Chapter 109: A Plea for Help from the Abyss of Hopelessness (103)
"Because, I want to.... At that time, you must have been more scared than me. ”
In the bubbles, the girl's broken body, because of these words, her shoulders twitched slightly, and her body trembled uncontrollably.
She clutched her face suddenly, tears streaming down her fingers.
The suppressed hoarse cry gradually turned into a howling cry.
“......”
Gu Qiao didn't make a sound, leaned forward and gently hugged the girl's cold body.
She actually lied, and she was not afraid of Ruan Yinyin.
In a way, she herself died once... It's just that the ideology is different.
Even, Gu Qiao thought to himself, everyone is just a piece of data, why talk about fear?
“...... I've been going through this kind of experience over and over again.... Only on this day can I remember that I have repeated the countless times I have been bullied/humiliated and despaired....."
"I kept facing the fear of hearing about my mother's death, and I kept dying that morning, and then I would forget and enter into such a nightmare again..."
The girl's arms were different from the others in this nightmare, they were warm.
Ruan Yinyin gently tilted her head and leaned on her somewhat thin and slender shoulders, she hadn't had such a strong desire to talk for a long time as she did at this moment.
"The doorman who gave you the key was my grandfather, and he took the money for the compensation and spent it quickly...... Later, perhaps because of his conscience, he went to Mingde to become a doorman..... He was in this school from the day I woke up again. ”
"Aunt Side Door..... The face is my mother's.... I miss her so much. ”
"You're so smart, you must have found out a long time ago.... In fact, everything in this school is fake, and it is my resentment. ”
"Grandpa, that auntie, it's just a part of my consciousness, and together we let everything that happens in this school go on repeatedly."
When Gu Qiao heard her words, his eyes moved, and he asked softly, "What about those people in the first class of the third year of high school?" ”
The girl's body stiffened slightly, as if she had done something wrong and was discovered, and added in a low voice: "Only Lu Qing, Luo Shuai, and Jiang Ran...... They unconsciously broke into this school of resentment, and I was so lonely that I kept ..... I was reluctant to let them go. ”
"The three of them must be annoying guys themselves, so they will be slowly assimilated by my memories and automatically adopt the annoying characters in my memory..... Gradually, he forgot his original consciousness. ”
She paused, and her tone was slightly astringent: "So many times, Jiang Ran.... Never like today, apologize to me and tell me not to jump. ”
Gu Qiao pursed his lips, among the people mentioned by Ruan Yinyin, there was no Lu Yi.
Lu Yi, is it just a part of the illusion of resentment?
Didn't she give her key for nothing......
The girl in her arms moved, she gently withdrew from Gu Qiao's embrace, and slowly raised her head.
"For so many times, there was no you...."
The girl's body was still broken, but the bloody face was gradually restored.
With a delicate and slightly chubby face, with a little sadness and shyness, she raised her head lightly and said softly:
"Gu Qiao, if only I was alive, it would be nice to meet you."
"At that time, if I could meet someone like you and tell me that it was not me or the world that was at fault, but the people who made the world dirty....."
"If someone can pull me ....."
The girl's voice choked slightly: "Maybe, I can last a little longer, try to live, and become an adult who can really withstand the wind and rain." ”
Gu Qiao's eyes lowered and he didn't answer.
The world of adults may be just as full of wind and rain.
Ruan Yinyin must also know that she just needs a courage to support her crumbling heart.
Gu Qiao..... I know that you and Jiang Ran are different. ”
Ruan Yinyin raised her head slightly, looking at the transparent bubbles, Gu Qiao showed her ability to show her ability, and ..... with those people It's a lot like.
But the choice she made was so different.
Before the last of the electric light was gone, the girl took a deep breath and made a decision:
"I am the weakest in human form..... Kill me. ”
Kill her, and Gu Qiao can leave.
"Kill you?"
When the girl in front of her heard her words, she was stunned for a moment, and then laughed slightly:
"So many times, how can you still trust people so easily."
Ruan Yinyin was stunned and looked up in disbelief.
Gu Qiao, did everything you do lie to her?