Chapter 358: Han Xu's Opinion
When Han Xu came back from work, he noticed something strange in the living room as soon as he entered the door, and when he turned on the light, he found Qu Sa lying on the sofa outside, as if he was sleeping very deeply.
Having never seen such a situation, he strode over.
Since she came back from her hometown, the little girl has been alive and well, and cherishes time, eager to split one minute into two minutes to use, it's only six o'clock, why did she fall asleep?
Han Xu touched her forehead professionally, not burning. breathed a sigh of relief, but the next second she suddenly found that there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and her heart suddenly clenched, what happened?
He wanted to ask, but he couldn't bear to disturb her when she was sleeping too deeply.
After sitting on the sofa for a while, seeing that Qu Sa had no intention of waking up, Han Xu changed into home clothes and quietly went into the kitchen to cook, and poked his head out from time to time to see if Qu Sa had woken up.
Han Xu took great pains to make half a pot of fruit porridge, stir-fried two vegetarian dishes, took out two of the chicken thighs that were marinated yesterday, tore them apart, dressed them up, and baked a simple dinner.
When he quietly opened the kitchen door, he reflexively glanced at the sofa and found that Qu Sa was gone.
Suddenly, there was a sound of rushing water from the bathroom, and Han Xu said loudly: "Sasa, it's time to eat." ”
"Well, I'll wash my face, and I'll be right away."
Listening to the sound, it is not unusual.
The two of them finished their dinner very quietly.
After the meal, the two of them walked onto the tree-lined path as usual, Qu Sa took Han Xu's arm, put his head lightly, and walked forward half-automatically and half-following.
Without waiting for Han Xu to ask, Qu Sa said: "I suddenly remembered a lot of things in the past, and I was saddened. ”
Han Xu turned sideways, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, smiling and comforting, "It's okay, memory is a part of us, no matter what kind of memory, for us, it is the footprints we have left, and we don't forget to move forward after occasionally thinking about it." ”
Han Xu didn't comfort himself like ordinary people, and said that don't think about it anymore, Yunyun.
In fact, it is useless and does not conform to human nature.
If a person can really forget the past completely, then his life must be incomplete, and there is only one kind of situation, physiological forgetting.
Qu Sa nodded, agreeing with his statement.
However, "many times I don't want to reminisce about the past, I feel annoyed once I reminisce, and I am miserable when I reminisce once." ”
Han Xu stopped, his eyes looked at her deeply, and he said in a low voice, "What kind of memory is it?" Can you tell me? ”
"I ......" I couldn't say it before, but I don't dare to say it now.
Although it was a previous life, in Qu Sa's opinion, it was still a bad history, and she locked herself up again after not drilling the horns for a long time. She really didn't know how to speak.
Han Xu waited patiently for a few seconds, watching the desire to talk in the girl's eyes gradually dissipate, he suddenly hugged her into his arms, and said gently: "Girl, I am your man, sometimes it is your God, if there is anything difficult to pass, I will help you bear it." ”
Qu Sa was very angry and cried on his chest, and it took more than ten minutes to control his emotions a little and speak with difficulty.
Rao is Han Xu is concentration is very good, and after he heard about these bizarre encounters, he was still shocked. His heart churned like the sea, and in a moment, the waves subsided, and the sea returned to normal, able to contain everything.
Soon, his brain was running rapidly, and he began to change the way of unraveling, "Hearing this, my heart is undoubtedly shocked, but this also explains the doubts I have been having. No wonder...... No wonder...... However, in my opinion, in the previous life you did not owe anyone, no one. ”
Qu Sa didn't expect Han Xu to think like this, wiped his tears and said, "No, at least I owe my father and my sister ......"
"No, Sasa, you owe no one."
"In my previous life, my father had that kind of fruit, and it was because he planted that kind of cause. The cycle of cause and effect is the principle of heaven. A child who lost her mother at the age of three, has never tasted love, and has never felt warmth, if she is asked to respect heaven and earth, and respect her father and stepmother, no matter what the status quo is, it is harsh, as the saying goes, standing and talking does not hurt her back. In other words, if your dad can give you a little warmth when you are growing up, even if you have a little bit in your eyes, you will not turn that kind of love and warmth into a trace of hatred...... Yes, I know what you're trying to say, Daddy has a cowardly personality, and even he is afraid of his stepmother, but who made him a father? Who let him bring you into this world? When you left home, you were only fifteen years old, Sasa, you were still a child at that time. But you've endured too much pain that no other child has ever felt. Sasa, I'm distressed......"
The words of the words were broken, and he couldn't cry himself.
Han Xu saw that there was no one around, and simply carried her to the pavilion and sat down.
No one had ever understood her like this, never ......
"Besides, sisters, it's not that you haven't taken the initiative to contact them, it's that they kicked you out of the door and pushed all the death of your father on you, it's not so much a harsh reproach as the last straw in their hearts collapsed. Why don't they hate Liu Taohua? Obviously, Liu Taohua hid all the money, according to the conditions of the family at that time, it can fully support your first year tuition, with your intelligence, you only need to reach out to the family to ask for money in the first year, maybe you can send money to the family from the second year. Speaking of which, they still can't get over the cowardly hurdle of psychology, and would rather hate you who are weaker than resent Liu Taohua. ”
"Let's talk about Daddy's death, even if you hate him in your heart, you won't want Daddy to wade into troubled waters knowing that there is danger, right? So, it was just an accident. Who would have thought that the brick kiln would suddenly collapse and kill one of my fathers? Since it was an accident, why should you take all the responsibility? ”
"In other words, if the Heavenly Dao is destined to be like this, without this accident, there will be a next time. Sasa, this is not something you can decide, just like now that you have the memories of your past life, this is not something you can decide, why punish yourself with strong heavenly principles? ”
"Sasa, the biggest mistake you made is to punish yourself with other people's immature views and theories, and let yourself live a miserable life." After speaking, he was distressed and hugged the little girl who stopped crying and stopped crying into his arms.
His girl, it's so pitiful!
"You didn't owe them anyone in your previous life, in this life you not only saved your father's life, but also saved your eldest sister, helped her to happiness, and brought the whole family to get rich together, Sasa, you have done so much for them, it's really enough!"