I Know You're Not Her (1)
She smiled reluctantly, cautiously raised her eyes, looked at Grandma Yu, who was still happy, and asked, "Grandma? Ah Jian likes fish sauce?"
Grandma Yu was in excitement and replied without thinking, "Not really! When I was a child, I always hated that the food I made was tasteless, not salty or fresh, and said that the things of everyone in the city were delicious. As soon as I asked, I realized that it was a ...... with fish sauce," he said, and glanced curiously at Yu Jian, who was still in shock, and said complainingly, "Liping, how can you not know your daughter's preferences!"
This is to treat her as her mother Liu Liping again.
Alzheimer's disease is like this, one second you are still awake, and the next second you suddenly start to recognize people. Yu Jian was used to being so headless and brainless, patted the back of her hand, and said, "Yes, it's me who is not qualified."
Although the brain is not too clear, some of the memories are very deep. At that moment just now, Yu Jian's heartbeat missed half a beat, and she was still wondering if her grandmother had found something and knew that she was a fake.
"Huh?" Grandma Yu suddenly stared at her hand, turned her head and looked around again, frowned and asked, "Ah Jian, have we returned to Rao Township?"
Every day she came back, Grandma Yu would always ask again, and Yu Jian would take the trouble to tell her, "How good is Raoxiang, don't you want to come back?"
Grandma Yu tilted her head and glanced at Yu Jian seriously, and nodded obediently: "I think, your grandfather is alone here."
Yu Jian smiled, but her eyes were full of a little distress, and she comforted the old man: "Then we will always live here in the future, okay?"
"Really?" Grandma Yu's eyes lit up, and her whole face was filled with a different brilliance, and after a few seconds, she suddenly darkened, and shook her head, "Ah Jian, you better go back to the capital, you have more important things to do."
"In my heart, grandma is the most important one...... You see, I'm graduating soon, and I don't have to look for a job for the time being, I just have a lot of time to spend with you......" Yu Jian hugged her body that had shrunk several times, and said softly.
The years are quiet, and the present world is stable.
……
It would be nice if time could slow down a little more and walk a little slower.
After a few months of quiet life in Rao Township, another season of Mid-Autumn Festival was ushered in. This time, everyone returned to Rao Township.
Except for the Yu family, even Tang Yuan rushed over. Because of Grandma Yu, it's not very good.
"Ajan." After dozens of hours of continuous flights, Tang Yuan arrived at this small island that he originally disliked so much. His little girl sat alone in the courtyard in a daze, her eyes staring at the flowers blooming in the garden, but she did not see any light.
Hearing someone call her name, Yu Jian turned her head blankly and saw a familiar face, and after a few minutes, her eyes slowly turned red. She called out pitifully, "Tang Yuan......"
This sound simply made Tang Yuan's heart sour, and he threw the salute casually, he couldn't help but hug Yu Jian anymore, his chin rested on the top of her hair, and gently patted her trembling back.
Yu Jian buried her head in his arms, letting the tears keep flowing. At first it was just a silent cry, but later it seemed to have developed into a howling cry. Facing the man in front of her, she finally released all the grievances and pain she had since then.
"Don't cry, don't cry, grandma will be sad when she hears it." Tang Yuan was also very sad in his heart, but he still comforted Yu Jian in his arms.
"You...... I don't understand." The little girl was muffled with a sobbing voice, but still very stubborn. How could they understand her grief? The first thing she saw from her rebirth was this old man, her temper was not too easy to get along with, coupled with the shock of the crossing, for a long time, she was lukewarm and avoided her grandmother.
But the old man didn't blame her at all, and still tolerated everything about her.
In Yu Jian's heart, she was originally a fake, but she enjoyed everything happiness in place of the main owner, and accepted the love of her relatives with peace of mind. The more time passes, the more guilty I feel. When she dreams back at midnight, she will also think that the former Yu Jian is not dead, is it ......
Such chaotic thoughts erupted out of control until Grandma Yu fell ill, and she had already begun to drill the tip of the bull's horns, unable to distinguish between reality and illusion.
"Ah Jian......" Yu Jianping came out of the back room with tears in his eyes, and saw Tang Yuan's figure barely showing a wry smile, "Xiao Tang is here too?" Thank you for your hard work......
Tang Yuan shook his head and continued to pat the little girl's back.
Yu Jianguo sighed, with a sense of powerlessness in his voice that he had never felt before: "Ah Jian, grandma called you."
Yu Jian suddenly stretched her head out of Tang Yuan's arms and looked at Yu Jianguo incredulously: "Grandma is awake?" Grandma Yu has fallen into a coma since three days ago, and the hospital has issued a critical illness notice and let them take them back to their homes.
"Not only did I wake up, but my mind was clear, and when I saw that you were not there, I said that I wanted to look for you."
Yu Jian got up in a hurry, and when she got up, she almost tripped over a chair and didn't care at all, she staggered and rushed into the house.
In the dim light, Yu Jian saw the emaciated old man on the bed at a glance, she wiped her face, held back her tears, smiled, and walked over with anger in her tone: "Grandma, you have been asleep for a long time."
When Grandma Yu saw her, her eyes instantly softened, and she seemed to see other people through her, she opened her lips that were a little chapped, and her voice was hoarse: "You all go and get busy, let Ah Jian accompany me for a while......" I wanted to talk to Yu Jian alone.
When everyone left the room, Grandma Yu stretched out her dry hand, and Yu Jian grabbed it and put it on her cheek. The old man's fingers trembled along her eyebrows to the bridge of her nose, and then gradually moved to her lips, and finally pinched her earlobe, and whispered, "It's hard, isn't it?"
Yu Jian shook her head.
Grandma Yu sighed, and her eyes turned farther away: "I know you're not her."
Yu Jian's whole person suddenly froze, her face instantly turned white, she opened her mouth to speak, but found that she couldn't make a sound.
"Ah Jane...... She has a perverse personality, does not like to socialize, and has a temper as strong as a cow, especially with a glass heart. She has a lot of opinions about her parents, and she can even say that she hates them! She doesn't like children, and she doesn't love Yu Yuan as much as you do...... So, you're not her." The old man's eyes shone brightly, and he seemed to be able to see through her soul.
It was as if time had stood still at this moment. Yu Jian was horrified in her heart, and repeatedly figured out the meaning of the old man's words.
"But—" Grandma Yu's words softened, she took Yu Jian's hand again, and continued, "But I like her very much now. Sometimes I wonder if Jean was you from the beginning......
One drop, two drops, continuous tears slipped from the corners of Yu Jian's eyes, and she bit her lip and shook her head desperately. No, it's not like that......