"I have known Lu Sheng for many years, earlier than Song Wan."

The unwillingness in Chen Wan's tone was almost undisguised.

Xu Jianian said, "Time is not a measure of time, some people can reach 10,000 years at a glance."

"But if Song Wan hadn't appeared, Lu Sheng and I would have been together."

Chen Wan said.

Xu Jianian looked at her, "Why are you so sure?"

"Everybody thinks so."

"Four years." Xu Jianian asked her, "In the past four years, has Lu Sheng ever said that you will be his girlfriend?"

Chen Wan pursed her lips and was silent for a long time.

"The answer is obvious."

Xu Jiannian said, "If a man has a liking and love for a woman, he will not go without action for four years."

"We just enjoyed being together."

Chen Wan is still insisting on what she thinks in her heart.

Xu Jianian was a little helpless, saying, "From a man's point of view, the first thing to do when you meet someone you like is privatization, and no man will only enjoy being friends with the woman he likes."

After a pause, he said, "You see that Lu Sheng should know about Song Wan, he is very territorial and possessive, let him and Song Wan only be friends, he will never be happy."

Chen Wan's hand holding the chopsticks tightened more and more under Xu Jiannian's voice.

When you deceive yourself and others are ruthlessly spread out, and you face the reality, it is very cruel.

She would rather always believe that Lu Sheng liked her.

"Say no more."

She shouted to stop.

Xu Jiannian said, "Then continue to eat."

But this meal, Chen Wan is already tasteless.

She looked at Lu Sheng again, obviously separated by a short distance, why was it so difficult for her to get close.

Why has her path always been so difficult since she was a child?

Why can't the person who likes it also like herself, why doesn't God give her a little sweetness.

There were too many things in Chen Wan's eyes, Xu Jianian glanced at her, and felt that after saying so much, it was time to comfort her.

He said, "Liking and disliking can only mean that the magnetic field of two people is not right, it does not mean that you are not good, or you are not as good as others."

"Now you know and comfort me." Chen Wan retracted her gaze, pulled her lower lip and said, "Didn't you just say that I have ambition and a sense of worldliness."

"It's not a derogatory term." Xu Jiannian has always been pertinent, he said, "Everyone's life experience is different, I think if you can, you must also want to be a noble lady who is indifferent and elegant, just like a farmer who doesn't want to wear a suit and leather shoes, but in order to cultivate is covered in mud, you have your difficulties."

Xu Jianian's words, Chen Wan's eyes trembled, and she looked at Xu Jiannian, "Do you really think so?"

"It doesn't matter what I think." Xu Jianian met Chen Wan's gaze and said very seriously, "You have to recognize yourself."

After saying that, he put down his chopsticks, got up, and said, "I'll go to the bathroom."

When Xu Jianian walked into the bathroom, Song Wan just walked out.

"What a coincidence."

He offered to say hello.

Song Wan was finally not as indifferent as before, and responded, "It's a coincidence."

When Xu Jianian heard this, he breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "I thought you really didn't pay attention to me anymore, and I kept racking my brains to think about where I provoked you."

Song Wan said, "It has nothing to do with you, it's that I wasn't in a good mood a while ago."

"Okay now?"

Song Wan nodded.

Xu Jianian smiled, "Can you make up for the food you owed me before?"

Before, because Lu Sheng smashed Xu Jianian's car, Song Wan said that he would invite him to dinner to make up for it, but now it just happened.

She didn't have to find a reason to ask him out.

Song Wan said, "Tomorrow, I'll have time tomorrow."

"Tomorrow, it's probably only noon."

Song Wan said, "Then noon."

After making an appointment for dinner, Song Wan went out, and Lu Sheng saw her come back and asked, "Didn't you meet Xu Jiannian?"

"I ran into it."

Song Wan confessed honestly.

"It's been so long, it looks like there's a nostalgia."

"Got an appointment for tomorrow's lunch."

Song Wan really dared to confess, Lu Sheng was cold, "Don't cheat."

"You have so many eyeliner, how dare I."

That's not bad, Lu Sheng tilted his lips and snorted, "Count you smart."

The two of them had already eaten, and after chatting a few words, they got up and left.

Going out of the hot pot restaurant, there was a cold wind outside, and Lu Sheng reached out and hugged Song Wan's shoulder strap into his arms.

Looking at the intimate, gradually distant backs of the two.

Time.

Chen Wan felt that this winter was really cold and cold.

The two went back to the hotel first, because the time was less than nine o'clock, Song Wan was not in a hurry to go back, she now cherishes every minute and every second with Lu Sheng.

"How did you get clingy?"

On the sofa in the living room, Lu Sheng looked at Song Wan who was pillowed on his lap and said.

Song Wan turned over, raised her eyes at Lu Sheng and asked him, "Don't you like it?"

Isn't this just a pure knowingly asked, how can you not like it.

Lu Sheng put his hands open on the sofa and raised his eyebrows, "Not bad."

The reserved answer made Song Wan smile a little, deliberately, "It turns out that it's just not bad."

She was disappointed, "I don't seem to like it very much."

After speaking, he deliberately took his phone and looked at the time, "It's not early, I have to go back."

"What a return?" Lu Sheng snatched her mobile phone and buckled it on the sofa and said, "I'll send you to the pear orchard at 12 o'clock."

Really will card time.

It's still a long time, the two don't like to watch TV, they don't go out together, and they don't have anything else to sit on.

I don't know how long I have been lying quietly so enjoying.

Lu Sheng suddenly said, "Get up, lose weight."

The best way to lose weight is to exercise, after sweating profusely, they took a hot shower together, and Song Wan returned to the pear orchard under Lu Sheng's escort.

When she came back at this point, Song Zhiyi had already slept, but Aunt Feng hadn't.

Seeing Song Wan coming back, he said, "Miss Wanwan, are you back, have you had dinner?" Would I like to get you something to eat?"

Song Wan said no, and Aunt Feng returned to the maid's room in the courtyard from the living room.

The two servants in Liyuan are both Jiang Zhengnan's people, and it is not unusual for them to take his money and naturally do things for him.

Song Wan returned to the bedroom and locked the door.

Instead of taking a shower, he sat down at the table, took out a few pieces of clean paper from the small bookcase, and took out the scraps of paper that he had brought back from his grandmother's house, and spread them on the table.

Song Wan recognized it little by little, and then wrote down all those that could be identified on the paper one by one.

When she was done, she folded the old paper and put it in the innermost layer of her bag.

Then I took the new one and looked for the news of the year on the Internet according to the time, because the news reports were not so comprehensive, some could be seen, and some could not.

Those who only have an amount and no number of years of address are even more impossible to verify.