Chapter Seventy-Eight: Finally Figuring It Out

"Yu Yingying, you were hit in the eye?"

Her swollen eyes are so striking that it's hard to ignore.

"No, I cried last night reading a novel."

Yu Yingying now finally knows what it means to be terrible, if she really admits that she was beaten in order to fool the past today, it is estimated that there will be rumors of "Ren Xu Xing's domestic violence Yu Yingying" in the afternoon.

She ignored the inquiries and closed her eyes, her mind full of the letter her mother had given her.

The handwriting of that letter is clearly Ren Xu Xing's, which is absolutely not wrong. Moreover, although Yu Yingying couldn't remember the faces of most of her junior high school classmates, under the guidance of that letter, she still remembered a lot of details.

Before she went out this morning, she flipped through the group photo of the whole grade of the year she graduated from junior high school, and she really found Ren Xuxing in the name on the back.

Yu Yingying then remembered that Ren Xu Xing was the little boy who changed classes in the first year of junior high school.

But until she saw the letter, Yu Yingying still couldn't believe it, after all, would anyone really like someone like her?

is not unremarkable, but in terms of personality, it is not as generous as others, and sometimes it is annoying to be sensitive and twisted.

"Yingying, what novel did you read last night cry like this, recommend it to me."

Song Youya came back from breakfast, only to happen that Yu Yingying was still lying motionless on the table, she poked her, but Yu Yingying still didn't react.

"Yingying, wake up, won't you really feel bad if you don't eat a mouthful of breakfast?"

In order to prolong their morning reading time, the school tries its best to squeeze their time to eat and sleep, and the breakfast time is especially short, basically everyone flocks to the cafeteria after class, runs over and back, so this time is often the most crowded time.

So Yu Yingying almost never goes to breakfast, she just brings a bread and nibbles it in the classroom to solve the breakfast, and sometimes even goes out in the morning in a hurry, and she doesn't even take a bread.

"Yingying, you can't always skip breakfast."

Song Youyan rubbed her back into her place, but Yu Yingying was still lying motionless on the table.

She heard everything, but didn't want to respond.

She felt Ren Xuxing's love, but she didn't dare to face such a thing that was called not doing her job, she was afraid that she would miss out if she didn't catch it, and she was afraid that she would be hindered by teachers and parents in the future, and it would become a big dream after all.

Afraid to come and go, Yu Yingying found that she was still looking forward to forming an intimate relationship with someone.

But in Yu Yingying's youth, in addition to guarding her comfort zone - only living in her familiar environment for a long time, and only socializing with people she is familiar with, most of the time, her heart is always full of anxiety.

The sweat sticking to the forehead and the embarrassing smell that can't be avoided, the crowd of people laughing and laughing, the spots and ordinary looks that always accompany them, and the teachers who dare not go to the podium and are always afraid......

She had always been anxious, always anticipating the worst for what was to come, just as she had long ago anxious that the home she had lived on was about to fall apart.

"It's a bad habit, but I really can't get rid of it."

"What did you say?"

Song Youya looked at Yu Yingying's back, the bottom of her ponytail was a little yellow and slit, and the collar of her school uniform was broken by something.

"I said, that novel is so abusive, you better not read it."

Yu Yingying straightened up, his eyes already swollen into a slit.

Song Youyan wanted to laugh a little, but she still held back.

"Lest I cry when I read a novel in a self-study class like last time, and I dare not make a sound, I can only hold my breath and sob."

was mentioned as a sad past, and Song Youya did not hesitate to give Yu Yingying a heavy punch.

"Ren Xu Xing said, don't leave after school at night, he has something to tell you."

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Yu Yingying's mood that finally calmed down instantly became up and down again.

It's also a bad problem to worry about your heart at every turn, and this must be corrected as soon as possible, otherwise you may get some heart disease in the future.

Yu Yingying thought of a bunch of messes, but forgot to respond to Song Youya's words.

"Yingying, if you don't want to, then I will immediately refuse Ren Xu Xing. He has already done such things, which is really unforgivable. ”

"Well, I'm going to scold him for you now."

Yu Yingying quickly grabbed Song Youya: "Didn't I tell you that this was a misunderstanding?" Even if everyone else believes it, how can even you believe it? ”

Her expression was really serious and painful, and Song Youya didn't dare to say anything more, and returned to her seat.

"That'...... Do you want to go home with him at night? ”

Song Youya always felt that something was wrong with Yu Yingying today, although her eyes were swollen, she didn't have the naΓ―ve energy she had before, but she was inexplicably a little afraid to approach.

"Yes, I have something to say to him."

seems to be a brisk sentence, but in fact, it is just the result of Yu Yingying's psychological construction in the morning.

The three words "Ren Xu Xing" suddenly became a flower blooming in the corner in Yu Yingying's gray world.

She has always been timid and timid, but she also wants to hold on tightly to this bouquet of flowers in her life.

"I suddenly realized that I liked him."

Song Youya was busy looking for the test paper just now, and she didn't hear Yu Yingying's words clearly.

She looked up, but her head slammed against the table. It was only when her head was buzzing that she realized what Yu Yingying had said.

"Are you hallucinating or am I deaf?"

"No, no, no!" Song Youya was so anxious that she couldn't speak, "I mean, am I hallucinating or are you being taken away?" ”

"None of them."

Yu Yingying's serious expression and her swollen eyes were inexplicably a little funny.

"I found out I really liked him." She paused, "Before, I was always thinking about things and worrying about too many things. ”

"I know what you mean." Song Youyan suddenly became an afterthought, "I have long seen that the two of you are happy with each other, but you may not have had any experience in early love before, so it is naturally normal to be timid." ”

"What do you mean?"

"Huh? What does that mean? Song Youya was confused by the question.

"According to your meaning...... Yu Yingying asked herself, "The reason why Ren Xuxing is so active and so bold, is he surprised by early love before?" ”

"What kind of Qingqi brain circuit are you?"

Song Youya thought about it carefully: "I don't think it's impossible to do so, so I suggest you ask clearly." ”