Chapter 266: Some Doubts

In fact, sometimes Qi Min'er always wonders if this so-called true love is just her fantasy, at first she thought that the other party cherished her and believed it, and it was the same as her cherishing his heart, but now Qi Min'er realized that maybe everything was her own passion.

In fact, it can't be said that she is self-inflicted, he always has affection for her, but this love is too shallow and light, not as good as his pursuit of power, if he has love for her, it is true, if he is ruthless to her, it is also true.

Because that love was too shallow and shallow, so shallow that she thought it was another calculation by the other party, Qi Zhenzhen slightly mockingly hooked the corners of her lips, but this ridicule was not to others, but to herself.

Aunt Zhao looked at Qi Haozhen's posture, her expression was very distressed, and she said in a low voice: Chinese Net

"Girl, don't be sad."

This time, Aunt Zhao did not call Qi Min'er Niangniang, but called her girl, and Qi Min'er's expression was stunned when she heard this title.

She didn't describe her coldness or coldness in her eyes as before, but gently hooked her lips, shook her hand at Aunt Zhao and said:

"Auntie, can you call me Min'er again? When I hear that, I always go back to the old days in a trance. This was the unique name that Aunt Zhao gave her when she was in the Huanyi Bureau.

At that time, the palace maids in the Huanyi Bureau were roughly divided into two categories, one was to avoid her, and in the eyes of those people, Qi Zhenzhen represented trouble.

At that time, although Qi Zhenzhen was a little sad because of isolation, she was only a little depressed emotionally, but their choice can't be wrong, after all, they are just friends in Pingshui, and they have no past relationships or friendships on weekdays, so why should they speak for her?

If they help her, Qi Zhenzhen will feel the difference, pay for no reason, if he makes a request later, it will be difficult to be gracious when the time comes, what should she do, rather than being embarrassed at that time, it is better to refuse neatly and politely.

So although Qi Min'er is a little sentimental, she is still willing to maintain such a relationship with them. Those people thought she was the daughter of a criminal minister and humiliated her, but only Aunt Zhao reminded her again and again, taught her, and told Qi Min'er how to behave in person.

It can be said that Aunt Zhao is also Qi Min'er's teacher, through Aunt Zhao Qi Min'er knows about the open and secret battles between the harem, and also knows how to protect herself in the battle, so when he and she ascended to a high position, they first looked for Aunt Zhao as their female official.

She knew that the other party wanted to be a female official, but because of her ordinary background, although her skills were excellent, she was not outstanding, so she was not as good as others in terms of relationship or herself, but Qi Zhenzhen sought the position of a six-grade female official for her.

The female officials of the Shanggong Bureau are divided into eight levels, but at this time, there are only five to eight female officials in the harem, in fact, according to Qi Min'er's identity at that time, Aunt Zhao, who was her personal maid, should be a seven-grade female official, but Qi Min'er's favor is actually known to everyone, so they are all willing to give Aunt Zhao a face, of course, it is essentially to give Qi Min'er face.

Listening to Aunt Zhao's words, Qi Min'er thought of the previous scene in the Huanyi Bureau, although it was not a good treatment, and it was far from the current life of brocade clothes and jade food, but for Qi Min'er, it was a free and casual time.

Although they also have calculations in the Huanyi Bureau, everyone is busy with their own work, and occasionally some are just small fights, which in Qi Zhenzhen's view, is not so much a farce as a lively.

At that time, Qi Min'er was at a low status, and she couldn't understand why she went from a noble girl to a daughter of a criminal minister all of a sudden.

Her mother's family used to be so Xuanhe, as the queen's maiden lady, she was known as the double beauty of Beijing since she was a child and was sought after, but now she was beaten into the Huanyi Bureau to serve, these heavy and cold clothes, Qi Min'er had chilblains on her hands in winter, she itched so much that she wanted to scratch, but she thought that her snow-white skin was soaked in milk and maintained little by little.

This is the secret recipe that Mrs. Qi got her, and she also added all kinds of ingredients, saying that she would give her this ingredient after Qi Min'er got married in the future, and then Qi Min'er was already a thing before she got married

At that time, she was in a low mood, feeling that her future was uncertain, and at the same time thinking of her exiled family.

Although they are all gentle, they are all pampered and accustomed to it, and I don't know if they can stand these treatments and the like.

At that time, Qi Min'er cried almost every day, but when she saw the chattering discussions of the people in the Huanyi Bureau, and they were so lively in the word-like situation, what could she not see, so Qi Min'er also accepted her identity calmly.

Later, she was favored step by step and was promoted to the head of the first palace, like before Qi Min'er entered the palace, there were countless people who flattered her, but Qi Min'er always thought of her under the pile of heavy clothes in the Huanyi Bureau at that time, he worked hard to wash the clothes, listening to the noise of the people next to him.

The scene where the peacekeeper hooked the corners of his lips, sometimes he would feel that he was also hypocritical, because she didn't think of it when she was busy.

It's just that the hypocrisy is so intimate, and he doesn't care about how he cares about how to be favored, how to get rid of his identity, how to climb up step by step, regain the star, and then save his family.

At that time, she thought about these complicated issues every day, so the farce of those people in the Huanyi Bureau was regarded as a joke of spices, so now whenever she thinks about it, Chunjiao always can't help but smile and take care of it.

Aunt looked at Qi Min'er's demeanor, and she didn't know what to say, so she could only keep her mouth shut.

Although Aunt Zhao is not very smart, she has always recognized one thing that she is Qi Min'er's maid, so no matter how outsiders coerce and lure her, she only needs to remember one thing, that is, to put Qi Min'er first and maintain the interests of her master, then she is a qualified and clever maid.

Yes, even if everyone outside calls her a female official now, but in Aunt Zhao's eyes, she knows how this position came about, of course, she doesn't have such a high self-esteem, but she wears it for him and gives him this, on the contrary, she cherishes this sincerity.

And this concept is precisely because of the other party's attention, so from that time on, Aunt Zhao has already thought that she will always help Qi Min'er do things from now on, even after the other party is beaten into the cold palace, he will always follow her.

He thought that this was the so-called homesickness and more timid, but Aunt Zhao didn't say this, because she knew that in the eyes of others, it was more like an empty silence.

She doesn't need to confirm anything with words, as long as she lets the other party know his intentions, then everything will be unspoken.

And Qi Min'er looked at the scenery outside the country a little blankly, she turned her head to Aunt Zhao and said:

"Auntie, I have one thing to tell you, this matter may be troublesome, and even if you do it, there will be no reward, but if you take this matter, it may be even higher, for example, your grade.

After all, Qi Min'er's current location is here, he has observed a lot carefully, and finally has his own different discoveries, but the arrangement of each place will be different.

Besides, the position of the imperial concubine sounds good, but how many people have really become imperial concubines? Not to mention that now that the queen is here, the imperial concubine will only become the target of the public, so one of the imperial concubine's personal maids has also entered the academy

。 But now that the aunt next to Empress Liu is doing a good job, you want to seize power, although it is possible, but I am not very optimistic about the timing, so even if this is the case, then do you still agree?"

Qi Zhenzhen thought clearly about the stakes and Aunt Zhao, she didn't want to make it difficult for others, let alone Aunt Zhao who took good care of her.

In fact, even if it is against an ordinary palace person, even if the other party does not say so, she will give the other party the right to choose.

Because this represents respect in Qi Zhenzhen's eyes, and it is also the respect she has never received, she was forcibly taken into the palace.

But the man never asked her what she did, but only forcefully and domineeringly gave her everything he thought was suitable for her, but he didn't care how much criticism she had received because of this.

At the beginning, she was so cherished, at that time, Qi Min'er thought that the other party treated her as true love, and it was precisely because she liked her that she wanted to deliver everything regardless of whether she liked it or not

She.

But later, after waiting for more observation, understanding and comparison, Qi Min'er found that those people gave each other's favorite to each other to the people they liked, rather than picking on appearances. Now she figured it out, she was just a target, a target that attracted firepower.

A target that flaunts the true feelings of the emperor, with her as a vivid example as a target, everyone knows that the master who is calm and self-contained on the surface is not emotionless, and will also give praise when they go to struggle, and even have additional rewards, in their opinion, they are mutually successful.

It's just that this is just Qi Min'er's short-sightedness, he didn't say this to anyone, those people think he is very calculating, but now Qi Min'er doesn't mind, she thinks she can't bear it passively, right? She has been subject to other people's calculations, so this time, no matter what, she should always calculate this group of people once.

It's just that this idea needs reliable manpower, and Qi Min'er has the most maids around her, but although she has rewards from time to time, on the surface, she likes these maids very much, but the only one she really likes and trusts is Aunt Zhao, so although it is troublesome to take care of it, she still has no hesitation.

Qi Min'er's smile was even brighter, and Qi Min'er only hoped that this time his choice was not wrong.