Chapter 36: I'm Not Up!
Qu Sa took the speech, took a deep breath, and pondered for a while before reading it: "Dear leaders, teachers, dear students, good afternoon!" I am the third (first) class of high school, and today, I am honored to stand here and share with you ......"
Later, he shared his feelings and experiences in learning, but Qu Sa couldn't read it anymore. Because her mood and experience at this time have nothing to do with what Lao Li Touer wrote.
At the critical moment, her resolute and decisive nature was exposed, and the speech was folded and put in her pocket.
Seeing this scene, the classmates and teachers were surprised, and Lao Li Touer smiled left and right and explained, "This girl has memorized it by designation." ”
All the teachers and leaders nodded again and again, this child has a super memory, a long text, only need to read a few times can be completely recited, and it is not bad at all, everyone has seen this kung fu.
"I'm sorry! I really can't read it......" Qu Sa calmed down, and said calmly and calmly: "The reason why I can't read anymore is because I plan to drop out of school." ”
"That's right! I'm not on it! Qu Sa was afraid that everyone would not understand, so he deliberately emphasized.
On the "poof......" leadership seat, in the team of teachers, a very discordant tone broke out after Qu Sa's sentence "I'm not on", which was very timely.
Qu Sa heard the prestige, but saw a fresh face nodding left and right with a tea jar, as if to say, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it......"
Qu Sa glanced at the man, he didn't know him, the school was not big, and there were only six classes in the entire third grade, so Qu Sa could count the names of those teachers with her fingers, but she had never seen this teacher. Based on past experience, Qu Sa guessed that he was probably an intern who just came over this year.
"Qu Sa! What are you crazy about? Lao Li's childish face turned green, he thought that if the tuition matter was solved, the child had already dismissed the idea of dropping out of school, but she didn't expect it to be at this point, she was still worried about it!
"I'm sorry, Mr. Li! I have failed to live up to your high expectations! Qu Sa bowed deeply to Old Li Tou'er, and then he heard a deep and thick voice say, "You want to quit school?" Give me a reason! ”
It's the math teacher Fu Heqing.
He took Qu Sa's class from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, and was a famous genius teacher in the school, and she was a famous genius student in the school. In the past three years, the two have searched for many interesting mathematical problems in order to fight their wits, and they deliberately embarrassed each other.
Fu Heqing has always hoped that Qu Sa would choose to major in mathematics when he was in college, and then go all the way up to the real field of mathematics research.
Before sitting down, Fu Heqing added, "Don't tell me that your family is in difficulty and you can't afford to read!" ”
The students' reflex arc was a bit long, and it was only now that they realized that the famous talented girl Qu Sa was going to drop out of school, not a joke!
Under the fryer, the teachers who were responsible for the on-site discipline of this mobilization meeting couldn't stop.
"Qu Sa wants to drop out of school? Why? Several classmates sitting in the front row all asked Wang Xiaoyan for the reason, and Wang Xiaoyan stared at Qu Sa on the stage like a zombie, and his two eyes became two small fireballs.
Qu Sa coughed uncomfortably at the microphone, the effect was amazing, and everyone immediately stopped discussing and looked at Qu Sa intently.
"Of course, there are more than that, there are always more ways than difficulties, I have survived the most difficult days, and the rest is nothing at all."
What is the reason for that? Everyone came out with such a voice, anxiously waiting for Qu Sa's next words.
"Because, I don't want to go down this path anymore, college entrance examination, college, assignment, work, marriage, childbirth, and aging step by step. I felt that I could take another path, a path that I wanted to take and had to take. There may be no university, no diploma, no iron job on this road, but there is what I want most. ”
"During the winter break, I had an illness, and I was so sick that I almost didn't see you. After I recovered from my illness, I felt that I had lived again, and what I valued most before, I found that it was not so important, but the people and things that I often ignored. ”
"People have to walk a lot in this life, some of them you don't want to, some of them you walk up in a daze, and some of them are because of others. Before, I had never thought about this problem, but now, I have found a path that is not the best, but it is my own, so I have to go on it, so that my heavy work is meaningful. ”
Qu Sa stood stiffly on the podium, maintaining a posture from beginning to end, her hands were clasped, hanging naturally, she looked a little incoherent, but her eyes were always shining, and it was not difficult for people to see that she was thinking, thinking very seriously.
But Old Li Tou'er was already so angry that he almost lost his mind, stood up and slapped the table and shouted: "Fallacy! Fallacy!! Sling the bull!!! He turned his head to the principal and said, "I'm sorry Lin School, it's me who didn't educate my students well and made her embarrassed here, I'll drive her down now!" ”
After speaking, he rushed to the podium.
The students at the bottom have boiled into a pot of boiling water, and they don't know how to "boil" it themselves.
Principal Lin maintained his demeanor and said, "Lao Li, this kid has something to say yet, you let her say it." ”
"Tell me about it! Okay, Qu Sasa, tell me well! Lao Li Tou'er roared to the podium as he walked, and asked a few questions in one breath, "You don't want a university, you don't want a diploma, you don't want an iron rice bowl, you want what you want most, then tell me, what do you want most?" ”
"Also, what did you value before, and why don't you think it matters now? What's important to you right now? ”
"In the end, what kind of path is your path, which is not the best, but it belongs to you?"
"Now you have to explain it to us clearly and solve our doubts, otherwise don't think about getting off this stage! Don't be delusional about dropping out! ”
For the old man, the shame has already been thrown home anyway, so he simply loses it for a while.
In the past three years, Qu Sa went crazy when he saw the old man for the first time, and his question hit everyone's heart, and someone in the student pile even shouted: "Yes, Qu Sa, you said that we are all confused, quickly solve our doubts!" ”
I don't know when the college entrance examination mobilization meeting became a puzzle conference, more and more students echoed Lao Li Touer, and Qu Sa became the target of criticism.
She instantly had a kind of squatting in the cowshed and hanging a big sign.
"I'm sorry Mr. Li." Qu Sa apologized to Lao Li Touer seriously and peacefully, but the old man shook his hand and shouted: "Don't give me this set, give me a solution!" ”
Qu Sa took a breath and understood what she did today, it was impossible to get Lao Li'er's forgiveness in this life, in order not to continue to embarrass herself, Qu Sa put away all her distractions, looked at the audience calmly, indifferently and even a little playfully, and was silent for a long time.
In general, this is a precursor to her harsh words.
This kind of Qu Sa is something that no one has ever seen, and on her body, it seems that a shadow that they have never seen before suddenly coincided, and gradually, the venue was silent.
Qu Sa opened his mouth, "All these problems can be explained in one sentence!" ”
She said sonorously: "I am who I am!" I say and do what I want to do! For example, if I want to drop out of school now, then drop out! ”
After speaking, he faced Lao Li Touer again, and said seriously and resolutely: "Please return my fifteen yuan and eight cents!" ”