I feel that many people question why the protagonist is crazy, and there are also those who say that the writing has collapsed......

The protagonist was born conscious (crossing), and he is very aware of the history of [the Western Regions returned to the Central Plains after a thousand years], and he has lived with this endless despair for more than twenty years.

When I was a child, I vowed to change history, learn from Chen Qingzhi's thousands of troops to avoid white robes, and the children who grew up eating hundreds of family meals have been watching their relatives go before him all their lives, and the barbarians are like an eternal ant nest, coming in groups after groups, normal people will get tired if they walk for too long, not to mention killing people?

In fact, it's okay, the key protagonist will heal the next day with bruises all over his body, but the severe pain at that time can be clearly perceived, just like surgery without anesthetic, day after day, who doesn't feel tormented?

The last straw that broke the soul was the plague, obviously killing 10,000 corpses, obviously winning the heroic, but even the plague could not be dispelled, and the protagonist would inevitably be schizophrenic: "If you don't kill these 10,000 barbarians, is there no plague, and nine relatives won't die?" ”

His soul is torn apart, he definitely wants to die, death means liberation, but his faith will never collapse, and holding this territory is the purest belief, so the protagonist has been torturing himself in contradictions.

The deepest hidden pain is that the protagonist can obviously go.

He could leave the lonely city and lie flat in the desert, but the responsibility on his shoulders was too heavy.

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Just started writing the theme of one person and one city, the author is going to write a god of war-style protagonist, powerful and indestructible, taking the pure cool text route, but it can be overturned after the outline.

In the lonely city of more than 60 years, there is still a god of war who is always high-spirited, and the characters have no soul at all, and they don't even have a sense of substitution.

The lonely city must be accompanied by a sense of despair, darkness, and powerlessness at the same time.

Rubbing penicillin by hand, and then inventing gunpowder machine guns, pushing all the way sideways, it does not match the Jianghu court I want to write.

So I wrote this masochistic protagonist.,The results are also unpleasant.,At the end of the second round of recommendations of the last book, there were already fifteen thousand collections.,And this one has just passed 5,000 collections.,It's always been in the upper reaches of the new book list.,It's all thanks to your insistence on reading and voting.。

The main reason is that there are few copies of the lonely city and few characters, after all, it is limited to one city, and at the same time it also restricts the shaping of supporting roles, which is a contradiction in the subject matter, and it will only get better if the outline gradually unfolds.

When the torch is passed out, it must be a process of slowly ending despair, and then you will see the masochistic and explosive plot (hahahaha)

In the end, I still want to read it.,If you want to save it, it's better to turn to the end of the latest chapter.,I can't go to Sanjiang, and the author can't afford to eat (crying)

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