2022.04.25
Today is the day of the B-ultrasound review.
In the past few days, day and night, as long as I have free time, I will silently communicate with the baby in my heart. In fact, throughout the pregnancy, the content of my prenatal education is basically to talk to the baby, so that he can grow up safely, healthily, and healthily, and his head circumference will grow a little longer (because our head circumference has been small for a week in the early stage), white and tender, with big eyes, a warped nose, and a small mouth. Whether it is ears, small hands, small feet, small arms, and small legs, they can grow perfectly, including the heart, liver, spleen, lungs, kidneys, stomach, pancreas, sexual organs are also well developed, and there must be no problems with hearing, vision, smell, taste, and touch. I'm going to repeat this whole set of words at least once a night. I consciously took care of every corner of my body, and I never wanted to forget about the digestive system, and it happened that this intestinal lesion occurred. It was so coincidental that I couldn't help but become superstitious. I can only cram for a while. In the past few days, I have been telling the baby in the belly to develop the intestines well, whether it is the large intestine, small intestine or rectum, colon, duodenum, including the anus, a complete set of digestive systems will be developed, and the dilated intestines will slowly shrink back to normal. I don't know anything about the intestines, but I can only include all the digestive organs that I can think of. When I whisper in my heart, I put my hand on my belly, hoping that the baby can connect with me. But what if your baby doesn't feel it? So I ran to the bathroom, closed the door and said it again. I was afraid that the baby would neither hear nor understand, so I folded it out and sat on the hospital bed and whispered it again in my heart. After the baby was born, I often laughed at myself that my prenatal education was all about my mind, and it belonged to the real "stream of consciousness".
"It's getting more and more frequent." When he saw that I had been in the bathroom too much, he couldn't help but muttered to himself.
I didn't dare tell him what I was doing, I was afraid that if I did, it wouldn't work.
"Let's go, it's time to get checked." He took my hand and walked out slowly.
"Don't expand any further." I was terrified.
"No, it won't. Our treasure is the best and strongest little tiger, maybe he will be healed today. ”
How can there be such a good thing? Although I have been superstitious lately, I am by no means confused. His words were not comforting.
"There are six people in front of us, do you want to go to the bathroom first?" He was always thinking about my frequent urination.
"I'm not in the mood to go." I hung my head and held the number sheet in my hand, chatting with him from day to time.
"Please ask No. 7 Mo Yu to go to No. 2 clinic for treatment."
"It's my turn, it's my turn." I nervously stood up, took a sharp breath, and nodded to him as he sat down.
"It's you, I have an impression. Well, you're in a better situation than last time. ”
"Really? That's great. I felt my voice tremble a little.
"Both expansions are smaller than last time, and the effusion is completely gone."
I tried to say something, but I was so excited that I couldn't find the right words for a while.
"It's okay, don't worry too much. Are you in a hurry? ”
"No hurry, no hurry." My head shook like a rattle.
"I'd also suggest you talk about it when it's almost due date. After all, your baby is a little younger than the actual gestational age. By the way, why don't you go along with it yourself? Afraid of pain? ”
"Actually, I really wanted to have a normal birth, but because I had a sail placenta, the previous hospital recommended that I have a cesarean section."
"What you see on the ultrasound here is a racket-shaped. However, now that the fetus is larger, it will block part of the placenta, and it is definitely not as accurate as in the first trimester. ”
"Oh, if only I could go along with myself." There was a slight glimmer of unrealistic hope in my heart.
"Let's go back. The situation has not deteriorated, so don't worry too much. ”
I nodded, stood up, and pulled the door open, and was greeted by his anxious and worried face.
"Why are you blocking the door?"
It was the first time I've seen him so out of shape since I'm hospitalized. I realized that he was just as worried as I was, and it was only in order to comfort me that he joked and said encouraging words every day. The man in front of him was just a big boy in his 20s with no experience. During this journey, not only was I arrested to be a mother, but he was also coerced to be a father.
"How's it going?" The worry in his eyes couldn't be hidden.
"The doctor said the expansion had shrunk a bit." I said with a smile.
"Great. How did you get in for so long? I just saw a white coat push the door in, I thought you and the baby were not doing well, and I came to her for a consultation. It really scared the hell out of me. Although he was thinking about it, he could see that his tense emotions had eased.
"That white coat looks like he's here to get something." I squeezed his hand, looked up and smiled at him.
When we went to the ward, he asked three more detailed questions, and I repeated them three times. Both of us have found a lot of relief in this question and answer over and over again. When I returned to the ward to get the report, I thought to myself, it's amazing, it seems that the baby really has the same heart as his mother.
"Our treasure is too competitive."
"yes, we can get a good night's sleep tonight."
"I want to go home."
"Tomorrow. We'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. ”