Past Events (4) The name of the disease is love
Time flowed quietly in the realm, and in the blink of an eye, it was the fifth hundred years that Mu You entered here.
On the day of the 500th anniversary, the two also held a celebration party to celebrate.
Because so far, they have broken Vivien's record.
Vivien, who had survived five hundred years, was already in a trance, exhausted to the extreme, and almost half a foot in hell.
And now, the two of them have come to the same point in time, but they have not run out of ammunition like Vivian at the beginning, on the contrary, the two of them are now in a very stable mental state, and they both have a feeling that they can live here for a long time.
And Lin Xue's child-raising game is still continuing, playing the role of a mother seriously every day, sometimes Mu You can't even tell whether she is 'playing' or not, if so, then her acting skills are so perfect that she can take away any kind of actress award on the planet.
In any case, in this world where everything is still, this kind of thing that seems a little strange can be regarded as a way to improve her mood after all, so Mu You has never pierced her, and has been silently cooperating with her performance.
And so it passed for more than two hundred years.
Until the year 716 of the end of the calendar.
It's a normal day.
Mu You sighed, never expected that what made the two crack was not the boredom brought by the stopping, but the obsession that could not be sought.
was stopped by Mu You.
Lin Xue was stunned for a moment, and after a few seconds, she smiled dumbly: "You shouldn't be jealous, right?" Really, how can anyone be jealous of his daughter...... Okay, okay, I admit that I've been paying too much attention to the child lately, and I've been snubbing you a little, and I definitely won't be in the future......" Lin Xue approached and tiptoed to kiss him on the face.
Lin Xue suddenly shook him off and ran out of the house.
And Lin Xue also tacitly made some movements occasionally, telling him that she was fine.
"Yes, but, there can only be the two of us, without her." Mu You pointed to the baby in her arms and said solemnly.
Mu You did not refuse, took the child, but let go, and the baby naturally hung in the air with the swaddling clothes.
Mu You continued: "She's just a ...... you picked up at someone else's house."
"Don't talk about it......"
Lin Xue ran back to her 'mother's house' in a fit of rage.
Mu You was also a little distressed when he looked at her, but he still shook his head seriously and took her hand: "Xiaoxue, this dream, it's time to wake up......"
Mu You hurriedly chased out and found that the direction she ran in was the direction of the Lin family.
Lin Xue turned him away like an awkward child, locked himself in the house, and refused to come out for several days and nights.
Mu You's pupils shrank, and he hurriedly rushed to Lin Xue and grabbed her arm: "Xiaoxue!" ”
Lin Xue didn't seem to notice Mu You's face, got up with the child in her arms, looked at the scenery outside the window, and said with a smile: "I haven't been out for a long time, why don't you go to the suburbs together today?" ”
"What are you doing? She's your own daughter! Lin Xue was a little angry when she saw this scene, and hurriedly stepped forward to hug the child.
And Lin Xue seemed to be awakened from a nap, and looked at him strangely: "What's the matter, suddenly so anxious?" ”
Mu You regretted it a little, maybe from the time Lin Xue first had this symptom, he should have stopped immediately. It's a pity that he finally relented at that time, thinking that he hoped that Lin Xue would feel better, and let this situation go, but it turned out to make her fall deeper and deeper......
Until a certain moment, Mu You looked up again, I don't know if it was an illusion, he suddenly saw that Lin Xue under the sun was radiant all over her body, like a goddess bathed in holy light.
"No kidding, it's not funny......"
"Huh?"
Lin Xue was silent, just looked at him in a daze, and bean-sized tears rolled down.
From Lin Xue's dazed expression, it was obvious that she didn't realize what was happening.
"Please, Mu You, don't talk about it......" Lin Xue's eyes were misty, and she looked at him expectantly, which had changed to a pleading tone.
This scene is the same as the situation he appeared on the day he woke up Lin Xue.
Of course, Mu You didn't worry about her alone, and followed her to the Lin family.
"Now, it's time to give her back to her real mother......"
Mu You looked at Lin Xue and said seriously: "She, not our child......"
Mu You ignored Lin Xue's behavior of changing the topic, stared at her eyes, and said with a serious face: "She, not our daughter. ”
So Mu You stood guard outside the door, saying a few words from time to time to let her know that she was still there.
Stopping the boundary means that the relationship between the two is locked in the category of 'couple', and it is difficult to truly sublimate. Rising emotions and the upper limit bound by the boundaries are the source of the contradictions.
It was supposed to be a heartwarming scene.
Lin Xue smiled and asked for Mu You's opinion.
But Mu You was sure that he was not mistaken, just now Lin Xue had entered a semi-lost state and was almost swallowed by this world, but fortunately he was right in front of him and interrupted the process in time.
And Mu You sat in a rocking chair not far away, holding a pen and paper, completing the Sudoku game on the paper to pass the time, every time he completed a line of numbers, he would look up at the mother and daughter in the sun, Lin Xue's humming echoed in the room, making him feel at ease and leisurely.
Lin Xue looked at him blankly, her eyes full of grievances: "Mu You, don't be like this, I don't like you to say such things, it's really ......"
At first, Mu You thought it was just a vision brought by the sun, but it wasn't until a few seconds later that he suddenly realized that this was not an illusion, Lin Xue was really shining with light.
Mu You's exclamation woke Lin Xue up from her disorientation, and the light spots on her body quietly disappeared in the light, as if they had never appeared.
Mu You didn't rush either, because he knew that Lin Xue wasn't really making trouble, he just needed some space of his own to calm down.
Lin Xue's brows furrowed slightly when she heard this, but she quickly stretched out, smiled strangely, and hammered her fist on his chest: "Okay, punish you for taking the child today......"
Lin Xue held the child in her arms, sat in the sunlight on the windowsill, looked at the sleeping little face of the baby in her arms, smiled, and hummed a lullaby softly.
Husband and wife quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, but in this slow-paced world, it seems that even the Cold War time has been indirectly extended.
Three months have passed in a flash.
On this day, Lin Xue finally went out.
Opening the door, Mu You was waiting for her at the door, Lin Xue didn't say anything, just walked up to him, buried her head in his chest, and her shoulders twitched slightly.
Mu You felt the placket of his chest being quickly wet, hugged her, and sent silent comfort.
Both of them are sensible enough to know what the problem is, and they also know how to solve it, and false and empty sweet words like ordinary couples are useless to them, and a silent hug is more effective than anything else.
Lin Xue only took a small opportunity to vent her anguish this time, and her mood quickly stabilized.
In the following time, the two returned to their previous time as two.
The baby girl was sent back to its original place by the two, and Lin Xue never mentioned the child again.
Mu You was worried at first that Lin Xue would break down again if she forcibly adjusted like this.
But no, the two of them got back together, sticking together like glue every day, that kind of light overflowing situation never happened again, it seems that Lin Xue has indeed walked out of this quagmire.
And so, another three years passed.
719 years of the end of the calendar.
On this day, Mu You woke up as usual.
The people around him seemed to have gotten up early before him, and Mu You didn't think much about it, and went downstairs to prepare breakfast as usual.
As a result, as soon as I went downstairs, I saw a smear of blood on the floor, and the bright red color was extremely dazzling.
And looking along the bloodstains, in front of the bathroom door, there are more blood stains oozing out of the door.
Mu You was startled, hurriedly rushed over, and opened the door of the bathroom.
On the wall of the bathroom, Lin Xue was lying in a pool of blood, her face was pale, she was holding scissors and gauze in her hands, and there were some bottles and cans of anesthetic drugs on the ground, and her clothes, stomach and lower abdomen were soaked with blood.
This scene almost made Mu You angry and bloody, he instantly rushed to Lin Xue's side, carefully helped her up, looked at the bloody wound on her stomach, and was anxious and distressed: "How do you do such a stupid thing?!! ”
Lin Xue's mood has been very stable recently, and he never thought that she would suddenly harm herself.
Fortunately, no one will die in this place, and at this time, the terrifying wound on Lin Xue's body is recovering at a speed that is visible to the naked eye.
Lin Xue saw him as if she had seen a savior, suddenly grabbed him, and burst into tears: "No, I didn't find ......"
"Didn't find anything?" Mu You was at a loss.
"Kid...... There is no ...... in my stomach," Lin Xue cried in a panic.
“?”
Mu You was surprised, she opened her belly, actually to find a child?
"Mu You, am I ...... Lost our children? Lin Xue's tears kept falling. This time was different from the last time she cried, last time she was just venting her frustration, but this time, Mu You could clearly feel the deep helplessness and panic in her body, which was an emotion that he had never seen since he had known Lin Xue for so long.
"How so? What are you talking about? Mu You was still a little dazed at this time, in his opinion, Lin Xue said that she was pregnant before, it was purely a hallucination, the so-called 'child' never existed at all, where did it come from?
Under Mu You's incessant questioning, Lin Xue finally cried and intermittently told her about her experience during this time.
It turned out that over the years, she had never stopped hallucinating the child in her womb, which was why she would indulge in that role-play, not because of her mental fragility, but because the motherhood in her body was stimulated by that vision, and as time went on, her behavior gradually became dominated by motherhood.
And after being 'woken up' by Mu You three years ago, Lin Xue forcibly suppressed that motherhood with her spirit, but after that, she began to have nightmares from time to time, and the protagonist of the dream was Red Sleeves.
Red Sleeves' past experience swirled in her mind repeatedly.
The child of the Red Sleeves was taken away by the Grim Reaper's theocracy, and she is also a descendant of the Grim Reaper, with a debuff that kills her loved ones. She should have been lonely all her life, but in the end, she couldn't resist the temptation of having someone to guard and fell in love.
At first, she was actually very worried about Mu You for a while, but Mu You had the power of Heavenly Dao, which was a power that was above ordinary divine power, and it was supposed that she should be able to ignore the influence of death.
And later the facts proved that she was not wrong, in the hundreds of years that she and Mu You fell in love, Mu You never showed any discomfort.
Lin Xue was also relieved, thinking that she had been freed from the curse of being alone.
Until now, she had not been able to find any trace of the child who had been hallucinating for many years in her womb, and her panic rose again, and she was very worried that she would not repeat what happened to Red Sleeves, and furthermore, the child had been killed in her womb before it was born.
"Xiaoxue, you think too much, it's impossible for us to have a child here."
"It's all just your delusion."
"Don't worry......"
……
Mu You didn't expect that Lin Xue had been under so much pressure and hurriedly comforted her.
However, the language seemed so pale at this time, he changed various angles and changed the persuasion, but it didn't make Lin Xue feel much better.
Lin Xue's wounds quickly recovered as before, but she was followed by a serious illness.
For the next week, Lin Xue was suffering from a high fever, a trance, and bedridden.
In this world, she would not have gotten sick, but this time she was sick of her heart.
Mu You accompanied her every step of the way, trying to find all kinds of ways to make her happy.
Lin Xue would always respond to him, keeping a smile and optimism under his teasing, and even reassuring him that he was okay and telling him not to worry.
However, no matter how casual the appearance was on the surface, Lin Xue's mental state was still deteriorating, and her face became more and more haggard.
It wasn't until a week later that Lin Xue, who was half-asleep and half-awake, overflowed with light on her body again.
"Xiaoxue, cheer up......" Mu You hurriedly shouted.
On the hospital bed, Lin Xue's eyes were half-opened, and she didn't respond much to his call, and the light on her body continued to overflow.
Mu You sighed, this day has come after all, since this is the case, let's stop here......
Lin Xue's current mental state is obviously no longer suitable for continuing to stay in the Stopping Realm, and Mu You can't bear to continue to watch her suffer, and is ready to send her out first.
"Go out and wait for me, in a few seconds, I'll solve everything here in no time, and then go back to accompany you." Mu You said softly, kissing her affectionately on the forehead.
Then he reached out his palm and slapped it on her.
When the palm of the hand was about to fall, it was grabbed by a pair of hands in advance.
On the hospital bed, Lin Xue suddenly opened her eyes, seeing that she had already understood something in his movements, she grabbed Mu You's hand with both hands, and shook her head weakly at him: "No, you can't ...... it."
"I can't leave, I'm gone, what are you going to do?"
"Don't worry, I'm used to life here, and I can finish it by myself." Mu You gave her a reassuring smile.
Lin Xue shook her head and sighed: "If there are only a few hundred years left, I will let you do it, but now it has only been more than 700 years, and there are still more than 4,000 years...... I promised to accompany you through the whole journey, but I didn't even make it to a fifth, which is too bad. ”
"Besides, after so many years, you and I know very well that one person and two people in this place are completely different concepts, and you will never be able to survive alone. I can't go. Lin Xue said.
"However, you have already ......" Mu You looked at Lin Xue worriedly, she was conscious at this time, but the light on her body was still overflowing, indicating that her mental instability had reached a limit, and it was almost impossible to have room for maneuver.
"If we are destined to lose our children, then I can't afford to lose you again......"
Lin Xue said, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and when she opened them again, her scattered eyes refocused, regained her vitality, and the light points on her body naturally stopped.
Lin Xue looked at Mu You and said seriously: "Give me three days, I promise, I will definitely adjust within three days." ”
(End of chapter)