subtraction, to sentence composition, to playing table tennis, to making friends. Because the teacher always said that if you can't raise your hand to ask questions, I raised my hand, but the teacher didn't look at me. She also always said that she could ask the teacher if she didn't know something, or she could go home and ask her parents what to do.

But I don't have mom and dad.

So, I slowly got used to living in my own world. I also slowly got used to accepting the ordinary and ordinary self.

However, even if I am like this, I have a shining point.

On that day, the teacher assigned a special homework at the end of school, so that I could bring what I thought was the most beautiful thing when I went to school tomorrow. "You can find it with your parents, or you can do it yourself, as long as you get it by yourself." The teacher said it with a smile.

After school, my grandmother didn't pick me up because she had to go grocery shopping, but fortunately, the school is very close to home, and it is only a three-street walk away. Along the way, I was trying to find the most beautiful things, I saw the hairpins on other people's heads, I saw the flowers in front of the flower shop, I saw the beautiful clothes, I saw the ...... A beautiful butterfly.

This is mine, the prettiest thing.

I stared at it, its wings trembling slightly, glowing with psychedelic colors in the setting sun, and I reached out and approached gently.

It flew away and landed among the flowers not far away.

I seemed to be attracted to it, and I was engrossed in it, and I reached out to it again.

I saw it spread its wings, its wings flapping slightly, up and down.

As if in slow motion, I could clearly see every movement of its wings, the gentle fluttering of its tentacles, the change of color on its wings, and the refraction of light in its compound eyes.

Easily, I caught it.

At that moment, I felt like I had the whole world.

Carefully pinching its wings, I walked home with joy in my heart.

Nothing was said all night.

The next day, the teacher asked us to show the items we had brought, some of them brought flowers, some brought their own drawings, and some pointed to the hairpin on their heads to show off.

And my butterflies, when they came out of the bottle, everyone was hooked.

It's beautiful, it's beautiful.

The teacher suggested that everyone choose the most beautiful thing, and everyone voted for me.

I looked at the butterflies flying away from the window, stunned...... That's not my butterfly anymore.

Butterfly Fairy.

I got the first one that belonged to me and was somewhat unspeakable... Label.

I don't want to be a butterfly fairy, because when the butterflies fly away, they quickly forget.

....

It was the only moment I made an impression on them.

The year before last, my grandmother died of illness, and I lived alone in this not-so-dilapidated neighborhood.

My name is Lin Xiaoxiao, little small, little small.