Fanwai (3) Jinghualu: Memories of Su Yu, the King of Hades
If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan.
Actually, I already knew that "Su Xiaoxiao" was not real, but I just wanted to leave a thought by my side.
The first time I noticed her existence was in the fiftieth year after Su Su left, a blank page suddenly appeared on the Yin Yang Book, and before the trick Su Su was to use a spell to cover up the information about her in the Yin Yang Book, and told her that her name was not on the Yin Yang Book before leaving her in the underworld.
It is definitely not a coincidence that the blank table that appears now for no reason, after all, the Yin and Yang Book has written all the causes and effects in the world, and no one has ever jumped out.
"Go and check on the world."
So I instructed Black and White Impermanence to go to the world to investigate, there is luck in my heart, perhaps, we still have an unfinished fate.
Sure enough, black and white impermanence brought back the people I thought about day and night.
"Susu?"
The first time I saw her, I was stunned, exactly the same as Su Su, except for a touch of cinnabar mole between my eyebrows.
"My name is Su Xiaoxiao."
She was a little scared of me and kept backing away.
"Come here."
I gently pulled her over, and as soon as I took her hand, I knew that she was not really Su Su, just a doll with Su Su's essence and blood.
Her body is the ice blue lotus given to Su Su by Qingyuan Zhenjun, and I will never be wrong when I see Su Su put her into his dantian with my own eyes.
"Who are you?"
She tilted her head, her face was ignorant, and Su Su's expression was the same, and suddenly, Su Su seemed to be back to me.
"I'm Hades King Su Yu, your name is Su Xiaoxiao, and I'll stay in Hades today in the future, okay?"
"I still have a mission to complete, and I can't stay here."
She shook her head and refused my request.
"Are you with them?"
I raised my hand and pointed to it, and in front of her, the current reincarnation of Su Su's parents appeared, and her task must be to accompany them to reincarnation.
"It's Mom and Dad, I'm going back!"
She was very excited when she saw it, and she didn't care that it was just a phantom and threw herself up.
"You can't go back, you're gone."
This time, I didn't lie to her, it was impossible for the soul to return to the yang when she arrived in the underworld.
"I'm dead, am I?"
One by one, her tears fell, and each one fell on my heart.
It burned my life's feelings.
"From now on, Hades will be your home."
Wiping away the tears from her face, my Susu wants to be happy, not crying.
"Okay."
I didn't expect her to agree so quickly, I was a little happy, although she is not really Su Su, but it was also created by Su Su, does this mean that Su Su still has me in his heart?
In the days that followed, she stayed in Hades, and she also left and soothed the thoughts in my heart.
But I didn't let her live in Su Su's old hut, which belonged only to Su Su and no one was allowed to touch it.
I send someone to clean every day, and since Su Su left, I don't want the underworld to maintain the rotation of the four seasons, and the long winter has no warm spring, which is the state of mind for the rest of my life.
"You're too obsessed."
In the Nine Shadows, Houtu once said to me that I shouldn't be able to let go anymore.
"That's not an obsession, it's a love you haven't been exposed to."
I and Houtu are one and the same, but if you don't experience it personally, you can't empathize with it.
"Houtu, thank you for healing me, you have guarded the nine shades for thousands of years, have you ever known the taste of love?"
"I don't know, but I see that you are hurt by love, and your hair is full of hair, I don't want to know."
Houtu sighed softly, and then became one with me again, and continued to heal my wounds.
The endless darkness filled the Nine Shades, and I slept for three years with the thought of Su Su.
But it was a letter of resignation from Su Su.
The first person in Hugh among the immortals, my Susu is so resolute, I broke her heart and broke our love, all of which I brought on myself.
Now, I found another Susu, we get along day and night, Xia Chan and Dong Xue, Qin Se and Ming, which can be regarded as getting some comfort.
But my wife is only Su Su, and I have never had a wedding with "Su Xiaoxiao".
She also asked me something, I just said that the time had not come, and after a long time, she stopped asking, but I felt the change in her.
She is no longer the same as before, her eyes are full of attachment to me, I am so afraid, she will leave me.
No, you can't!
In order to keep her, I placed a concentric forbidden spell on her, and from then on, she was the only one in her heart.
The spell is done, I have Su Su again, and no one can snatch her away.
Everyone knows that the "Su Xiaoxiao" of Hades is fake, and I know it, but I just don't want to expose my dreams.
She is Susu.
I still remember a couple of troubled times that Su Su met in the book of tracing the world, they were separated by national hatred and family hatred, and they could never be together, just like me and Su Su are now.
Later, after I was with Su Su, in order to increase the fun, we went to the mustard seed space for our honeymoon, and the three lives and three lives in it were not a true portrayal of me and Su Su.
The past life, this life, and the next life are clear and clear, and every sentence should be destroyed.
In the first life, we met in college, she was a student of the music department, I am a music teacher from Taiwan, we are fated to be inseparable, we have been waiting for half a life, and we have been stumbling for half a life.
In the second life, we are the opposite princess of the dead country and the new prince in the troubled times, she endured the humiliation and burden, we secretly had feelings, but we couldn't cross the national hatred and family hatred, she launched a coup d'état, the entire royal family left me alone, and I became her caged bird.
At the end of the story, I died in a coup d'état that I initiated, and she sat on the world and enjoyed infinite loneliness.
In the third life, we are the spies of the two countries in the storm, the first acquaintance, she is the blue peony of the famous Beiping, and we fell in love.
But she has her beliefs, I have my persistence, and in the end, I can only be strangers.
Death and life will never see each other again.
There is no regret that she can die in her hands.
If there is an afterlife, we will meet in a time of peace.
Although the love and hate that happened in the mustard seed space were all fake, they were experienced by me and Su Su together, which was unforgettable and unforgettable.
said that he would talk about a few sweet loves, but the fact was that the sadomasochistic love of the three lives and three lives was deep.
Now that I think about it, isn't this a kind of foreknowledge?
When I see Su Su again today, I am excited, although it is only to comfort the souls of the dead, as long as I can see Su Su, it is all good.
Susu, I really miss you......
She still found out about "Su Xiaoxiao" in the underworld, and I erased everything about "Su Xiaoxiao" in the mortal world, so that she could always be by my side.
I thought that Su Su would have emotional fluctuations in the existence of "Su Xiaoxiao", but she didn't, she just took back the life of "Su Xiaoxiao" and made her turn back into an ignorant lotus.
The moment Su Su put "Su Xiaoxiao" into the dantian, I knew that I had lost Su Su forever.
However, the concentric forbidden spell has not dissipated, and perhaps, I still have a ...... to renew my relationship with Su Su