Chapter 460: Self-blame
Gu Wanyin's condensed gaze swept over her mother-in-law, and her mother-in-law shrank into a ball, secretly complaining in her heart - Luo Shi looked like a good star and a bully, but how could he have given birth to such a frightening daughter?
Looking at her mother-in-law with satisfaction, Gu Wanyin slightly hooked the corners of her lips and told Danzhi, "Take it down first." It's useful to keep it. Be sure to take good care of it. "She wants to let the Qi family understand that she will die and die. When the time comes, the two will face each other, and with Qi's clever tongue, I don't know how exciting the situation will be?
She is looking forward to such a scene. In the same way, Qi should also look forward to it. Before that, and left this mother-in-law xing's life first, but......
smiled slightly, and only heard Gu Wanyin add a sentence in a soft voice: "I remember that she is a fugitive slave of the Gu family." Now that she's back, let's find her an errand. Isn't there a shortage of people in the house to wash the toilet? Just let her go. "Although I want to keep my life, I can't eat and drink well, and it's not tiring to live like this, but it's disgusting and tormenting, presumably this woman can stand it.
The woman was happy to have picked up a small life, and suddenly heard the heartfelt smile behind this sentence, and immediately froze, wanting to say something but not having the guts, and her face changed and changed for a while, and it looked a little funny.
Rao is Danzhi also felt extremely happy, turned around and called two sturdy and thick mother-in-law in, and then dragged the woman down - naturally, the small movements will inevitably not make people feel comfortable.
Zhou Ruijing then waved his hand quietly, and Danzhi and the others hurriedly retreated and didn't dare to stay any longer, obviously Zhou Ruijing wanted to have something to say.
Gu Wanyin's smile had faded at this time, and she sat on the chair with a blank look. The eyes drooped slightly, but the eyelashes like a feather fan couldn't hide the full water.
"If your heart is sad, just cry." Zhou Ruijing naturally saw it. With a sudden pain in his heart, he got up and took Gu Wanyin into his arms, and comforted him softly. It's just an eyebrow, but it's already frowned. There was even a faint hint of anger in her eyes - if it weren't for the stupid thing that Aunt Qi did, Gu Wanyin wouldn't be like this, it seems that this account should be discussed.
Gu Wanyin's tears almost came out of her voice, after Zhou Ruijing opened her mouth. couldn't hold back the surging sound anymore, reached out and hugged Zhou Ruijing's waist hard, buried his face in his chest, bit his lip and cried silently and presumptuously. In her heart, she blamed herself, blaming herself for not being able to see Qi's wolf ambition early; Protect Roche. blamed herself for her negligence, which made Gu Congrui and Gu Congqi suffer so much. There is not only self-blame, but also frustration. If she hadn't been born again, it would have been fine, but she would have been born again and lived again. She thought she would be able to keep Roche and change everything, but in the end? I have been deceived by the Qi family for so many years!
Even helped the Qi family suppress Aunt Li after that!
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but hate herself. The white jade-like teeth also bit tighter and tighter, biting the ruddy lips to a miserable white without a trace of blood, but still didn't feel pain. No matter what. can't withstand the pain in my heart. At this moment, it was like someone had taken a sharp knife to slash her heart, and it was like a heavy hammer smashing it, the muffled pain, the sharp pain, the pain was so painful that she couldn't stop her tears.
Zhou Ruijing wanted to speak out, but he was a little at a loss - he would find it easy for him to lead the troops to fight, and it would be easy for him to calculate others, but he only faced Gu Wanyin's tears. His mind was in chaos. I don't know what to do. And the heart is very distressed.
Gu Wanyin couldn't stop crying, he only felt that his heart was pinched hard. It hurts terribly.
Finally, Zhou Ruijing finally opened his mouth: "Don't be too sad, things can't be changed-" The important thing is that he will help her recover the debt. As long as Gu Wanyin said a word at this time, it would not be difficult for him to ask people to bring back the Qi family's head immediately. It's just that he understands that Gu Wanyin wants more than just Qi's life. Sometimes, it is a kind of mercy to let people die all at once. Because only by living can we understand what pain is, understand what it means to regret and regret not at the beginning.
"No, no, it's not." Gu Wanyin's tears were even more turbulent when she heard this, and she shook her head vigorously, because she was crying hard, her voice was already a little hoarse: "I can obviously change all this-" If it weren't for her negligence, Luo would definitely not die. Definitely not! She changed her fate, changed many, many times, but only Roche's fate, she didn't change!
It is conceivable that Luo's death is not only because of the loss of her mother for Gu Wanyin, but also because of her own denial. That kind of self-blame is unforgettable. What's more, over the years, the object of her revenge is also wrong! Even if it was a long guess, but when it was really revealed, it was a little unbearable.
Zhou Ruijing didn't know what was hidden in it, and he naturally couldn't understand what Gu Wanyin felt at this time. I don't understand why his words seem to touch the fragility of Gu Wanyin's heart, not only did it not play a comforting role, but made Gu Wanyin cry even more. For a while, Zhou Ruijing became more and more at a loss, and even a little embarrassed.
Just thinking about it, Zhou Ruijing still stubbornly continued to persuade: "How old were you at that time?" Where can I blame you? β
Gu Wanyin clutched Zhou Ruijing's shirt tightly, as if she was already a little out of breath, but she still stubbornly said: "It's my fault, if I were more cautious, my mother would not be harmed." You don't understand, it's really my fault, my fault ......"
Listening to her words incomplete, but still so persistently taking the responsibility on herself, Zhou Ruijing was already so distressed that she couldn't speak, frowned and reached out to pat her shoulder and couldn't help comforting: "Okay, it's all over, it's all over." β
Gu Wanyin cried fiercely for a while, in fact, she had already vented a lot of emotions, at this time, seeing Zhou Ruijing so helpless, where was there still a stern and scary look on weekdays? I can't help but feel a little funny at the moment. After such a beating, I was embarrassed to cry anymore, so I struggled gently, took a step back, lowered my head and took out a handkerchief to wipe the tears on my face, and said embarrassedly: "It's that I can't help it for a while." It's hard to be the prince of the world. β
She had cried violently once, and her voice sounded very hoarse at this time, with a hint of uncontrollable sobbing;
Zhou Ruijing breathed a sigh of relief slightly, just looking at her pear blossoms with rain, but she was still sour and distressed. I gave her the tea in my own hand, and said softly: "It's good to drink saliva to moisten your throat." β
Seeing Zhou Ruijing so cautious, she became more and more embarrassed, but she was a little sweet in her heart, took a sip of tea, lowered her head and put it down, and then said, "I'll wash my face." "I just feel very embarrassed to think that she cried so miserably - it must be ugly, right?
Then he remembered Zhou Ruijing's helpless reaction, but in the end, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips slightly.
Zhou Ruijing saw that she really let go, and finally let go of SongxiΓ completely in her heart, and she also showed a smile from the bottom of her heart, "I'll go and let the girl fetch water." β
Gu Wanyin nodded, and she was not polite, she just went into the inner room and waited.
Not long after, Danzhi personally sent water in to serve and freshen up, but because Zhou Ruijing was not there, Danzhi opened his mouth to persuade: "Don't be sad about the princess." If you want me to say, the past can never be changed, the important thing is the future. β
Gu Wanyin nodded, washed her face and wiped off the water before sighing: "That's what I said, but it's hard to calm down in my heart." She couldn't forget what happened before Roche died, and she couldn't help but think about it all these years. But the more I think about it, the more I blame myself. After a pause, he couldn't help but sigh again: "It's that I'm not good enough." "If you ......
"Why did the princess say that? But it's all fate. Danzhi comforted softly, his expression was somewhat sad: "Many things in the world can be changed, but life alone cannot be changed." What kind of wealth and prosperity a person should have, what kind of longevity should he have, there is his own providence in the dark. This is something that cannot be forced. β
Gu Wanyin was also said a little sadly, and sighed again, but did not speak again. In any case, she felt remorseful for Roche's death. This self-blame, I'm afraid I will have to bear it for the rest of my life.
"Don't be too sad, not for yourself and for the prince in your belly." Danzhi saw that the persuasion was fruitless, so he changed his words to say so, thinking of Fang Cai's situation, he couldn't help but purse his lips and smile again: "If you get such a husband, the princess is still worried, then it will be thunder and thunder." Even if it is a deceased wife, she must hope that the princess can live happily and happily. β
These words finally moved Gu Wanyin, she also laughed, glanced at Danzhi, and said softly: "Yes, it's mine, it's not me." "If it's for anything else, even if it's for Zhou Ruijing, you should cheer up and be happy. You can't ruin your current life for something that has passed and can't be changed, and make everyone unhappy.
Danzhi saw her smile, and let out a long sigh of relief: "It's really good now." If the princess is like this again, I am afraid that the princess will be worried. The last half of the sentence is already a joke.
Gu Wanyin laughed, glanced at Danzhi, and said angrily: "Carefully the prince heard that your skin was revealed!" β
"She's telling the truth, why did I peel her skin? It deserves to be rewarded. Besides, am I such a wicked person? At the cold door, Zhou Ruijing's smiling voice came.
Gu Wanyin was still good, but Danzhi was startled, lowered his head and didn't dare to make another time, and hurriedly retired with water. Gu Wanyin couldn't help laughing: "The girl in this room, which one is not afraid of the prince?" The prince is embarrassed to say that he is not evil? Let's ask the people in our house who they are most afraid of, that person must be the prince of the world. β
Who knew that Zhou Ruijing smiled disapprerovingly, "What do they do?" As long as you're not afraid. β;