"Lin Yan, I'm sorry, I just saw that something was wrong with you, and I used my mind reading technique to look at your thoughts without your permission."

"You're a true trainer, and I agree with your approach to making this kid forget his previous memories of loneliness, even if he loses something, I think it's worth it."

"You're right, and it's worth learning from."

Hearing this, Lin Yan was stunned for a moment.

He didn't blame Ye Qingyao for using the mind-reading technique on himself without authorization this time, but just nodded silently "um".

Then the two of them didn't say much, and they didn't tell anyone else about it, and after checking that Geng Ghost was okay, several people went deeper into the central area of the Longling Secret Realm again.

During the afternoon journey, Lin Yan's mind was full of thinking about how to make Geng Ghost forget the lonely memories of the past, and he completely lost his interest in fighting.

Fortunately, the hilly area here has a wide view, and although you can often see some powerful wild dragon-type Pokémon on the way, as long as you take a detour, a few people did not encounter any attacks in the afternoon.

This afternoon, several people took the Pokémon far away, and they didn't know exactly how far.

In the evening, in order to obtain a place to stay, Lin Yan led Super Bosco Dora to defeat a sonic dragon.

After defeating the dragon, they took over the dragon's territory, and the cave in the middle of the hill became their habitat for the night.

As usual, a few people were preparing dinner and chatting about whether they had anything or not, and everything seemed to be calm.

However, after the noon incident, Lin Yan and Ye Qingyao had something hidden in their hearts.

Until the evening, everyone rested in the cave, and Lin Yan sat alone in the cave. He looked at the moon and thought about something.

"Do you know that you can't sleep, and you're still thinking about the shadow in Geng's heart?"

Ye Qingyao, who also hadn't slept with him, sat next to Lin Yan and said with a caring face.

Although the relationship between the two has made great progress recently, Ye Qingyao's cold temperament is still difficult to smile.

Lin Yan glanced at Ye Qingyao, who was sitting beside him, and subconsciously said, "Qingyao, you look so good when you smile, but why do you always look cold?"

When asked this question, Ye Qingyao frowned, but soon returned to her former appearance, she didn't speak, and she didn't seem to have the intention of answering.

Capturing this small move, Lin Yan didn't ask more, but he could detect that there were probably some stories in it.

The two of them sat down, looking at the moon in unison, but did not speak.

Until Lin Yan asked again, "Qingyao, I want to know why you always look very cold, I don't think this is the real you."

This time, Ye Qingyao chuckled, just as Lin Yan said, the way she laughed was much more beautiful than the cold appearance, especially under the moonlight, Lin Yan was a little fascinated.

"Since you asked, then I'll tell you, you're right, maybe the way I look now is the real me, my usual cold and cold appearance is just me pretending, do you know why?"

Lin Yan was puzzled and shook his head.

"Before the age of eight, I was as innocent and lively as a normal little girl, cheerful and laughing, but then one thing made me unable to face the world and anyone."

"It was my birthday, and I had a high fever in the evening, and my family was very anxious to gather around me, and it was that high fever that allowed me to acquire the ability to read each other's thoughts."

"At that time, I was very young, and after having mind reading, I have been using mind reading to see what the other person is thinking, and when I don't look at it, he may be a normal person, but when I see that person's heart, I find that no matter how kind a person is on the outside, maybe he is a demon inside."

"Since I was a child, probably because I was so cute, almost nine out of ten men would have the idea of molesting me, and there were even my own uncles, who were full of filth and made me very afraid."

"I was afraid that one day they would actually do something bad to me, and that's when I refused to see anyone, and I didn't want to face it except for talking to my parents and brothers

Anyone who just wants to lock himself in the house."

"I was so scared at the time, you may not understand this feeling, it's like everyone around you wants to hurt you, they want to do something to you, but you can't say it, because they didn't do it, they just thought it in their hearts, and this feeling tormented me for five years."

"In the past five years, I have never gone out of the house, I have used books to understand the world, until one day I figured it out, it's a big deal not to look into the hearts of these people, and pretend to be cold and cold, maybe only in this way, with a world-weary face, I won't let them have dirty thoughts."

This night, Ye Qingyao confided in the young man beside her, and for so many years, it was the first time she had said this in front of someone other than her parents and younger brother, no one knew about it before except her parents and younger brother, and everyone else only knew that she was sick at that time.

After listening to Ye Qingyao's childhood, Lin Yan was shocked!

He knows how prominent the other party's family background is, it is a family that even the Dawning Group that can affect the entire Pokémon era today cannot be compared, and as Ye Qingyao, who was born with a golden key in her mouth, it can be said that from the moment she was born, she is extraordinary, and she has had something that ordinary people can't have in a lifetime since she was a child.

After all, there are some things that are not present at birth, and some things that are not born will never be there again in that life.

But even with such a prominent family background, Lin Yan really couldn't imagine that the other party would have such a psychological shadow experience, and that cold appearance on weekdays turned out to be just Ye Qingyao's protective color.

The atmosphere suddenly became silent, and sympathy radiated in the air.

After a while, Ye Qingyao smiled again and said, "Lin Yan, tell you this secret this time, don't tell others in the future, I don't want to be remembered every day, but it is true that there is a cold and misanthropic face, which somewhat makes those guys with dirty thoughts a little uninterested."

Lin Yan nodded vigorously, "Don't worry, Qingyao, I will never tell anyone your secret!"

The oath from the heart made Ye Qingyao very satisfied.

"Actually, this is also my psychological shadow, including the psychological shadow of Geng Ghost, although the heart disease is difficult to treat, but the heart disease is not incurable, otherwise I am afraid that I will always hide in the house now."

"In my way, there is only one way to defeat fear, and that is to face fear, and everyone wants to escape, maybe a temporary escape can satisfy oneself, but over time, once this escape reaches the point of exploding, it often brings fatal pain."