Chu Tiankuo looked at Zhixia who left his arms, and couldn't help but put his hand on his heart, and didn't speak.

"Brother Chu, what's wrong with you? Why are you frozen? Jiang Zhixia looked at Chu Tiankuo suspiciously and asked.

Brother Chu is a big man, he has been on the battlefield for a long time, and although it is terrible to stampede, he won't be scared by this kind of thing, right? Right?

Jiang Zhixia thought uncertainly.

Chu Tiankuo didn't answer Jiang Zhixia's question, just looked down at his hands.

Jiang Zhixia looked at his hand suspiciously, didn't he tremble? What are you doing? Could it be that he has some battlefield stress disorder?

Just when the two of them were quiet, suddenly, there was a loud 'bang', and both of them were startled, and they looked up at the new round of fireworks overhead.

Jiang Zhixia looked at this fireworks that were not as colorful as in his previous life, but still dazzling.

However, Chu Tiankuo's gaze slowly shifted from the sky to Jiang Zhixia's face.

The small white face, the red lips, the straight nose bridge, the long eyelashes flashed and flashed, and the apricot kernel-like eyes were shining all the time staring at the dazzling fireworks blooming in the sky one after another.

Chu Tiankuo's heart was beating uncontrollably, and his face began to heat up uncontrollably. Even the fist in his hand clenched involuntarily.

So, is that how it feels?

Chu Tiankuo was adopted by his adoptive father and adoptive mother since he was a child.

The adoptive father and adoptive mother have a deep affection. Even if the adoptive mother has never given birth to a child to the adoptive father because of her weak body, the adoptive father has no complaints, and the two have always been together.

Whenever the adoptive father came home during the time of rest, he would always bring gifts to the adoptive mother.

Sometimes it's a hairpin, sometimes it's a bracelet, sometimes it's a piece of cloth, sometimes it's some food, sometimes it's even a bouquet of wildflowers picked on the side of the road.

When the adoptive mother saw the gift given to her by her adoptive father, she would always blush and say that he was spending money or wasting time, but every time she saw something, she couldn't help but laugh happily.

When the two of them were together, the adoptive father would always secretly look at the adoptive mother behind his back----- the adoptive father always thought that he didn't pay attention, but in fact, he saw it all.

As for the adoptive mother, she often secretly looks at her adoptive father. When he was young, he always felt that there was sugar in the eyes of the two of them, although he couldn't eat it, he just felt that it was very sweet.

Later, when he was eight years old, his adoptive mother died of illness.

The adoptive father was heartbroken and seriously ill, and almost followed his adoptive mother. Even the funeral of the adoptive mother was handled with the help of his colleagues in the adoptive father's military camp.

In the days that followed, his adoptive father would always sit blankly, and he would be much lighter to him, as if there was nothing in the world that could attract his attention.

However, the adoptive father has always been alive and well. Because before the adoptive mother died, let the adoptive father vow to live a good life and raise him well.

In the seventeen years since his adoptive mother's death, his adoptive father has been alone and has not remarried.

After his adoptive mother died, his adoptive father once said to him when he was drunk, "If you meet the woman you like, you will find that your heart is so small that you can only hold her alone." You'll miss her all the time, and you'll want to see her all the time. When you see her, your heart pounds and you feel very satisfied. Everything in the world, she is the only one in her eyes! ”

Seeing Chu Tiankuo's ignorant appearance at that time. The adoptive father sneered, he was still a child.

However, this sentence still kept Chu Tiankuo, who was just a child at the time, in his heart.

Ever since that embarrassing eavesdrop at the end of September, after Chu Tiankuo left Zhixia's house in a hurry, he would often think of Zhixia.

However, he thinks he feels guilty about Zhixia.

After all, he eavesdropped on the conversation between Zhixia and Chu Mufeng, especially those words that were quite out of line with Zhixia.

So, he always wanted to make amends. However, because of embarrassment, I never dared to meet.

Until Zhixia suddenly fell ill, he was very anxious.

When he heard Uncle He and Aunt Zhang discussing there that they wanted to use strong liquor to reduce fever but could not buy good wine, he immediately avoided the patrols during the curfew, ran back to his house, and took out the jar of good wine that he was reluctant to drink from the border city all the way to the capital.

Not to drink, but to use it to wipe a girl's body to reduce fever.

Later, he went to visit Zhixia again and again, and when he saw that Zhixia was lacking, he would buy anything, and he would buy anything if he was not lacking.

He never thought about it, he just thought it was guilt, he wanted to make amends.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, he suddenly didn't want to spend the New Year in the barracks all the time.

So, he thought of Zhixia and asked Zhixia, and Zhixia agreed, he was very happy, but a little unhappy---- because Zhixia would always ask about Chu Mufeng.

When eating, he thought he was alone with Zhixia, but it turned out that it was not, he was quite disappointed.

When Zhixia asked about his family, he thought that Zhixia had taken the initiative to care about him, and he was very happy.

When eating dumplings, he ate dumplings wrapped with copper coins and jujubes, Zhixia laughed and congratulated him, and when he wanted to give him a red envelope, he couldn't cry or laugh, but there was a trace of secret joy in his heart.

Today, when he saw Zhixia wearing the fox fur cloak he gave him, he suddenly wanted to hide Zhixia from others.

As soon as the thought came to him, he spat on himself, and then quickly flashed the thought.

When Zhu Cuilou's booth was holding an event, although he couldn't see Zhixia's face, when he saw Zhixia bowing his head and shaking his head, he could feel Zhixia's happiness and happiness, and he couldn't help but want to laugh.

When he was guessing riddles, when he was embarrassed to say that he was not good at guessing riddles, he thought that Zhixia would laugh at him. However, when Zhixia smiled and said that she was not good at guessing riddles, he was very happy for Zhixia's thoughtfulness.

accompanied Zhixia to go shopping and watched her buy and buy; Seeing her crowded, he worried; Feeling her happy, he also wanted to laugh.

When danger came, when he held her in his arms, he didn't feel anything special because the situation was critical.

However, when I let her go, my heart kept beating 'thump'.

When he saw Xia Tianjing's face under the fireworks, his heart suddenly 'banged' and settled.

It turns out that this is what my adoptive father said: everything in the world, she is the only one in her eyes!

"Brother Chu? Brother Chu? What happened to you? ”

The second round of fireworks had stopped, and Jiang Zhixia looked at Chu Tiankuo, who had been looking at her in a daze, suspiciously.

I don't understand what's wrong with Chu Tiankuo? A person who has been fighting on the battlefield all year round won't be frightened by a stampede, right??

Chu Tiankuo reacted to Jiang Zhixia's shouting, first lowered his head in disguise, and then raised his head, as if he had made up his mind to say something.

As a result, when he saw Jiang Zhixia's bright but indifferent eyes, he suddenly understood a cruel reality:

Jiang Zhixia has never been emotionally attracted to him!

He's just unrequited love!

Chu Tiankuo lowered his eyes gloomily, if he opened his mouth to confess to Jiang Zhixia, then he would repeat the mistakes of Wei Zhuxian and Chu Mufeng, and he would also be rejected, right?

How fortunate he was that he learned what it was like to love.

How unfortunate it was that the people he loved had no feelings for him.