3. Encounters in fate

"You're awake?"

Zhang Xi touched his head and sat on the grass, his head was still in severe pain, it was really a pain in his soul! He looked up, it was the moon god. It was already dark all around, it must have been midnight, the street lamps were lonely shining on the scattered lonely people, and there were bursts of steam chirping in the distance. Overhead, a lush magnolia tree is shading, and the dappled light and shadow are intertwined.

I have the impression that he is still on the roof of the building, is this really falling? Zhang Xi didn't have any impression, only the memory of fainting, and the fall of more than ten floors was just a headache, but it was okay.

"What's wrong with me?"

The moon god didn't look at Zhang Xi, looked at everything around him as if he was reviewing his own work, and replied to him: "If you are acting recklessly like this and don't look for her, then the time I said before is up, you will disappear, and this 'time' is estimated to be very fast?" ”

"Huh?" Zhang Xi looked at the moon god suspiciously, lying on all fours, always wanting to lie on such a comfortable grass, always taking into account that there were insects in the grass before, but now he finally got what he wanted, he didn't need to worry about this, he could lie comfortably on the soft March grass, but his body didn't seem to feel at all, there was no feeling of soft touch and warm heart.

"To put it simply, I told you about energy before, your current energy is not infinite, I have tried my best to help you, but if you go through the wall at will and fly,...... Do something outside of normal human confines, and you may go into hibernation, for a long time, and you may just fall asleep and disappear, and I will no longer be able to help you. But—"

The moon god turned his head to look at him, and Zhang Xi also looked at him curiously.

"But if you're by her side, maybe you'll recover faster."

"Cut, I thought you always had some good panacea!" Zhang Xi snorted dissatisfiedly.

"What are you running away from? Actually, you know very well who that person is? Why not go to her? ”

Zhang Xi had a slight fluctuation in his heart, and clenched his fists unnaturally.

"Don't you dare to face it? The more you like it, the harder it is to take that step? Most of the troubles of the world are looking ahead and looking backwards, gaining and losing profits. Look at the sky—"

Zhang Xi had already watched, stealing the only gap between the magnolia trees, the night sky of the city has never been full of stars, only sporadic loneliness, or that round of moving lonely moon. As far as the eye can see, it's no different.

"Those distant stars, whose light comes from a distance of tens of light-years or more, cannot be stopped by the fatigue of all the journey, but they are blocked by your visible clouds and invisible haze environment, but when the faint and clear light meets in your eyes, the bright mood that no one can describe."

The moon god paused, sighed, and continued, "Like the clarity of the eyes like a spring in the mountains." ”

Zhang Xi sat up suddenly, thinking that the moon god was a god and controlled everything in this world, and he was relieved.

"Even if you try to fool yourself, you can't fool me. Some encounters are destined, and some of these encounters are just destined to pass by, but you humans have been able to live until now, don't you just believe that some hard work and perseverance can change the world, or believe that you can make this world better? So, what do you want to say? ”

The moon god looked at Zhang Xi with pity, Zhang Xi saw a pair of eyes as clear and transparent as a mountain spring on her face, and said with a smile: "Your eyes are getting more and more the same as hers." ”

"Didn't you say that? My image is only what you think in your heart, and it will only become more and more like what you think you are. Think about it for yourself. If you want to find her, the red rope wrapped around your left ring finger can help you, and you should know the meaning of the other end......"

As usual, the moon god has not spoken, the man has disappeared, and the god is mysterious. Zhang Xi stood up, habitually patted his buttocks, he didn't need to do these superfluous movements before he got used to it, and walked along the lonely road illuminated by the street lamp.

Zhang Xi has been recalling in his mind, or just thinking simply, a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes on the side of the road, who used to be a suit and leather shoes, now holds the coat in his hand, the top two buttons of the white shirt are unbuttoned, the cuffs are rolled up, the tie is torn open and just hangs on the neck, the hair is short, the face cannot be seen clearly, and he walks crookedly, Zhang Xi guessed that there may be a pungent smell of wine if he is not close. sat down against the street lamp, covered his mouth and bent over, and finally vomited, uncomfortably wanting to vomit out his whole stomach, he wiped his mouth, leaned on the street lamp, and took out his mobile phone from his pants pocket with difficulty:

"Hello? Wife...... Are you still ...... Didn't sleep? I...... Miss you, for a while...... I went back, and it was okay...... It's okay...... You don't have to pick me up, everybody right away. ”

I hung up the phone, struggled to get up, and staggered away.

A white stray cat came out of the grass on the side of the road, the white is not as bright and bright as the domestic cat, a little dirty, if you wash it, it must be a refined white cat, staring at Zhang Xi stopped there, meow - meow - bark, Zhang Xi curiously slowly approached, it did not dodge, looked down and touched it: "Can you see me?" That's great! It's a pity I didn't give you anything to eat. Where are you going so late? ”

The little white cat enjoyed being petted and made a cooing sound. Zhang Xi checked it, it was really white all over, and there was no trace of injury, but it was a little thin, although the wandering life was a little hard, it was also very good!

"In the future, I'll call you Xiaogoo, see that you always coo, you are like me, we have to do our best just to live! Others are always expecting you to look out and enjoy life! We have to work hard for the rest of the years! Bye-bye, go. ”

Xiao Gu yawned, rubbed next to Zhang Xi, and then ran into the grass. Zhang Xi also has no intention of wandering, the dead of night and empty streets, dim lights, will inevitably make people feel some feelings. Zhang Xi floated to the roof of a residential building, lying on it and looking at the sky, his vision was very broad, but he didn't have what he wanted, and what he wanted to see, and a few stars were chatting in the air to masturbate.

"Spirit, could it be you? How do I deal with you now? Zhang Xi muttered to himself, "The phrase 'human sorrows and joys don't make sense', I think this may be very accurate." What am I afraid of? What holds me back, what shackles my mind? ”

Zhang Xi closed his eyes and recalled some things in his life, but only one day later, it was like a decaying old tree in the depths of the deep forest, and his memory was a little broken. I vaguely remember that occasional look up, just that glance at each other, it was a lifetime, the clear and transparent eyes like mountain springs, as if they had known each other for a long time, pulled him back from the distant sky. This sudden situation, beyond all Zhang Xi's imagination, also disrupted his trajectory, and found a hidden road during the drive, the surface was empty, and he couldn't see the inside, so he didn't dare to take a step closer.

The red rope on the ring finger of his left hand suddenly flashed without warning, Zhang Xi put his hand in front of him, looked at the rope, pulled the rope, and watched the rope along his side, submerged into the concrete on the roof, just under his feet?

Zhang Xi frowned, and before he could react, his body suddenly fell, and the fatigue slowly increased, what the hell? Zhang Xi's first reaction, again? It's really exciting, it's even cooler than riding a roller coaster! Like passing through the sand, this time Zhang Xi clearly felt the feeling of passing through the wall, and there was a little bit of a feeling, and as he fell, the feeling became clearer and clearer, as if he had restored human consciousness. Zhang Xi heard the chirping of insects in the darkness and the sour smell of the garbage can......

But he gradually lost control of his body, until he lay down peacefully, like a warm bed, Zhang Xi gradually fell asleep, and secretly made a night vow that he must go to her tomorrow! Be sure to put an end to this hard and boring life! Alas? There seems to be one lying around?! Let's go to sleep first, I'm too tired.