Eighty-Eight What's wrong with you?
After Zhao An came back from Suzhou, he always stared at his mobile phone and giggled, which could not be more obvious. Today, Zhang Xi did not accompany Ling to work, but stayed in Zhao An's room, Zhao An was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, Zhang Xi was sitting against the window, looking at the green trees downstairs, people in twos and threes, and white clouds floating in the blue sky.
"Haha!" Zhao An laughed.
Zhang Xi looked back at Zhao An, "People who fall in love are really terrible!" Giving up Liu Huiyi so soon? ”
Zhao An sat up, "What are you doing with her?" I kind of understand that some things can't be forced, some people can't be kept, and maybe that person is not the last person you have to wait for. By the way, why don't you follow my sister? ”
Zhang Xi turned his head and looked out the window, "It's not interesting to always follow!" ”
"You've said that before!" Zhao An looked at the phone and lay down again, "Don't have a little heart?" Hey, it's been so long, have you made any progress with my sister? You have to go around the city on a bike, right? ”
"What about you?" Zhang Xi sat on the edge of the bed, "Your progress should be fast, right?" ”
"That's nature! It's beyond imagination! Zhao An wanted to pat Zhang Xi's hand, but the finger passed through Zhao An's left hand and slapped on the bed, Zhao An looked at his finger in a little surprise, and immediately sat up, "What's going on?" ”
Zhang Xi smiled awkwardly, stretched out his left hand, and flickered, "I don't know what's going on, I probably know a little bit, it has something to do with your sister." ”
"What's the situation?" Zhao An didn't believe it and touched it again, but the result was still the same, and there was no improvement, "Since when?" ”
"I think there's a real chance I'll disappear one day, the last few days." Zhang Xi sighed, "Maybe as you said, some people can't wait." I've been going backwards, and that's how it ended up. ”
Zhao An sat upright and stared at Zhang Xi, "Brother Xi, there is always a solution." ”
"It's useless!" Zhang Xi shook his head, "If it's just something missing that can be found, then it must be able to work hard, but for people, there are a lot of uncertain factors." ”
Zhao An frowned, "You mean, my sister already has someone she likes?" Is this for sure? Her dumbfounded appearance can really like others so smoothly? ”
Zhang Xi looked at his left hand, "I wasn't sure before, but this situation is obvious." Looking up at Zhao An, "I don't have much time left." ”
"I'll help you ......," Zhao An replied anxiously.
"No, no." Zhang Xi shook his head, "I don't want your help, in the last few days, when my hand began to disappear little by little, I was thinking, am I really the best choice for Ling?" All along, I have only been instilled with such a conclusion from the beginning, but I have never seen such an ending, this is the saddest part, I don't even have the right to choose, only this way, I have been trying hard for a road and finally I haven't done it well, then there may be a better choice. I still have the right to choose, which means that I can fulfill the spirit, and if it is really what she likes, I will not stop it, and maybe I will help her ......"
"I think you're really crazy!" Zhao An interrupted Zhang Xi's words and stood up, "You have to think clearly, if you go on like this, you will really disappear and really die!" Do you think my sister will be happy if you disappear? ”
"So what?" Zhang Xi interrupted helplessly, "What choice do you think I have to tell her in front of your sister, you have to be with me, if you don't stay with me, I will really disappear?" So that she would believe? ”
Zhao An looked at Zhang Xi and nodded.
Zhang Xi looked down at himself, remembering that he was already in a strange soul state, what else would he not believe?
"Well, even if she believes, so what? Force yourself to like someone, you know how sad it can be! I don't need that kind of mercy, it doesn't mean anything to me, it doesn't change where I am. Now the scales are tilting towards me little by little, and I can only watch, in that case, why not help? A little bit of light and heat at the last moment! ”
Zhao An looked at Zhang Xi silently, sat down, he couldn't speak, he felt that the words he said were so pale, Zhang Xi's environment was a cliff in front of him, and an abyss in the back, and the human heart was the most difficult existence to change, and it was also the most difficult to guess.
"Isn't love supposed to be sweet? Why is it so fortunate? Zhang Xi looked at the blue sky outside the window, "Hovering on the edge of life and death, this is not love, I want to do some struggle at the last moment, and accept the arrangement of fate with less peace of mind!" ”
"What do you want to do?" Zhao looked at Zhang Xi quietly, his phone ringing in his hand, but he didn't pay attention to it.
Zhang Xi turned his head, "First of all, I can't tell your sister about this matter at all, including my current reason for existence, if you say it, I will disappear immediately, this is a rule, and it must be followed." Secondly, I want to help your sister and make her love a little sweeter. ”
"Do you really want to do that?" Zhao An asked uncertainly, "You don't want to take advantage of the last time to do something you want to do?" ”
"That's exactly what I want to do!" Zhang Xi replied with a smile, without a trace of hesitation in his smile, as warm as the sunshine outside.
Zhao An was stunned for a moment, "Is my sister really so good?" Is it worth it? ”
The corners of Zhang Xi's mouth rose slightly, "This!" I don't know, she doesn't seem to be perfect, sometimes she is quite unreasonable, loses her temper, throws toys, blushes when she speaks, and is a little shy, but what! She has a mountain spring in her eyes! Zhang Xi also inadvertently recalled the previous bits and pieces, during this period of getting along, a lot of things really happened, and Ling was his last choice this time.
Zhao An shook his head, "Gotcha, it's really hopeless!" Just take your time here! A very unbeaten expression. I went to the bathroom. ”
Zhao An got up and left, closed the door after going out, leaned against the wall, the corners of his eyes were a little moist, his eyes were looking up, holding back his tears, this kind of time is really uncomfortable, if it is just an accident, at most it is just a pity, but thinking about this, knowing that he will die, he still chooses, or has to choose, this is the most sad, in short, no, Zhao An secretly made up his mind that he must help, and he can't let Brother Xi disappear, at this time, he desperately hopes that someone can discuss this matter, The only ones who knew Zhang Xi's existence were him and Ling, and in the end, he glanced at his mobile phone and could only risk being treated as a fool to tell Zhu Jing.