"Where are you low?"

Qu Sa blurted out, approaching Qu Dawan, and the eldest sister who was crying aggrieved suddenly froze, and her crying stopped abruptly. Having said that, it is also difficult to really make a person admit that he is low. After all, none of us consider ourselves inferior.

As for the trampling years of life, we can describe it in words like hardship, confusion, and even pain, but we never consider ourselves inferior.

Seeing that Qu Dawan was silent, Qu Sa pointed to Qu Ershun and the others, "Second sister, third sister, fourth sister, where are you low?" ”

This was still met with silence and embarrassment.

Fu Heqing was just about to open his mouth to speak for her sisters, but was suddenly blocked by Qu Sa, "Teacher Fu, where are you low?" ”

I...... Fu Heqing was dumbfounded, his face was flushed, when did he ever be low? No, he never thought so!

Except for Han Xu, everyone present was embarrassed, and if you look at the silent Dr. Han, if you look closely, you will find that the corners of his mouth raise a faint smile.

When the atmosphere was the most embarrassing, Qu Sa crackled and said bluntly, "According to the meaning of the eldest sister, only when you are admitted to the university and assigned a job and serve an iron rice bowl is the life of a human being, right?" In this case, we are now living a life of inferiority and inferiority. Since you are all inferior, what is the point of me living a superior life alone? If not, what is the difference between our lives now and those in the future? ”

Qu Dawan didn't understand too much, and wanted to refute but didn't know where to start. Fu Heqing understood Qu Sa's meaning clearly, and sneered: "Is it true that going to college is just for a good job, an iron rice bowl?" If I think the same way, it will be too superficial, and I can't stand my enthusiasm! Qu Sa, I insist on letting you take the road to university, because I think that a genius like you should go to a broader world and see the outside world! You can study math and solve the world's math problems! You can study physics and make a contribution to our country's aerospace industry in the future!! ”

The more Fu Heqing talked, the more excited he became, and he even saw that he had become a mathematician, an engineer, or an astroscientist......

"That's you, not me." Qu Sa said simply, Fu Heqing's enthusiasm quickly subsided, and a basin of cold water was poured on his body.

"Teacher Fu, after so many years of emancipating your mind, you haven't figured out some things? In this world, you can imprison a person, but you can never dominate her mind. Whether it's an iron rice bowl, a master, or a nobler ideal of life, but that's just your own idea, it's the path you think I should take, but who really thought about it for me? Have you ever wondered what kind of life I want to live? How exactly do I want to spend my life? ”

The courtyard was quiet, and there was nothing else except Qu Sa's rebuttal.

"Teacher Fu's results in the college entrance examination that year were very good, right? I heard from other teachers that you did better than Dr. Han in the exam, but your mother didn't want you to be too far away from home, crying and not wanting you to go to the university you had already applied for. In the end, you had no choice but to become a teacher, am I right? Teacher Fu, what kind of feeling is it to not be able to live according to your own wishes, I'm afraid you know better than me, don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself, you should know this truth better than anyone else......"

Fu Heqing actually had such an experience, everyone looked at him, and Fu Heqing himself was even more embarrassed, but he couldn't say anything else, only silence.

"And the eldest sister ......" Qu Sa looked at Qu Dawan again, and said calmly: "At this time last year, you were still living a life of being beaten and abused in the Li family, and you had to keep your eyes open even when you sleeped, lest you accidentally whip your body again." Later, you insisted on divorce regardless of the world's eyes, even if there was no compensation, even if there was no property distribution, even if there was no child support, wouldn't you still leave? Why? Still not looking to change your life? Fight hard, gamble, maybe you can die and survive! ”

"Things are different, but the truth is the same, no matter how close we are, how good the relationship is, the road of life, finally to rely on ourselves to dominate, each of us should be the master, is our own life, not others. This is my last reiteration! ”

After throwing off the last sentence, Qu Sa pursed his lips and entered the house, and did not come out again until Fu Heqing and Han Xu left.

Qu Sa's big truth Qu Dawan understands seven or eight points, and can only understand five or six points, but Qu Ershun, who is ignorant, almost understands the meaning of the little sister, and holds the eldest sister's hand and comforts: "The little sister is older, and she wants to make her own decisions, so let's stop worrying." ”

Qu Dawan cried again when she heard this, and even said that she had no selfishness, it was all for the good of her little sister.

Qu Ershun nodded and said that these little girls know it, but it is just a little good, what you think is good, but in her opinion, it is not necessarily.

Of course, Qu Dawan can't accept this result, she has always thought that Qu Sa is too young, and now she blindly decides about major life events, what if she regrets it in the future? Qu Sijing on the side couldn't help but interject, "Eldest sister, what a person is like, it really has nothing to do with age." Not to mention anything else, if there is no little sister in the past few months, we will still be sitting in the small courtyard of Liujiabao sewing candy bags. ”

At the mention of this, Qu Dawan immediately blushed. After being silent for a long time, he finally remembered something, and said to Qu Sijing: "Since reading is so useless, why do you still read books before going to bed every night?" ”

This time it was Qu Sijing's turn to blush, she was very reluctant to drop out of school that year. Although her grades are not as good as her little sister, she likes to read in her bones. After dropping out of school and returning home, she didn't have the conditions to buy books, but now she has more than 100 yuan in dividends every month, and it is still okay to buy a few books she likes to read.

"Eldest sister, you can't go from one extreme to another, the younger sister doesn't go to college, that's because she doesn't want to read, and I study because I like to read, the two are not contradictory." Qu Sijing blushed and explained, paused and said, "Besides, it doesn't hurt to recognize a few more words." ”

Qu Dawan was confused and stopped talking.

The younger sisters are stranger than the other, those who want to read have no books to read, but those who don't want to read have great books to read, what can she do?

After a long time, she wiped the last handful of tears and sighed: "I didn't graduate from primary school, I don't know a few big characters, I am a rural woman who has no knowledge...... I ......"

She was hoarse and couldn't talk anymore, Qu Ershun and Qu Sijing hugged her one by one, saying that they understood her kindness, and no one was angry with her.

The sisters were hugging each other to comfort each other, and Qu Sa suddenly came out of the house, "Did Fu Heqing say when to take Miao Miao away?" ”

Yes? Why do you suddenly ask about this? Qu Dawan shook her head, and said in a panic: "What's the hurry?" "The little sister looks like she is driving people, if she is heard by Teacher Fu, it will hurt people's hearts.

Clinker Qu Sa sneered, "I have a bunch of bad things, and my daughters can't take care of them well, but I still have the heart to ask this and that, it's funny." ”

After speaking, he entered the house again, leaving Qu Dawan sighing again and again, unable to speak.