Chapter 24: I'm All Right
"Don't look at him anymore, since you know that you can't help but feel uncomfortable, then don't look at it anymore, everyone comes to this world for nothing, some are here to pay off debts, some are here to endure hardships, and some are here to repay the favors received in the previous life, which is fair to each of us, you only care about pity him now, but this is his own mission, no one can change it, even if mercy is useless except to make you uncomfortable."
Zhou Yusheng slowly walked behind me and whispered to me.
I listened to his words and I understood that what he said was the truth, and it was indeed all upside down, but at the moment I didn't listen to it at all, I also grew up with my grandfather, and I knew a lot of truths, but really, when I saw these life and death, I always had countless thoughts in my heart.
"If people don't have emotions, maybe they won't be in pain, but unfortunately my heart is also fleshy, I am also a human being, I know very well what to do, but my own body, my own thoughts are always uncontrolled, because of this, I cherish the present moment even more."
After I finished speaking very calmly, I slowly turned my gaze elsewhere, to be honest, it was actually quite embarrassing to be alone with him, after all, the two of them were not familiar with each other, and they were not related.
Zhou Yusheng looked at me silently, just smiled awkwardly, and then said to me with relief: "Okay, I've finished what I should say, you can go up and rest, I'm really sorry, I disturbed you so late tonight, and interfered with your dreams in such an impolite way, please don't blame me for not having too high emotional intelligence." ”
I listened to him so self-aware, and I didn't say anything more, but was startled for a moment, and then turned and left. It's really not early now, and there is something to do tomorrow, so naturally it is impossible to stay below, and I don't know what it means to stay below, but it's boring.
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The next day I woke up early in the morning, and I didn't lie in bed or sleep a little longer.
When I got up, everyone had already packed up and was almost ready for breakfast, and grandpa, seeing that I was so late, hurriedly beckoned me to finish cleaning up and preparing to eat.
I saw that my grandfather's spirit was so much better today, and my heart suddenly became cheerful, and after breakfast, we have been waiting for the people who are doing white things to come.
I thought we would go with this, but when people came, they found out that there was only Lao Dao and his little apprentice, I really don't understand it, grandpa said that people are handled by them, so naturally this matter from beginning to end, we outsiders should not interfere with it, because once we intervene, there is a feeling that we are stealing the limelight from others, so we are just looking at what is helping to help us not get the place, we are silent.
I understood what my grandfather meant, so I didn't say anything more, and since I didn't even say anything about my grandfather, then I naturally couldn't care about it.
"Girl, why do you look so sullen, the things you took over now have been dealt with, one thing, as soon as the things in the village are resolved, your grandfather's body is well-raised, and you can change places to continue to go to school."
Wang Buji came over and looked at me, his tone full of confusion.
I looked at him so much about me, and I just grinned and I understood that after these two days of getting along, he also treated me as a real relative, and his attitude towards me was really not picky, but what I didn't expect was that he can now observe the changes in my mood.
"I don't have anything to do, I just don't think we are interested in this matter, and we don't have a long experience."
I also told the truth directly, without the slightest concealment, because for me, although I have followed my grandfather since I was a child, there are still very few opportunities to see this kind of thing, and I finally met my nephew once because I wanted to see it for a long time, but I didn't expect it to be in vain.
That's why I'm depressed because of this, after all, such a good opportunity is not something that can be encountered every day, and I finally encountered it once, even if it was just for me to stand next to me and watch, but unfortunately I didn't even have to look at it, who can you say this can not be angry, how can I feel good about this?
"You want me to say don't go, your grandfather is all for your good, you girl don't always be unappreciative, and your current age is too young, there are indeed some too early contacts in this area, although you are very talented, but some things still have to go with the flow, you can't say that just because you want to go you have to understand one thing, your top priority now is to focus on learning, in this is to take care of yourself, grow up early, this is better than anything else, you know? That kind of thing is not a good thing, and if you want me to say it, don't worry about it. ”
Wang Buji looked at me and complained to me dissatisfied, although I felt uncomfortable listening to his words, I was always full of helplessness.
He feels the same way as my grandfather now, and he is very strict with me, but he is right, he is really good for me everywhere. Because I am really young now, I have talent in this industry, which is a particularly easy thing to be envied by others, if I learn early, in contact with a little earlier, this is not a good thing at all, so the top priority is indeed to study hard, grow up quickly, otherwise it will not work at any time.
I understand this truth, so I just shut up and didn't argue anymore, the current argument is meaningless, I didn't see it if I didn't see it, then I had a good time at home, so what can I continue to do?
"It's completely impossible for you to learn this kind of thing at your current age, you just wait until you go to school in the future to learn the knowledge of the school well, cultivate your three views correctly, and it's not too late to come back to contact. It's a good thing that you're curious about this, after all, you'll have to inherit your grandfather's mantle in the future, but that's naturally not okay at the moment, and if you really learn something, it's not ours. ”
Second Master Hu suddenly jumped out and squatted in front of me, looking at me seriously.
My first reaction was to be shocked when I heard him say this, but then I didn't say anything more, I understood what they meant, but for me, I still have my own plans in mind, and I am both curious and afraid of these things.
"You know what? Your current body is not good at all, because you give this kind of thing to others to see, but you don't have the help of the master to lose your own blessings, so you are still young, your own luck or something must not be damaged, otherwise it will really affect you in the future, don't be unconvinced, you just need to know that your grandfather will not harm you. ”
Wang Buji glanced at me, and then slowly explained to me.
To be honest, I didn't expect him to be able to understand what I was thinking, and if he jumped out to explain it to me, my heart was naturally grateful, because in this way they really understood me very much, but for me.
At the moment, I still have my own ideas, whether it is now or in the future, I hope that I can learn and walk according to my own will, because no matter what.
Life is in your own hands, I also watched my grandfather come over like this, how has my grandfather lived over the years, I also have a number in my heart, this kind of thing does consume their blessings, think that my grandfather is a famous good man within a hundred miles, a capable person, but here is also untied, the power of the chicken has no way at all, think about it and can't help but feel sad.
A great good person who can help others unconditionally, when facing his own problems, there is really no way at all, just say it and recognize who will believe it, although it feels unreasonable to say it, but the truth is so outrageous.
Although I am stupid, I have seen everything for so many years, I only hope that I can be different from my grandfather, I only hope that I can have my own opinions and abilities in this area in the future.
"I know that you are all for my good, are all thinking about me, I understand what you say, I also know that I am too young now, but for me, I should really focus on learning at the moment, but today's things I just want to take a look, and the whole insight is not thinking about learning anything, that's all, you don't have to be too nervous, I am young in my own heart, clear, what should be done, what should not be done, and I understand all the truths, so you don't have to worry about me so much, The boss is not small, but it is really unnecessary. ”
I patiently explained my own thoughts to them, I wanted to dispel their doubts once, I knew that they were all for my good, they were all thinking about me, so they didn't want me to have any burden, especially my grandfather and Hu Xian'er, they all watched me grow up since childhood, they all understood that my child has been withdrawn since he was a child, and because of his background, I am in the village, at least I am excluded by others.
That's why I've been a kid since I was a child. I am much more mature than ordinary people, I know a lot of things, and I am not good at being well-behaved, but I especially like to drill the horns.
"You don't have to worry about me so much, I just want to go and see, see me for a long time, know what I should do and what I shouldn't do at the moment, I didn't say how much I want to think about those miscellaneous things, I just do what I want, when you make me so stressed, I am also obedient, what are you worried about me? Shouldn't I be praised for my understanding, but it seems that I am a little strange. ”