"What did you say?"

Ren's mother was just about to have a seizure, and she was caught off guard by the great change in his attitude towards the eighteen bends of the mountain road.

"I said everything was my fault, I was nervous just now, I was ghosted, you don't have to take my words to heart."

When facing the elders who should be respected, children are always the ones who are ignorant and ignorant. Instead of dwelling on people and things that can't be changed, it's better to learn to be confused and tactful, as long as there are fewer disputes, life is still happy.

"But why do I think what you just said is from your heart?"

"Whether it's or not, my opinions and ideas don't really matter that much. After all, you are my mother, everything is based on 'good for me', how can there be anything wrong? ”

Ren Xuxing's words made her embarrassed, even if she was a fool, she could hear that this was a backword.

Today's weather was already gloomy, and the two walked through the alley for a while, and a light rain accompanied by a long silence fell.

"I remember when I gave birth to you, it was also raining like this. I was always looking forward to what you would look like and what you would become in the future. ”

Ren Xu Xing listened to the sound of rain in his ears, but when he looked at her, he felt that she was so strange.

The familiar woman in front of her, like most women in their forties, worked hard to make a living on weekdays and never knew how to take care of her face. She pinned the first half of her life on one man, and the second half of her life on another man, and she was always expecting others in her life, so she was pitiful and hateful.

But Ren Xuxing won't hate her, she loves to be a little amorous at most.

"For more than ten years, I have been doing what you ask."

He said this with a clear conscience.

"I know I'm uneducated, even though you two are honest every day, in fact, you are watching my jokes behind your back."

The rain was getting heavier, and Ren Xu Xing was a little worried about Yu Yingying.

"Mom, it's okay, let's go home first, don't we all catch a cold in a while."

Ren Xu Xing hugged her shoulders, and Ren's mother's anger suddenly disappeared by half.

What he said was "we", which shows that her son still has her mother in his heart, after all, her most precious thing is this son, and what she is most afraid of in this life is that she will not get all the love of her son.

She worked hard and even gave up everything to raise him, and she should put her first in his heart.

"Son, you are your mother's only hope, you must fight for your anger and be a productive person in the future, so that no one dares to look down on us anymore."

Ren Xuxing wanted to ask her if the people she said about "looking down" on them were real people, or if she had imagined them out of thin air.

But he didn't come to this world voluntarily, and raising him was just an instinct and conscience of the husband and wife, so should he be grateful to them, and even use every step of his life as a bargaining chip to compare with others?

“......”

He raised his arm to help her keep out the rain, and he only felt that this was his filial piety as a son of man.

Ren Xu Xing was silent for a long time, and he didn't say a word until he stood at the door of his house.

"Mom, don't worry. I won't let you down. ”

He still couldn't express his thoughts truthfully. Maybe it's not a bad thing for people to live a little confused.

It wasn't until two years later, when he looked back, that he realized how stupid he had been.

Life is all about moving in the unknown direction in such trivial little things one after another.

Ren Xuxing and Yu Yingying still adhere to the friendship between the two, tacitly leaving a strong mark in each other's youth.

When I was a student, I was just entangled in what to eat for dinner, worried about a few questions that I couldn't solve in the exam, if there were a few friends around me who could talk to him, and there was a person who planned for his future, Yu Yingying couldn't imagine what else to regret about such a youth.

She deeply felt the kindness of the people around her, her friend and the boy were not stingy in expressing their love at the moment, although she was still afraid of the crowd, but life was always good.

The winter in the north came quickly, and before I had time to prepare, there were already many students in the class who had a fever because of a cold, and Yu Yingying was one of them.

"Teacher, I'm so weak that I feel cold no matter how thick the clothes are."

Yu Yingying slept at Sunset's house the night before, the quilt covered at night was a little thin, and her landlord didn't know why there was no charcoal, so she was frozen unclear.

When I came in the morning, I changed clothes with Sunset in high spirits, and in the afternoon I was groggy and almost fainted.

But she is still in a very good mood, after all, this heavenly holiday is about to happen on the day of the monthly exam.

"I'll see."

There is a small sun in Mr. Cui's office, and there is a row of sweet potatoes on it.

She looked at Yu Yingying's somewhat red and swollen face and touched her forehead.

"It seems that there is a little fever, you should go home and rest quickly."

Yu Ying greeted the signed fake slip and walked out of the office with vague steps.

"Signed?"

Song Youya waited outside the office, looking expectant.

"Hmm."

Yu Yingying's steps were no longer vain, his eyes were also bright, and his smile bloomed on his pale face.

"Signed, I'll go back and pack my things and go home now."

Before Yu Ying ushered in the office, he forced himself to cry two lines of tears, and wiped his eyes vigorously with a tissue.

"You look skilled."

Song Youyan teased her.

"Well, practice makes perfect."

Yu Yingying doesn't want to think about how many test papers she has to do when she comes back, anyway, there are so many test papers, and the teacher can't finish it, and it's the same thing whether to do it or not.

"Welcome! Welcome! ”

Ren Xuxing heard that Yu Yingying was sick, and he didn't care about anything to avoid suspicion, so he ran directly into their class from the back door with a thermos cup.

"Why are you here?"

Yu Yingying only stuffed the snacks she hadn't eaten into her schoolbag, so she packed up quickly, and she had already carried her schoolbag and was ready to leave.

The surrounding classmates complained about the cruelty of the school, and some people were discussing how to take leave.

As soon as Ren Xu Xing walked over, all the sounds disappeared.

"Are you not feeling well? Would you like to drink some hot water? ”

Yu Yingying found out that his water cup was taken away by him at some point.

"You poured my milk tea?"

Yu Yingying opened the water cup, leaving only a faint fragrance of milk tea.

Ren Xu Xing was ashamed: "That kind of thing is not good for the body, you are a person who loves health so much, you won't even know this." ”