"So this letter is the fifty-second time you've written?"

Yu Yingying looked at the grass-crawling handwriting on the letterhead, and she really couldn't bear to look at it.

"Uh...... To be exact, it is. ”

When Ren Xuxing saw this letter, it was like seeing his own black history, but what came to his mind was still Yu Yingying, who was dressed plainly, brave and as fragile as a flower in junior high school.

"...... like poisoning"

He muttered to himself.

Yu Yingying didn't speak, at this time, except for using silence to hide her heartbeat, she really couldn't imagine any better way to deal with it.

No one had ever told her how to respond to the surging love of another person for herself.

It seems that the simple words "I like you too" are not enough to sum up her feelings.

"Ren Xu Xing."

But if she doesn't respond, it seems that she is so unkind.

"I like you too."

"What?"

Ren Xu Xingne, who was still immersed in his previous emotions, raised his head and looked at Yu Yingying, and there seemed to be a surge in his eyes.

"I said, I like you too. In fact...... I've been running away from my own heart, I've always told myself that I'm not good or even worthy of being loved by others, but you always tell me with your actions that I'm not as bad as I think I am. ”

Ren Xu Xing was stunned in place, there seemed to be a drum rumbling in his heart, and he suddenly felt that the moment in front of him was probably the most beautiful and abundant moment in his life.

Her eyes were as timid and stubborn as when they first met, but now there was an unstoppable firmness and sincerity, Ren Xu Xing listened to her tell her word by word, the passage of time was incomparably ruthless in his eyes, and he wished to let time stay in this moment forever.

When he was seventeen years old, in the two hours when he crossed more than 30 kilometers just to see her, in the days and nights when he didn't want to forget her, and in the three years when he didn't dare to approach after her......

This is a flower on the way of his life, a flower that was watered by his heart and finally bloomed in his life.

"In fact, I have never been ready to face the matter of love, in my shallow cognition, love is a not very beautiful thing and will deteriorate. I thought so until that moment. ”

"But I don't want to deceive myself anymore, I don't want to punish myself for the mistakes of others for believing in something I've never been personally exposed to, and I don't want to simply discard everything I think is good, as adults say. Ren Xu Xing, I like you. ”

Yu Yingying had never said such a long thing in one breath, she had always been clumsy and not good at words, and even always said the wrong thing and did the wrong thing, but just now, she felt as if she was shrouded in a divine aura, even in a scene that she had never expected, she was able to express her emotions so fluently and clearly.

In front of Ren Xuxing, she is finally no longer the dumb person who is speechless, she is the most complete and true self, so she is fearless.

"When I first saw you, you seemed to be wearing this dress as well."

Yu Yingying lowered her head and smiled, and Ren Xuxing felt that her whole body was glowing.

"School uniforms? I...... I didn't get my uniform yet. ”

When the two of them get along, it is usually Yu Yingying who is stammering, but now it is Ren Xu Xing's turn to say something unfavorable.

"I said you wear this dress inside, why do you always wear white? Could it be that I have read too many online novels and feel that I am the male protagonist in the youth campus text? ”

Ren Xu Xing let out a quick short laugh: "Isn't it because of your casual remarks in junior high school?" ”

"Me?"

"That's right. At that time, you were the class leader of our class, and when I was transferred to the back position, I often didn't do my homework. ”

"One time when you came to the back to collect your homework, I was the only one in that area and I wasn't sleeping, so you walked up to me and said......"

Ren Xu Xing suddenly pinched his throat and learned the way Yu Yingying spoke: "Classmate, what about your homework?" If you don't pay it, you won't have a chance. ”

"I see that you look white and clean in white clothes, and you look weird, you must have done your homework."

Yu Yingying was so amused by Ren Xu Xing's vivid learning that he couldn't straighten his waist: "So, did you hand in your homework later?" ”

Ren Xu Xing shook his head and said unashamedly: "No, I am wearing white clothes and looking good, how can I hand in my homework easily." Of course I'm going to have to tease you and make you push me more. ”

"Who knew that you turned around and left later, without urging me a word."

"What, you're still sorry?"

Yu Yingying lifted the broken hair that covered her eyes, and felt that this scene had a feeling like being in a painting.

This moment would be forever.

Until many years later, Yu Yingying stood alone in her current position, still the same sky, the same rooftop, even if the air was filled with the smell of freedom, she still felt empty, as if she had lost something.

What she wants is for Ren Xuxing to be by her side all the time, to occupy her air and time, and to become an indispensable part of her life.

"Of course it's a pity, I didn't know you earlier, I couldn't accompany you earlier, of course I'm sorry. If I could do it all over again, I would definitely be braver, so that we would have a lot more memories together. ”

"It's not too late from now."

When Ren Xu Xing heard her words, he took her hand with some excitement.

Who knows whether Yu Yingying is still dodging.

"Ahem...... But puppy love is still not right. Our focus now should be on learning, we can show our hearts to each other, and we can agree to go to the same city, but we just can't fall in love. ”

"But a lot of people are in early love."

Ren Xu Xing's hand paused in the air, and his tone was very aggrieved.

"There are several pairs of ...... in our class"

Yu Yingying stiffened her face: "Early love is not right. If it is discovered by classmates, it will be ridiculed at most; But if it is discovered by teachers and parents, it will be a shame and a big loss. ”

"If you don't learn well at a young age, it's useless. When the time comes, parents and teachers take turns bombarding, and I can't stand it. ”

Ren Xuxing still didn't want to give up: "But if we like each other, we should be together." And you're still a year older than me, if we're not sure about the relationship, and when you go to college and fall in love with another man, then what should I do! ”