"I really don't know what the purpose of raising you is around? The *** was so arrogant just now, you can't protect the Lord, and now I'm going back to my room, and you're still standing here stupidly. Don't hurry up and keep up, Miss Ben's face is the key to favor, if you hurt your face, you will all be sold, and you will be just as disgusting as the little girl who doesn't know what to call it."

With that, Zheng Xiu twisted her waist and left angrily, while the maids hurriedly stepped forward to follow her.

And in the corner where everyone didn't notice, a corner of the clothes suddenly flashed, but it was hidden very quickly, even if a sharp-eyed person saw it, but the corner of the clothes disappeared in an instant, and the person only felt that he was dazzled.

"I don't mean to blame you, although that Zheng Xiuxiu is also from the Zheng family, I don't know her."

Although Zheng Xiuyu has helped Qi Zhenzhen many times, to be honest, Qi Zhenzhen doesn't know how to talk to each other in her heart, although she is still young and doesn't have to worry about any male and female defense, but every time she meets Zheng Xiuyu, there are adults around her, but today only the two of them are alone.

Qi Zhenzhen didn't know much about Zheng Xiuyu, only knew that the other party was a dignified and gentle person, at this time Qi Zhenzhen was hesitating how to open this topic so that the two of them would not be so embarrassed, but he didn't expect Zheng Xiuyu to be the first to speak, listening to his words, Qi Zhenzhen was a little funny and smiled, and then asked with a little fun:

"What are you talking about? Zheng Gongzi, what is to blame or not, I don't understand this, I just taught an arrogant person, is the other party from the Zheng family? But I don't know."

After listening to Qi Zhenzhen's words, Zheng Xiuyu didn't refute anything, just nodded with a smile and said, "That's good, you don't have to think about it, I will report to my grandfather when I go home, he should make other arrangements."

When she said this, Zheng Xiuyu paused slightly, as if she didn't know how to speak, but after struggling for a while, she still said:

"Actually, I have always disagreed with this, but the women of the Zheng family who were sent are willing, and the people in charge of the Zheng family are also willing, but it seems that I am a little stupid, and I came to see Concubine Shu originally I specially asked for it.

I originally wanted to see if any of them were not what I wanted, and to see if I could bring them back, after all, there was no formal favor, and King Jing was not here, so I could naturally arrange for them to find another satisfactory one, but I didn't expect it to be ...... today."

Zheng Xiuyu didn't say the rest of the words, but Qi Zhenzhen looked at his expression of wanting to speak and stopped, and felt that she could probably guess clearly.

Zheng Xiuyu originally thought that they were forced to be nameless concubines, and wanted to fight for them, but at this time he knew how naïve he was.

In fact, Zheng Xiuyu has always disagreed with the current actions of the head of the Zheng family, this kind of in-law relationship may be able to maintain a temporary peace, but after all, this is because the other party has the same interests and values, or there is no fundamental contradiction, so as not to provoke disputes, but one day, this contradiction is so big that it can only be faced in another way.

In the final analysis, this kind of in-law relationship is only maintained on the surface of peace, such as King Wu who is adjacent to the Zheng family, in fact, King Wu's temperament has always been a little strict, and he is a concubine who has sex constantly, although his concubine occupies the position of the main room, but because of the other party's preference, she only gave birth to two daughters, which is not a shame in King Wu's mansion.

And the one who was sent to marry the Zheng family was the second daughter of King Wu, who was married to the eldest son of Zheng Xiuyu's second uncle, and he had also seen this sister-in-law, and the other party looked quite cowardly, and at a glance he knew what grievances he had suffered in the palace.

Even the daughters born in the main room are like this, and with this as a rough estimate, it is difficult for Zheng Xiuyu to think about what the people in that place will be like.

Moreover, in the past in the palace, King Wu, who was the concubine of the palace, didn't like it, could it be that if he got married, he would be valued by the other party?

In the final analysis, this relationship is just a bargaining chip, after being sent to the palace or sent to the palace, bet on whether the other party will be favored? Will it get an exclusive favor? Will it sway the minds of those in power?

Zheng Xiuyu couldn't say what he felt, he couldn't go against the elder's decision, he just felt that letting so many people use it as a bargaining chip to maintain this unstable relationship, in his opinion

It's not really worth coming, they should have two people who are in love, they should be partners together, and then trust each other.

But now although they are married, because of the conflict of their own interests, that is, you guard against me, I guard against you, you calculate me, I count against you, and put the other party aside indifferently, and then there is the relationship between the dispute and the gradual distancing in the midst of contradictions and conflicts.

Qi Zhenzhen wanted to say a few funny words to make fun of the other party, but she didn't expect that it was Zheng Xiuyu's long silence that responded to her, Qi Zhenzhen couldn't understand what the other party was hesitating, but when she looked at Zheng Xiuyu with a little blank eyes, Qi Zhenzhen couldn't help but follow his gaze to look at the scenery outside the wall.

I only saw the high red wall towering, isolating the contact between the inside and outside of the wall, the inside and outside of the wall seemed to be two kinds of life, outside the wall was the lively hustle and bustle of people, but outside the wall was the loneliness of the people in the deep palace, and the long-term loneliness of fluttering fireflies under the moon.

"You say, if a person abandoned his childhood sweetheart and went to a powerful person who was indifferent to each other to spend his life, if it were you, what would you think?"

Zheng Xiuyu felt that he seemed to be a little crazy, and he actually had some words with the little girl in front of him, but he didn't know who to talk to about these words.

He felt that those people didn't seem to understand him, but only Qi Zhenzhen, although her mother said that she was the same as her mother Yao, she was a cowardly person, but Qi Zhenzhen was so vivid and intelligent, and it was a completely different beauty from those women raised in the boudoir.

In fact, since he was young, Zheng Xiuyu felt as if he had no childhood, as the eldest son of the family, he has always received a very strict education, from the age of three into the study, reading, practicing calligraphy, he has to compare with the children and grandchildren of the same generation of the Zheng family, because they are the same age, so whether it is reading, learning words, or practicing martial arts, there are high and low advantages, of course, those with excellent grades are expected to be high, and those who lag behind are gradually expelled from the core circle.

Zheng Xiuyu is the eldest son of the family, his mother was born in a Qingliu official family, and his father is the eldest son of the Zheng family.

So he can only keep studying, although he doesn't like all this, but whenever he wants to rest, he always looks at his father and mother with reproach, and the other party will say that he is lagging behind again, and where is he not worthy of his identity.

Yes, this is a very noble identity in the eyes of others, but Zheng Xiuyu has felt that this seems to be a shackle to him countless times, he is trapped in it, and he doesn't even have the courage to struggle.

The current Zheng Xiuyu is what they are looking forward to, but it is not the identity that he Zheng Xiuyu yearns for, he has been taught since he was a child what kind of person he wants to become, to be both civil and military, to be open-minded and intelligent, to be overwhelming others, to be noble, to be handsome and upright, they just want to train him to be the person they want, but they have never thought about what he likes, what does he want to become?

Sometimes Zheng Xiuyu really wants to throw away all these identities, travel among the mountains and rivers, look at this beautiful scenery, and be a free and easy farmer, maybe more free. Z.br>

It's just that he knows that all this is just a delusion, so he always looks forward to the place where he is imprisoned, and turns to find Mrs. Li, because he knows that only Mrs. Li understands himself, and although the other party is also a little worried about the affairs of the court, he is also a little indifferent like a wild crane.

And just this morning, Zheng Xiuyu suddenly knew about his father and mother's generation, he was very dazed, but he didn't know who to ask, and who seemed to be separated from him, people with a good relationship talked and talked, and people with a bad relationship felt really presumptuous, at this time, facing Qi Zhenzhen, who had only seen a few faces, he was very calm to say this confusion and asked his own questions.

And Qi Zhenzhen's side, she couldn't help but touch her head, not knowing what to say.

Whether it is an adult or a child, she always likes to ask her some strange questions, and she can't help but answer, just like Zheng Xiuyu said If there are two choices, one is from a powerful family, and the other is a childhood sweetheart from a poor family, which one will she choose?

This? that

It's really no problem to choose either one, right? After all, everyone aspires to something different.

So Qi Zhenzhen had an idea, she considered her tone for a while, and said in a more tactful way:

"I don't know what flowers you like Zheng Gongzi, I like peach blossoms the most, the peach is dying, scorching its bloom, and the son is returning. The peach blossom is a very romantic flower, it carries people's good wishes, and it can also bear extremely sweet fruits, flowers can be appreciated and used for the stomach, romantic and practical coexist."

This is a very novel statement, Zheng Xiuyu was also thinking about what flowers he likes for a while? Following Qi Zhenzhen's train of thought, he couldn't help but say:

"I like lotus flowers, whenever I have troubles, especially in that hot summer, I can go to enjoy the lotus, the lotus leaves are infinitely green, the fragrance of the lotus is sweet enough, the so-called fragrance is far and clear, the pavilion is pure and planted, and I like the lotus seeds and lotus roots."

Listening to Zheng Xiuyu's words, Qi Zhenzhen was also a little happy, but she didn't expect that the other party was serious, and she was a foodie like her haha, she thought about persuasion and said:

"Isn't that it? Individuals have different ideas and different things to chase, so why force your own thoughts on others, and don't be bothered by what others say or do, because what you aspire to is different."