Chapter 31: Incineration
"Brother Xu Xiao?" Ye Rourou saw Xu Xiao's eyes empty, and called him softly.
"What?"
"What were you thinking?" Ye Rourou was helped by Xu Xiao and walked to the edge of the sofa and sat down.
"Nothing, recalling some things at work."
Ye Rourou helped Xu Xiao to sit on the sofa slowly, and said with a sweet smile: "Brother Xu Xiao, do you know why Jia Ji went to the hospital?" ”
Xu Xiao frowned slightly, not only did he not know why she went to the hospital, he didn't even know that she had been to the hospital, and Shen Jiaqi had not told him about it.
Seeing Xu Xiao shaking his head, Ye Rourou asked in surprise, "Haven't you been with Jia Ji these days?" ”
Ye Rourou covered her mouth and stared at Xu Xiao with some surprise, but there was a faint sense of expectation and schadenfreude under the surprise.
Xu Xiao's brows frowned even more, and his tone was a little stiff: "She's been busy during this time." By the way, how is the situation of your re-examination. ”
Seeing that Xu Xiao deliberately bypassed this topic, Ye Rourou's smile became even sweeter, and she hugged Xu Xiao's arm fiercely, "Brother Xu Xiao cares about me so much, I'm so happy!" You don't have to worry, the doctor said I recovered quickly. ”
Seeing Ye Rou hugging him sweetly, Xu Xiao was also happy for her recovery, but his heart was still depressed about Shen Jiaqi's affairs.
She's with a guy? Why didn't she tell him that they didn't say they wanted to be together?
Xu Xiao's heart was sullen, and countless pictures flashed in his mind.
He remembered the conversation between Shen Jiaqi and Shen's mother at the banquet that day.
"If you don't have children, it's cleaner."
"You can get a divorce in good time."
"I don't seem to like him as much as I used to."
"I can't understand who I was at the beginning."
......
The sentences seemed to pierce his heart like a knife, and he couldn't help but retreat.
He thought that these were Shen Jiaqi's words to comfort Shen's mother, after all, she used to love him so much!
But when he remembered the bits and pieces he had gotten along with Shen Jiaqi recently, Xu Xiao found that his good period had really changed.
A strong panic and uneasiness came over him, pinching his heart so hard that it made him miserable.
"Brother Xu Xiao? How did you? Ye Rourou looked at Xu Xiao's frequent distractions, and the feeling in her heart was indescribable.
She looked up at Xu Xiao and took in all his expressions just now.
Is it painful? Then it's painful.
The more painful he is, the more he will understand that he and Shen Jiaqi are not all the way, the two of them give each other only endless pain together, only she and Xu Xiao are together, they should be together......
A trace of pleasure crossed Ye Rourou's heart, but at the same time, she couldn't help but feel distressed.
I feel sorry for the person in front of me for Shen Jiaqi to become like this, and I feel sorry for myself, why has he never seen her for so many years?
Why? Ye Rourou pinched her palm and asked herself.
Xu Xiao had another sharp cry in his mind at this time.
"You brute! You were born without a father's pain and no mother's love, and no one will ever like you! ”
"You filthy thing, why don't you die!"
"Since you can't help me get him, what's the use of me giving birth to you? Yes! ”
No, it's not like that.
Xu Xiao tried his best to deny the voice in his head, and then a male voice came to his mind again.
"So? Aren't you very confident? Aren't you going to be with her forever? The voice was full of mockery.
"Hehe, but you want to live with others, but they don't want to be with you."
Burning Fu kept saying words that pierced his heart in Xu Xiao's ear, "I said it a long time ago, you are a useless waste, why don't you give me the right to use your body, look at your pitiful appearance now, hahaha!" ”
Burning Fu is Xu Xiao's secret, his other personality.
His mother's screaming and scolding of him was deeply engraved in the mind of the young Xu Xiao, and the final destination of the crazy woman was a mental hospital.
At that time, Xu Xiao was very scared every day without the company of his family, and the fierce abuse and reprimands in the unaccompanied night filled his mind, and he hit his head against the wall or floor in pain.
The night watchman saw his painful appearance, and hurried to report to the person in charge of the shelter, who saw his information, glanced at him indifferently, and said in front of him without scruples:
"Oh, it's this kid, he's a psychopath, I guess it's genetic."
"What then? I'll take him to treatment tomorrow? "The young caretaker felt very sorry for this lovely little child.
"He has a brain disease and not a physical disease, what is he doing with that money without a wound or a scar." The person in charge doesn't like this new admin being nosy.
"But ......"
"Nothing! If you don't do it again, don't do it! The person in charge angrily interrupted the Administrator's thoughts.
After seeing the new little girl yelled at him obediently nodded, the unhappiness in his heart was reduced a little, and he saw Xu Xiao standing on the ground and said in disgust, "Little neuropathy, I don't know where the wild seed came from!" ”
After saying that, he swaggered away with his slightly pregnant belly.
At that time, Xu Xiao heard this sentence clearly, and woke up crying for countless nights, and screamed, "I'm not, I'm not!" ”
He made such a big noise every night that the other children in the shelter also hated this strange person, and they didn't know that from that day on, a child threw a small stone at Xu Xiao, threw a big bag out of his head, and scolded him for "neurotic." ”
When one person takes the lead, there will be a second, a third, a fourth, and so he becomes the lone child in the shelter, and when the other children play as a team, he can only sit at a distance and watch them play.
When he laughs when he sees something funny happening to other children, he will laugh unconsciously. Once, he finally mustered up the courage to run to the group of children.
He looked at his companions who were looking at him in unison, and he wanted to greet him in a friendly way, "You, you ......"
But before the first sentence could be finished, the children shouted together, "Little madman, insane. Little madman, neurotic ......"
He was surrounded by the crowd in a panic, but the administrator who was passing by saw it and pushed away the crowd and picked him up, comforting him softly, "Xiaobao is good, Xiaobao don't listen to other friends' nonsense, they don't know anything......."
The young girl was always kind-hearted, and when she saw the bullied boy, she wiped away the tears around his eyes with a tissue, but her status was too humble and there was only so much she could do for the child.
Xu Xiao didn't understand why those children hated him, and when he understood, the burning fu had already appeared, and those people were right, he really became a psychopath.
In that dark time, it was Burning Fu who carried it with him, until they later left the adoption house that rejected him together, and lived together in the same body until now.
A smile flashed in his eyes as he looked at the man who had fallen into self-doubt again, and he continued to whisper temptation, "So now is the time for me to appear, you are so sad that you should go back and rest." ”
"I'll help you finish these unpleasant things, so you can rest in peace."
In the constant vacillation, Xu Xiao finally put the initiative in the hands of Burning Fu.
A satisfied smile appeared on Burning Fu's face, this moment meant that all of Xu Xiao's previous treatments had been wasted.
"Brother Xu Xiao, what's wrong with you?" Seeing the change in the expression on Xu Xiao's face, Ye Rourou was also a little unsure of what Xu Xiao was thinking.
Xu Xiao has an attitude towards her from time to time, and the change in Xu Xiao just now made Ye Rourou start to be cautious.
"Oh? It's nothing? Xu Xiao, no, at this time, it was Burning Fu who raised his hand and unconsciously pulled away Ye Rourou's arm on his arm.
"Since you're recovering well, I'm leaving." After saying that, he was directly reincarnated and prepared to leave.
"Brother Xu Xiao!" Ye Rourou looked at the back of the burning fu and couldn't believe it, how could he, who was so gentle just now, suddenly want to change his personality?
Could it be that she just said too much?
Burning Fu turned around and looked at Ye Rourou, who was a little flustered, and said coldly, "What? Is there anything else you can do? ”
The cold look in her eyes made Ye Rourou speechless for a moment, and she slowly spoke: "No." ”
Hearing this, Burning Fu turned around and left Ye Rourou's house directly, and Ye Rourou's whole person was thinking about Xu Xiao's reaction just now.
She lowered her head to the knees of her legs and laughed "hehe" louder and louder.
Looks like she guessed right......
When Lu Tingzhi came back with a bag of fruit, what he saw was the scene in front of him, he held the bag tightly in his hand, stood at the door motionless, and looked at Ye Rourou.
Ye Rourou raised her head, she had just heard the sound of the door opening, and at this time she saw Lu Tingzhi standing at the door with fruit in his hand, and she was in a rare good mood, "You're back, please help me wash a peach." ”
After speaking, he smiled sweetly again, very gentle.
Lu Tingzhi nodded and brought the fruit to the kitchen, could it be that person who came?
While washing the fruit, he rearranged his thoughts and buried them in his heart.
Here, Shen Jiaqi took Xiao Heyan to Ke Song's house, and Yuyang was also there for her.
"I see that Sister Ke Song's legs and feet are inconvenient, and I knew the way when I sent her back yesterday, so I wanted to pick her up."
Yu Yang, who looked at Shen Jiaqi's interrogation, took the initiative to explain.
Seeing the serious and fair appearance of the boy in front of her, Shen Jiaqi's heart regained its calmness, now that she was in trouble, she didn't want to make any more extraneous branches, she knew how charming Ke Song was......
Ke Song patted Shen Jiaqi on the shoulder, "You." ”
Ke Song knew that Shen Jiaqi was now nervous because of Xiao Heyan's matter, but she felt that Yuyang was a rare person with a pure heart, and he really seemed to help her, without a little utilitarianism.
Yu Yang secretly glanced at Shen Jiaqi who was looking at Ke Song with his spare eyes, why were his ears so hot?