Song Wan stayed in the studio until the middle of the night and returned home.

Early the next morning, she sent a message to Lu Sheng. Five

"Studio, I'll wait for you."

After a simple wash, Song Wan didn't wear makeup, but rubbed some no-makeup cream on herself to improve her complexion.

She took a taxi to the studio, sat on the sofa in the studio hall, and waited quietly.

I didn't have to wait long before there was a knock at the door.

Song Wan stood up, and a second before she opened the door, she secretly took a deep breath, and then opened the door with a bang.

As the door opened, she raised her eyes, Lu Sheng also lowered her eyes, and the glance at each other, Song Wan only felt a tingling in her heart.

She looked away, took a step back, and said, "Come in."

Lu Sheng walked in, his face was very emotional, he looked at Song Wan and asked her.

"What's the matter with me?"

inexplicably made Song Wan feel like he didn't want to see her.

"I'm sorry."

Involuntarily, she apologized.

Lu Sheng's eyes were very deep, staring at Song Wan, and he said, "You should know that some things are not just a word of sorry."

"I know."

Song Wan secretly clenched her fingers, and she said, "So, I'll confess to you."

Afraid that she would retreat, Song Wan made a lot of determination.

She didn't even dare to say more to Lu Sheng, for fear that she would retreat, "Come up with me."

After speaking, she went to the attic by herself, and Lu Sheng's footsteps behind her kept following until she reached the door of the attic, Song Wan pushed the door open, she looked back at Lu Sheng and said, "You go in, you should understand."

Lu Sheng glanced at her, then bent down into the attic.

The space in the attic is not large enough, Lu Sheng is too tall, and he needs to bow his head slightly to stand up straight inside, and there are several easels of various sizes in the studio.

The most obvious thing that catches the eye is a picture of a bare back, with an eagle with wings spread on its back, with its spine in the middle, and its arms on both sides, not covering its full back, the size of an eagle like Lu Sheng's open palm.

It was also the rush of the original tattoo, and it took too long for an eagle to be too big.

"Do you see this back?"

Behind her, Song Wan stepped forward and stood beside Lu Sheng, she stretched out her hand, put her fingers on her back, and said.

"He said that this eagle represents freedom, the distance and the future."

Lu Sheng looked sideways at Song Wan, but Song Wan didn't, her eyes always fell on the painting, and she continued.

"In the winter when I was 18 years old, I met 19-year-old Lu Yao in Yuqiao County, he was wearing a black short hooded down jacket, standing under the eaves with an open zipper and not afraid of the cold to smoke, I asked him for a cigarette, he asked me if there was a place to sleep nearby, he said that he had lost his wallet with his ID card, and it was better not to use his ID card, so I took him home."

"In the beginning, he was just a tenant who would transfer me 100 yuan a day, but we smoked together, cooked together, watched the snow together... Slowly getting closer and closer, so close that each other feels that the other party is the closest person to them, and my first love at the age of 18 is Lu Yao."

Song Wan thought that Lu Sheng would have a great reaction after she said this, but he didn't, he just asked her, "And then?"

"And then." Song Wan took a deep breath, she said, "Then Jiang Zhengnan found me, he asked me to break up with Lu Yao, while he threatened me, Song Zhiyi cut his wrist, I can only go back to Hengcheng, so."

"So, you broke up with him, didn't you?"

Lu Sheng took Song Wan's words, his dark eyes stared at Song Wan, extremely cold.

"Hmm." Song Wan nodded, she didn't dare to look at Lu Sheng's eyes, there was only one thing that was supporting her at the moment, she was going to finish speaking.

"At that time, I didn't know Lu Yao's identity, I was afraid that he would refuse to break up, and I was afraid that he would hurt him if I angered Jiang Zhengnan, so I said a lot of cruel words, very cruel and resolute, Lu Yao stayed in exchange for my humiliation, and finally I left in Jiang Zhengnan's car."

Speaking of this, Song Wan's throat choked, she closed her eyes, resisted the urge to cry out, and said, "Lu Yao chased him out and was chased out by Jiang Zhengnan

The platoon's car crashed."

She finally said everything, still didn't dare to look at Lu Sheng, Song Wan clenched her fingers and said, "I'm sorry Lu Sheng, your younger brother Lu Yao, he died because of me."

After saying this, Song Wan was like a prisoner waiting to be convicted, waiting for Lu Sheng's resentment and reproach.

But no.

Lu Sheng was silent, and the quiet pin drop in the attic could be heard, like the silence before the storm, and the silence was terrifying.

I don't know how long this suppressed and oppressive feeling lasted, but Lu Sheng finally spoke.

A faint sentence, "Do you regret it?"

"Regret." Song Wan said.

"I regret it." Lu Sheng looked at her for a moment, "Why do you want to do the same thing?"

Song Wan didn't seem to understand.

Lu Sheng pulled his lower lip, and he said, "You will always leave others behind, for various reasons, have you ever considered the feelings of the people who have been left behind?"

"Lu Sheng, I'm sorry."

At this moment, Song Wan couldn't think of anything more than saying this.

"I'm sorry, what's the use."

This sentence Lu Sheng seems to have said to himself, "It's not like I'm going to do it again."

"Lu Sheng, you hate me and hate me, it's all right, I single-handedly ruined between us, it's my problem, I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry."

"Between us?"

Lu Sheng sighed.

This mocking voice made Song Wan feel stiff.

Immediately afterwards, Lu Sheng's dark eyes stared at her again, "Song Wan, you came to me just to cut off the relationship between us?"

Song Wan's lips tightened, is it okay???

She didn't mean to cut it off, she felt that after the truth was revealed, it was inevitable that they would end.

But Lu Sheng's questioning made her suspicious.

Even though she felt that it was impossible, Song Wan still couldn't hold back and opened her mouth, "We can still be in one..."

"I can't."

But this time, before she could finish speaking, Lu Sheng interrupted her, and he said, "Song Wan, not every time the person who is left behind will forgive and just play..."

With another low mockery, Lu Sheng gritted his teeth, "This time, Lao Tzu won't play with you."

Lu Sheng is gone.

When there was a heavy sound of the door closing downstairs, Song Wan sat on the ground, motionless, only tears fell silently down the end of her eyes.

Lu Sheng's reaction was actually beyond her expectations.

She thought that after he knew the truth, he would scold her and hate her, but he didn't.

He didn't, but she felt even more guilty.

Lu Sheng is so good, but she hurts him so much.

A person like her doesn't deserve to be treated well by anyone.

Song Wan didn't know how she got home, she didn't know what she was doing, what she was thinking, and her head was very empty.

It was so empty that she seemed to have lost the ability to think, until Qin Su's phone call came.

"Evening, do you want to go shopping together in the afternoon? I want to *** season clothes."

Song Wan said, "Susu, I told Lu Sheng."

Hearing this, Qin Su didn't react for a long time, obviously shocked, and after a while, she asked, "Wanwan, are you okay?" Lu Sheng, what did he say?"