Chapter 336: Guilt

After a long time, Gu Wanyin came back to her senses, slightly hooked the corners of her lips and lowered her head, but her voice was a little aggrieved: "The prince is really terrible today." As he spoke, he stepped up and walked out. Zhou Ruijing was also carried away, in case the old lady heard this, wouldn't she be suspicious?

Zhou Ruijing was stunned for a moment, but slowly frowned. It wasn't until he walked out of the old lady's courtyard that he said solemnly: "I don't mean to do this." I just thought that you-" He had always been as calm as him, and there was a bit of anxiety in his tone, as if he was afraid that Gu Wanyin would really be angry because of this.

Gu Wanyin couldn't hold back any longer, she laughed out loud, and when she looked up again, her eyes were radiant, brilliant as jewels, where was the slightest bit of anger and grievance? Some are just smiling.

Zhou Ruijing came back to his senses, and it turned out that Gu Wanyin was playing tricks on him. At the moment, he was not annoyed, but looked at the bright and delicate smile like a flower, and the corners of his lips hooked and smiled slightly-Gu Wanyin had never behaved like this in the past. I still remember that when she just got married, she was a little cautious no matter what she did, even if it was for him, she was always quiet and dignified, and there were few times when she bloomed so wantonly.

But he felt that this kind of Gu Wanyin looked more real and intimate with him, more like what he should be like at this age.

"The prince has accompanied me to a good show today." Thinking of Fang Cai's scene, the smile on Gu Wanyin's lips couldn't help but deepen a lot, and even her voice was full of brilliance. Not to mention those little smugness and other thoughts. It seems that her appearance is actually a little fluttering, and the whole person is a little more vivid.

Zhou Ruijing held her hand and said lightly: "It's good that you're not angry." He had always been harsh, but it was not his intention, he was only afraid that she would be frightened by his unkind appearance, but lost her previous intimacy. But now it seems that he is overthinking. Gu Wanyin looked like she didn't care at all.

There was a pause. He spoke again: "On the way I came, I saw the manna being put down from a distance, and I was very embarrassed, I don't know what happened? And Danzhi, the arm seems to be dislocated. "The two girls are so embarrassed, maybe they did it. What about Gu Wanyin? What frightened you?

Hearing him mention the nectar, Gu Wanyin was not as interested as Fang Cai for a while, sighed a little meaningfully, and slowly restrained her smile, Gu Wanyin looked up at Zhou Ruijing; Smell softly: "Do you think that my scheming is too deep, very terrible, and I have no measure?" "In fact, it's just the identity of an aunt, just like grandmother and Li persuaded her, these must be there sooner or later, as long as it does not hinder her status. What's the tightness?

But she just couldn't let go. She was obsessed with the promise Zhou Ruijing made. She feels that it is enough for two people to live for a lifetime. If there are a few more people, it will only affect that perfection. What she wants is perfection. and unwilling to share with others. This is selfishness. It's also a luxury. But she just hoped for such a luxury. can be turned into reality.

It's just that in the end, she still has some apprehension and hesitation in her heart, after all...... This kind of thing is really common.

Facing Gu Wanyin's tentative eyes, Zhou Ruijing only smiled faintly, but his eyes were calm and incomparable, only a little faint light was refracted out, like an old well in a deep pool, looking at it was peaceful. And his solemn voice made people feel reassured: "How come? Manna has today, and it can be regarded as self-inflicted. You are not a vicious person. Otherwise, Fang Cai would not have said good things for her. You're just defending your stuff, what's wrong? If others deceive us and we don't fight back, that's really useless. ”

Zhou Ruijing's words seemed to support what she did. Gu Wanyin only felt that her eyes were hot, and she couldn't help but lower her head hurriedly. However, his fingers were tightly clasped against Zhou Ruijing.

With this beloved, she asked for nothing else. For the first time, she felt that the happiness she wanted was so close and so real. At your fingertips.

Manna was desperate for a moment and almost died. If Danzhi hadn't stopped her, I'm afraid she wouldn't know what the result would have been at this time. After calming down, he walked back slowly with Zhou Ruijing. On the other hand, he slowly opened his mouth to talk about the matter of Fang Cai. "I was so frightened that I could barely speak. My heart was also extremely shocked. If Danzhi really dies because of me. I'm just afraid...... Feel guilty. "However, there are no regrets. Her methods may have been vicious and tougher, cutting off all of Ganlu's retreat at once, but she doesn't regret it. Again, she will still be. Only a single cut will not leave a long-lasting pain.

The same is true for manna. For herself, it is also a once and for all method. If there is such a way, does she have to go far and near?

Besides, being able to be an aunt with Zhou Ruiming is not a disadvantage to manna. Ganlu is bent on flying on the branches, and she can be regarded as giving Ganlu a chance, right? It's just that the manna vision is too high, so I feel that the contrast is so great, and I suddenly lost my thoughts. It's really confusing. If Ganlu is smart, you should understand that although Zhou Ruiming's ability is not high, Xing Ge is excellent. He will not be wronged in the future. Even though the second wife covers the sky with one hand, after all, the second wife is not idle and bored every day. The most important thing is that Manna should understand a truth, people are noble and modest, and she should not betray the old lady. Her solar terms should never be used for her infatuation with Zhou Ruijing.

And as a girl, she should recognize her identity.

It's a pity that none of these nectar have been achieved. Therefore, the manna will end up like this: he lost the favor of the old lady and offended the second wife, maybe in the future, Zhou Ruiming will be unhappy when he knows about it. In this way, the days after the manna will only be difficult.

Gu Wanyin sighed again.

Zhou Ruiming shook his head: "Although manna is very good, it is a little obsessed. Moreover, the mind is not right. Can't stand youhuo. "If you can't stand youhuo, how can you be lured by Gu Wanyin's vague words to betray the old lady?

Zhou Ruijing's sentence is extremely pertinent; If the nectar hears it, he does not know what to think in his heart. It's a pity that Manna won't have such an opportunity.

"I'll persuade her to change her mind." Gu Wanyin saw that there was a trace of regret in Zhou Ruijing's eyes, so she spoke up. The voice was as soft as a spring water: "Rui Ming is excellent, I guess I will not treat her badly in the future." In this way, Zhou Ruijing will not have any regret and guilt in his heart, and the nectar will naturally not leave any traces in his heart. And she herself will no longer feel any guilt about the nectar. In this way, it is already the limit of what she can do.

If Ganlu is really obsessed, then it is also her own choice.

"I just thought, the second aunt is confused, and I haven't thought about it for Ruiming." Zhou Ruijing's sentence is an explanation. He naturally knew that Gu Wanyin had misunderstood him and regretted it, so he explained lightly. He was not for the nectar, but for his brother.

Zhou Ruiming has been controlled by his second wife since he was a child, and he can't do anything freely, but now that he is older, he is still like this. Today's events, I'm afraid that the second wife never informed Zhou Ruiming at all? As a mother, the second wife is inevitably too domineering.

In the eyes of the second wife, begging for nectar is not for Zhou Ruiming's better, but to take the opportunity to envelop the old lady.

Gu Wanyin also sighed slightly when she heard this, but she didn't say anything. There are some things that they can't change. It's always bad to say bad things about the second wife in front of Zhou Ruiming, and it is impossible to directly accuse the second wife.

In front of the cold and unguarded, there was a shy and timid voice from the county lord of Yonghe: "Zhou Ruijing? ”

Gu Wanyin raised her head when she heard the sound, and saw the county lord of Yonghe standing in front of him in a beautiful shirt, with a very surprised expression. Before she could react, the county lord of Yonghe had already hurried up to meet her. At that moment, she had to speak: "Lord Yonghe." ”

Zhou Ruijing naturally could only greet in the same way: "County Lord." Compared to Gu Wanyin's tone, his tone was even more detached and cold. First, there is a difference between men and women, and second, his patience with this Yonghe county lord is really worn out. For Zhou Ruijing, the ghost of Yonghe County Lord is so ghostly, it is really a headache and irritation.

However, the county lord of Yonghe didn't hear Zhou Ruijing's coldness, and still smiled brightly, but he was also very polite and well-behaved, and he didn't get too close: "A few days ago, the palace sent some new things, I wonder if you are interested in taking a look?" Although it is said that it is "you", but in the eyes of the county lord of Yonghe, it is clear that there is only Zhou Ruijing alone. What is the purpose of the county lord of Yonghe, like Sima Zhao's heart, everyone knows.

Zhou Ruijing frowned slightly, and almost couldn't wait to refuse: "There is a difference between men and women, I just won't go." Otherwise, it is not my sin to tarnish the reputation of the monarch? ”

Gu Wanyin glanced sideways at Zhou Ruijing, there seemed to be a strange meaning in her eyes, then she turned her head to look at the county lord of Yonghe, and said softly to soothe: "The county lord Xing is hearty, and he didn't grow up in the capital, so naturally he doesn't know that those noblewomen in the capital are well-informed. Although the county lord doesn't care about this, we can't afford this responsibility, so the prince refused. It's not that he doesn't want to associate with the lord of the county. ”

The county lord of Yonghe was already aggrieved at this time, and he only stared at Zhou Ruijing, but where could he listen to Gu Wanyin's words? In the eyes of the county lord of Yonghe, Zhou Ruijing was so ruthless that he really refused. She's so sad!

In the way of face, the county lord of Yonghe couldn't say that Gu Wanyin should not go, but he still lowered his head and said slowly: "It's okay, it's the same with the princess and me." Naturally, I know the difficulties of the son. ”;