Zhang Xi sat in front of Zhao An's desk, turned on the lamp, found a few pieces of letter paper from the drawer, and wanted to write something for no reason, to be precise, he wanted to write a letter, a letter to Ling, after hearing Chen Hong's matter today, he couldn't suppress his heart a little, maybe Lingzheng slowly walked away step by step.

Although there are a thousand words in my heart, not a word has ever come out of the pen, just like that mood, although I have never owned you for a minute, but it seems to have been lost thousands of times.

The door suddenly opened, and Ling, dressed in pajamas, walked in: "It turns out that you are here, I am still looking for you, quickly help see what is wrong with the computer, why is the screen suddenly black." When he walked in, Zhang Xi took a book and pressed it on the letterhead, "What are you doing?" What to write about? It can't be a love letter, right? Ling smiled, "At this time, writing love letters is very backward!" ”

"Your imagination is so rich, I'm just idle and bored, making some reading notes. Let's go, let's see. Zhang Xi got up and pushed Ling away, Ling turned around and looked at the dense words under the book, looking at Zhang Xi suspiciously.

Zhang Xi looked at the computer and forcibly restarted, "You won't be doing anything obscene to cause the computer to go black, right?" Zhang Xi looked back at Ling, who was sitting on the bed playing with his mobile phone.

"How is that possible! It's just that I haven't turned on the computer for a long time, and I just wanted to get something today, and it turned on for a short time. Lingman said nonchalantly, "Hahaha, have you watched this TV series?" Ling showed Zhang Xi his mobile phone, and Zhang Xi naturally shook his head, "You are so ugly!" I don't have any language in common with you. ”

Zhang Xi shrugged, he hadn't watched a TV series for a long time, and the stars on it were all unfamiliar faces, and he was already very far behind in the gossip intelligence. The computer is restarting, restoring the last boot settings, tidying up the computer, there seems to be no problem, probably just because it has not been used for a long time, a little damp, fortunately the host has not burned down, turned back to the spirit and said: "That, okay!" ”

Ling looked up in surprise: "That's amazing! Why do you boys always fix computers? ”

Zhang Xi touched his chin and replied: "It should be said that the habits of people's lives now, after living alone for a long time, the necessary skills are still needed, I don't want to trouble others, and no one else can trouble, I do everything myself, I won't be Baidu, and I will naturally point any skills." ”

"Yo Yo! So? Do you know how to cook? Ling looked at Zhang Xi with a smile, as if he had found a treasure, and clapped his hands, "You are really amazing!" In the future, if my parents are gone, I will rely on you! ”

Zhang Xi got up and left: "I thank you for thinking about me so much!" It's okay, I'm going back! ”

"Hey! Let's stay and chat! Ling pouted and said, seeing that Zhang Xi didn't pay attention to her, she was very angry, but after a while, she was attracted by the TV series again, and laughed.

Zhang Xi returned to his desk and continued to write his letters.

Spirit:

I don't know if you will see this letter, or should I say that you would like to take a few minutes to read her, if it can reach you like a spring breeze, it will be my best expectation, because there are some things I think I must explain clearly, I am in this state, I am afraid that one day I will suddenly disappear, I am not afraid of dying in the real sense, but I am afraid that I will never miss you again.

I didn't expect to be like this, and I don't know exactly what happened to me, so I can't give an answer when you ask me so many times. I wanted to get closer step by step, but unfortunately I always felt that if I got one step closer, you would stay one step away, keeping a distance not far away. Of course, I've always believed that you deserve to be loved and cared for with all your heart and soul for the rest of your life. It's hard to describe that magical feeling, your eyes are so captivated that I can't help myself, but unfortunately it's just for me, for you, I'm afraid it's a disaster, and I want to forget it.

I just think that liking is an innocent and kind thing, and it shouldn't cause you a lot of distress, I am full of joy and come with kindness, and I just want you to live a clear and clear life.

How many people do people have to miss in their lives, only then will they meet the right one, they will have the courage, they will not be afraid of everything, they will stand boldly in front of you, they will not be afraid of your rejection, they will not be afraid of ridicule, they will not be afraid of laughter, just because, I have seen the bright and brilliant rainbow in you. Hearing Chen Hong's story today, I have a feeling that I am afraid of more than ten years with you, and I can't describe the feeling in detail.

I just feel that I have been in a mess for more than 20 years, and suddenly I met you one day, and I felt that I couldn't go on like this, I could be a little better, you made me see that I was such a bastard, and my life was so miserable, I should have loved life, with a compassionate heart, I loved life, and life still existed in you, and it was still so beautiful.

Love, the existence that I have never believed in, is so important at this moment, so difficult for me to let go. If one day I suddenly disappear, you must remember, remember your agreement, if you forget me, you will not be able to eat your favorite chocolate cake in the future. In addition, you don't have to be too sad, you must find someone who makes you colorful and colorful, uncompromising, uncompromising, with all my love and affection, and a clear and clear life.

In fact, I don't want to trust others, I hope that person is me, I believe that I can take you with me, but your choice is still to follow, I don't want anything to hold you back.

My Love

Zhang Xi put down the pen, looked back at what he had written, and frowned as he read it, what is this? Sensationalism is not fleshy and numb, and it is not cool enough at all! Zhang Xi directly tore up the letter paper, threw it in the trash, turned off the lamp, moved the chair to the window, and looked at a round of residual blood in the sky, the weather was very clear, and the white clouds could be clearly seen, and there was a star next to the crescent moon. This has been with you for tens of millions of years, or is it just looking at it from afar, that point seems so close to the ground, but the distance in the heart is more than 108,000 miles.

Zhang Xi lay in front of the window, shaking the chair, ten years, I may not be able to wait so long, I am desperately trying to extend my time, but it seems that the spirit is slowly shortening my time, if as the moon god said, if she likes someone else, that person happens to like him too, then mine will disappear, now there seems to be a good opportunity. I'm hesitant! The ruthlessness is slowly dismantled, this happy thing is a 1 in 10 million opportunity, do you really need this? Otherwise, I will soon really dissipate.

Zhang Xi slapped himself and asked himself, is that all you like? Is that all that is the courage? No, it is a spring breeze that comes from afar!