Chapter 044: A Plea for Help from the Hopeless Abyss (34)
The ears were finally cleared, and Gu Qiao simply cleaned up Ruan Yinyin's table.
The diary, which had been soaked in dirty soup, did not have a name, but it should have been Ruan Yinyin's.
She didn't intend to read the contents of it, but in the process of wiping off the soup, her eyes made eye contact, and she flipped through it at will, and she never forgot it.
Between the lines of the diary, the girl's secret thoughts and pains are written:
Today is cloudy again, and my mother's eyes are getting worse and worse, and now standing in front of her, she can't see me clearly..... When will I be able to become a real adult and can earn money to support my family. ’
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Every time I cooked, I only dared to eat half of it, and quietly saved it so that I could make dinner for my mother. ’
'I grew and I couldn't eat enough, but I was getting fatter and fatter, and I always felt hungry.....
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I didn't eat much, but they said I stole food from the cafeteria, and they sometimes threw it away. ’
'There were stones in my mother's dinner, and the inside of her mouth was cut.....
'Today's dinner for my mother was changed..... Mom can only go hungry, I'm really useless. ’
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'Grow up quickly, I'm fed up with days like this.....
My mother's health is getting worse and worse, but she still has to do so much odd work at home, and she said that she wants to save money for me to go to college..... I didn't dare tell her that my grades were getting worse and worse......
My mom asked me why I was coming home late, and I said I was working part-time...... She said that I was still a child, so I didn't have to work so hard, and she would find more work to do. ’
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It's not my fault...... Why is everyone pressing me to apologize. ’
'I've done something wrong, everybody has to hate me..... This school is hell for me. ’
'If you know it's so hard to live, how good it wouldn't be to be born...... But without me, how would my mother live in this world alone? ’
I hate them. ’
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'I have a week to go to the entrance exam, and if I get into a good university, I will become a real adult.... Not afraid of anything, can protect mother, and ..... Myself. ’
Much of the diary's contents are obscure, but there is a small vision of the future.
The second half of the diary is a large number of records about Gu Huai.
'No one bothered me today, but you're locked up again.... I wish I had to bear it all alone. ’
'So we've been looking at the same person......
You say, if we hadn't seen the existence of light, would we have stayed in the dark all the time, without struggling or resisting, until we completely lost ourselves, lost consciousness, and lost all our unwillingness. ’
'How many more times will it end, I don't have the strength.....
‘......’
I saw him, and he was out there watching you all the time, watching everybody torture you. ’
Don't believe it, he's not your light. ’
On the last page, there is a sentence written like this.
“.......”
Gu Qiao had no intention of snooping, but he was still slightly affected by the emotions in the diary.
There is a clear separation between the first half and the second half of the diary, and I don't know what the owner of the diary has experienced and encountered.
Reluctantly disposed of the notebook and put it in Ruan Yinyin's schoolbag.
"Why hasn't the blackboard been wiped yet....."
"This section is Chinese self-study, why do you still do math ....."
"Did you bring the math mock test papers..... I wasn't there last time, and the following topics were not revised. ”
There was a sound of rustling on all sides, and the atmosphere in the classroom had changed subtly, Gu Qiao looked up, and saw that the classroom, which was still empty, was suddenly full of people.
On the podium, some students quickly went up and wiped the blackboard.
Everyone in the classroom took out their study materials and stationery, and seemed to be waiting for class.
Gu Qiao frowned slightly, and immediately sat down, not letting himself look dazzling.
"Hoo ......"
As soon as I sat down in my seat, I heard a slight sound in my ears.
Gu Qiao turned his head and looked at the dark night outside, but he unexpectedly met a face.
The familiar appearance is the one I met at the school gate...... A woman who calls herself Aunt Gu Huai.
But..... At this time, this face, miserable and lifeless, is like a layer of veil, hanging outside the window, fluttering in the wind.
Hiss.....
Gu Qiao let out a sound in his heart, it was quite scary.
[, this conservative LV4 player, it's gone...... Was it hunted by other players? 】
In the back of her mind, Eva's voice bordered on horror.
In Gu Qiao's field of vision, that face drifted farther and farther, like a white garbage bag, gradually disappearing into the darkness.
"Here comes the teacher....."
Someone in the classroom shouted.
Tuk, tuk, tuk –
Footsteps from far and near.
Gu Qiao raised his eyes and saw a woman in a red dress stepping on high heels outside the corridor, holding a Chinese lesson plan in her hand, and walked into the classroom with a smile.
"Students, it's class."
The woman walked up to the podium, her lips up, and a standard smile.
“.......”
Gu Qiao looked at the pair of high heels at the woman's feet and frowned secretly.