"Haizi is a poet. The poem that Lao Fang read just now was written by Haizi. When he was fifteen years old, he met Haizi at the China University of Political Science and Law by chance, and since then he has admired this outstanding new poet. In the three years of high school, Lao Fang spent a lot of time on prose, poetry, and work, and paid close attention to Haizi's every poetry creation. Two years ago, on a March morning, Lao Fang suddenly felt a deep uneasiness after reading Haizi's latest poem "Spring, Ten Haizi", which in fact had been there from the beginning. He encouraged us to skip class and go to Haizi, but fortunately, we escaped from the teacher's surveillance and escaped from the campus, and even more fortunately, we saw him again in the shortest possible time. Lao Fang said that Haizi is no different from before, still gentle and quiet, and ordinary in the crowd is inconspicuous. ”

Speaking of this, Shang Sihe paused for a long time.

Under Liao Yong's gaze, he whispered: "On the seventh day of our return, Haizi committed suicide by lying on the rails. ”

“……”

Liao Yong's heart trembled and trembled, and his voice trembled violently, "Why?" ”

Why commit suicide? The choice is still the most brutal way.

"I don't know." Shang Sihe took a deep breath, and finally said an extremely vague answer, "Maybe it's because he's a poet." ”

Liao Yong didn't understand, "There are so many poets in the world, if they are like ......that, they should all die."

"Because Haizi is desperate." Jiang Hai interjected, "The poet feels uneasy, painful, and confused about this world...... Despair. So he chose to end his life. These are all things that Lao Fang told me. ”

"We used to talk about Haizi, and in the end he cried and couldn't speak, and after that, I didn't mention it again." Jiang Hai added.

Liao Yong still doesn't understand, he thinks the world is very beautiful, especially in recent years, farmers can gradually fill their stomachs, and when the situation is good, they can occasionally eat white flour steamed buns. What's even more gratifying is that the state supports them to do business, so Qu Sa first opened a restaurant and now starts a company.

How beautiful it is!

How can there be restlessness, pain, confusion, and even despair?

"After Haizi's death, Lao Fang no longer touched the word literature, and the college entrance examination volunteer was given to me to fill in, and he said that in addition to literature, you can fill in anything." Shang Sihe brought the topic back to Fang Xingzheng.

"How can I feel safe to be separated from him in a situation like him? I simply filled in the same volunteer as me, the same school. When the old party heard that it was a fashion design major, he didn't blink his eyes and said yes. ”

"In the three years of college, he wandered around the campus like a madman, either staring at the girls in a daze or staring at the teachers laughing, behind his back, his classmates called him crazy."

I see, I see......

Liao Yong finally understood why Fang Xingzheng was this virtuous Fang Xingzheng.

Among them...... Liao Yong's heart swelled with an indescribable sadness, a sad heartache.

"He is very intelligent, whether it is a professional course or an auxiliary elective, he learns very well, and the teachers are very satisfied with him. However, I just can't stand his madness. For this reason, the four of us have accompanied him in and out of the teaching office many times, but he still does not change. We had to accompany him to fool around, for fear that he would be bullied alone. ”

It wasn't until later that Qu Sa suddenly appeared on the campus alley and laughed at a couple on the bicycle, and he suddenly stepped forward to greet him...... Shang Sihe suddenly turned the topic to Qu Sa, and Liao Yong instinctively stood up vigilant.

Lao Fang said that Qu Sa is a very interesting person, so interesting that he suddenly realized that there may be a trace of vitality in this world. Originally, he was a kite with a broken string, wandering around without direction, partnering with you, selling clothes and accessories, and his unprovoked madness gradually disappeared. ”

"Not necessarily." Liao Yong stared at Fang Xingzheng and said, "He's not crazy all the time. In a studio, he loves foreign appearances the most. ”

"The boss did it on purpose, he likes to tease you like this." Jiang Hai interjected, Wu Baoyu felt that Jiang Hai did not express his meaning clearly, so he simply said: "He likes to tease and play." One day, he smiled and told us that every time Qu Sa was amused by her speechless and helpless, he felt happy. ”

Liao Yong frowned, and tried to look at Wu Baoyu with wide eyes, trying to see his expression clearly, but it was too dark for him to see anything.

Liu Tao felt that Wu Baoyu didn't make it clear, and said bluntly, "Boss, he just plays like a child, he has never seriously thought that the reason behind being so obsessed with playing Qu Sa is love." ”

"Yes!" He finished the word "love" with difficulty, nodded again, and affirmed his words.

None of the other three refuted it, because Liu Tao was right.

They have long seen that the boss is "abnormal", and they are addicted to it, and they have no idea what it means.

"It's a pity that all of this was broken by Han Xu's sudden appearance." Jiang Hai took a deep breath and recalled the situation that night, "Back in the dormitory, he didn't say a word. From the outside, normal can no longer be normal. We all know how flustered and helpless we are behind the quiet. ”

"We couldn't bear to see him like this, so we instigated him to find Qu Sa and partner with her to sell jewelry again."

Liao Yong was shocked, "You instigated it? Isn't it you who he instigated? ”

"No, we instigated him." Jiang Hai affirmed: "Fang Xingzheng is a timid person like a mouse. Haizi died, and he closed his pen and stopped touching literature. Han Xu appeared, he fled, and he didn't see Qu Sa again. No matter what happens, his first reaction is to escape, but after escaping, is everything comfortable? No, it's more painful. We have seen with our own eyes how the walking dead Haizi was in the days when he first left. ”

"Looking at him now, we really don't know if the decision was right or wrong." Shang Sihe choked up, this topic can no longer be said.

Liao Yong was also speechless.

What kind of feeling is emotional sadness, he knows better than anyone else.

Probably because of his personality, he is more transparent than ordinary people. No matter what, as long as Qu Sa can live happily and happily, the pain in his heart will be reduced a lot unconsciously.

Now it seems that Fang Xingzheng is far from what he thought.

"Let's pull him out." Liao Yong stood up, "Although it is midsummer, the sea water is too cold, and he has not been in good health recently. ”

"If you can pull it up, who will have to wait until now." In view of the previous experiences, the four brothers did not move.

Liao Yong walked straight away.

"Old Fang, let's go to a bar?"

The other party did not respond, still sitting in the sea, and curled up in a ball.

"By the way, let's talk about Qu Sa."

Fang Xingzheng's body suddenly stiffened, and he looked back at Liao Yong.