Ling Ben wanted to get up later on the weekend, turned around, sat up in a panic, there was a person lying on the ground next to the bed, and after a closer look, it was Zhang Xi, who had disappeared for many days, and the clothes he was wearing had not changed, this time he was very stable, he did not lie on the bed, if he lay on the bed again, Ling estimated that he would go crazy, but lay quietly on the ground, Ling stood out and kicked his thigh a few times: "Hey, wake up." Big brother, can you not appear so suddenly? People are scary, they really scare people to death! ”

There was no reaction, as if he was dead. Ling turned a position and saw Zhang Xi's face, as stable as a sleeping and hibernating bear, but it felt as if his body was a little thin from what he had seen before, and he didn't react at all no matter how he shook it, and Ling lost his heart to care about him.

Lying down for a whole day, it is now more than eight o'clock in the evening, during which Ling occasionally came in to see Xi, did not wake up, Ling never thought that people could sleep so dead, or strictly distinguish, he is not a person, I accidentally found that if she leaned on or touched Zhang Xi's body, Zhang Xi's sleep would be more peaceful, as if some did not know the original operation in secret, this may be an illusion, but this person woke up, must ask clearly!

Zhang Xi moved his body, touched his head, and asked in a daze, "Where am I?" ”

"Where can it be? in my room. Ling sat at the table, looked at the computer and replied, "Hey, can you not suddenly appear next time?" ”

"Okay, then I'm sleeping, and I don't have the strength at all." After Zhang Xi knew exactly where he was lying, he naturally stood up and wanted to lie on the bed and continue to sleep.

"Hey, hey?" Ling pulled Zhang Xi, "What's your situation?" When is it your home? It's good that I've taken you in! Do you still want to sleep in my bed? Go to the living room couch for me! ”

"Can't you take care of the sick?"

", there's no need to talk about it! By the way, where have you been these days? Come back like this bear? ”

Zhang Xi sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Ling: "Alas, you are so beautiful wearing this necklace!" It goes well with your neck and your collarbone! What's in the middle, lonely like a tear"

"Really? I knew it. I've been watching it for a long time, and my vision is right? It's not very expensive yet. Turtle, this is not tears, it is a drop of water, the heart of the sea! Ling excitedly pulled the necklace and looked at it to himself, as if it were a one-of-a-kind work of art.

"Cut, I thought it was given to you by your boyfriend, but I didn't expect it to be picked by myself."

"How about picking it yourself? I'd love to. You get me out! The spirit was a little angry!

"Hey, you can see me in this world now? Don't you know how lonely I am? Alas, forget it. Zhang Xi stood up and went out, his body shook a few times, and suddenly he felt a little dizzy, he knew that he still needed to rest more.

The spirit looked at the lonely back and wanted to shout, but it didn't speak, it was a back full of mystery and stories.

Zhang Xi fell on the sofa, completely exhausted, he has walked all over the places where he lived before in the past few days, looking for a little trace of life, but it seems that he has only dreamed for more than 20 years, or just an imaginary life, that "Zhang Xi" has completely replaced himself, although he hopes so, because in this way he can reduce the pain of his relatives and friends caused by his departure, and he does not need to experience life and death. For now, much of the meaning of being alive is simply being implicated with others. But he is really unwilling, unwilling to come to this world without leaving any mark, even if there is a person who remembers him, it will be a great touch, as if the powerlessness of falling into the depths of the darkness, grabbing his neck, it is difficult to breathe.

"Hey, are you alright?"

Zhang Xi heard the voice of the spirit, his body shook, he tasted all the bitterness in this world, and he was not moved by any white-eyed ridicule, scolding, and forgetting, only a little sweetness in this moment made him cry silently.

"I kind of know where you've been these days." Ling sat opposite Zhang Xi, looking at the flashing neon lights outside the window, the spring night was a little cold, and he rubbed his arm, "Being replaced by an inexplicable person must be very unwilling." It's like being abandoned by the whole world.

"I'm also surprised, I've never encountered anything like this, I was really surprised to see you, I thought it was just a dream until now, but you are still real in front of me. I don't know what you're going to do when you're wandering around like this, you don't want to say, I won't ask, if you need my help, you can tell me, after all, now you can only talk to me, I can only help you, right? ”

Zhang Xi leaned on the sofa, took a dog's pillow, and gave it to Ling, Ling touched the dog's nose, the room light was not turned on, and the faint light came from nowhere, so that he could only notice Ling's eyes, which were as clear and transparent as mountain springs, which pulled him and left him in this wonderful world.

"Can you give me your hand?"

"What?"

"Just stick it out."

Zhang Xi reached out to hold Zhao Ling's hand, stopping her consciousness from wanting to retract.

"Don't move, just for a moment, let me feel that I still exist."

Spirit stopped struggling, his other hand clasping the dog's nose. Zhang Xi just held it simply, he just wanted to confirm it, it seemed a little out of place, to confirm whether this was a faster recovery, and he really felt a trace of that invisible energy, like a stream flowing, into his body, and the spirit did not find it, and there was no discomfort at all. Moreover, Zhang Xi always felt that this kind of connection looked familiar, maybe more than that, it was a long, long time ago, and the memory seemed to be in ancient times, like a dragonfly dotting water.

The door of the master bedroom suddenly opened, and a light broke the brief and beautiful atmosphere, and Ling's father walked out.

"Yikes! You're scaring me, daughter, why are you sitting in the living room without the lights on? Ling's father looked at Ling and asked, "What?" Are you feeling unwell? ”

"Oh, it's okay, I'm just going out to breathe, pour a glass of water to drink, I'll go back to sleep now." With that, he withdrew his hand and got up to leave.

Zhang Xi cut off contact and looked at Ling's back: "Good night!" Spirit. ”

"Well, good night!" Ling naturally responded, thinking of something, and stuck out his tongue, "Good night, Daddy." ”

Ling's father was a little weird, ran back excitedly, and said happily to Ling's mother: "Wife, our daughter won't be in love, right?" I was in a daze in the living room just now! ”

"Really? Don't think about it. ”

"Really! I feel like I had the same expression when I fell in love with you! ”

……

Zhang Xi listened to the two people chattering endlessly, at first they were still talking about the spirit, and then they were all reminiscing about the previous love time, the sweet time that was gone forever, if there was a return ticket, or life was a process of growing old from childhood to old and then from old to small, then maybe there would not be so many regrets and reluctance before death. It's a pity that there is only a one-way ticket, and the other is a return ticket with only broken memories.

Zhang Xi also unconsciously fell into deep memories, the past cannot be traced, but allow today, tonight, this time, from the cloudy day, the beating of the heart, just for her, this is a new beginning, looking forward to the ending.

The night was very quiet, Zhang Xi did not recover well, hearing the sound of a dog barking in the distance, he was a little worried, was Xiaogu bullied by a dog, but he was relieved to think about it, he had been wandering for so long, and he naturally became very strong, just as he was disappointed, he naturally learned to face everything, and it was not easy to try to live! What's more, I still like to live alone.