Chapter 20: Dreams
The thoughts in his mind grew stranger and stranger, until he was already blushing with shame.
Secretly thinking about other girls' girls is naturally a villain's behavior, and he is not a gentleman. But doesn't the book also say that my fair lady and gentleman are good, so what you think and think, as long as it doesn't violate etiquette, shouldn't it be nothing?
Anyway, Brother Ji can't see it, if she really sees it, then she will admit it generously, and there is nothing to be embarrassed about.
Well, that's it.
Thinking of this, he felt in a good mood, so he went back to his room to rest, but when he fell asleep, he began to dream.
He dreamed that he was kicked to the ground and scattered, and Chengyun, dressed in women's clothes, held a sharp sword in his hand, protected him in front of him, drove them all away, and handed him his hand, and said majestically: "Man, wander the world with this woman!" ”
He immediately stretched out his hand tremblingly, lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, and looked obedient: "The little man thanked the hero." The hero saved the little man, and the little man had nothing to repay, but he was willing to make a promise! ”
It stands to reason that there should be some red-faced episodes in the future, but he saw that Brother Ji changed his face, and his voice came indifferently: "You? What's in it for you to make me accept you? ”
What's in it for me? Luo Huai searched his intestines and thought about it for a long time, and finally said: "The little man can do laundry and cook, and he can beat his back and pour tea... That's right! I can still copy books, I can teach children to read, I can make money! ”
When Brother Ji heard this, he frowned and smiled: "Oh? It seems that you are a good husband and son-in-law, and you are not bad, so it will be in my account. ”
Just as he was cheering, he saw dozens of men and women appearing out of thin air behind him, all of whom raised their arms and shouted the words "Wife's Master" to Brother Ji, looking pious.
He woke up from his dream in an instant, touched his eyes, and found that tears were pouring out.
Brother Ji shouldn't really eat both men and women, right? It was rumored that she went to the Qinglou before, although he felt that this kind of behavior was shameful, but after all, he had been helped by others, and Brother Ji was indeed a good person, he was not willing to deny all of him because of a certain point of a person.
It's just that now that I think about it, as a woman, she may really have some strange habits.
Yes! That's not going to work! He Luo Huai has always been a face-saving person, self-esteem and self-love, and will never be low-minded to others!
If Brother Ji is really like this, then he can only leave, although he is very reluctant...
He was immersed in his imagination, and Chengyun on the other side was tormented by the high heat.
Seeing Luo Huai suddenly just now made her a little nervous, and she couldn't help but worry about whether he would find out his secret. But it's unlikely that this will happen, after all, he will lie back soon, and he shouldn't be able to see anything.
Left and right, I didn't expect him to come in like this, although it was out of good intentions, but he always felt a little dangerous.
It's just that if he really knows, then he can only use the Huairou policy, or kill him directly, but Luo Huai has no ability now, even if he says such a thing, he will only be considered a fool by others, and it has no real impact.
I'm not necessarily a good person, but I don't want to be a bad person, and I don't want to kill people who don't deserve to die. He can't pose a threat now, so why wait?
Maybe it's because I'm a little nervous, and I feel uncomfortable all over my body, but I feel like it's stopped. At first, it was just a headache, and even when I closed my eyes, it was as if I saw stars in front of me, but then it became a pain all over my body, and I kept sweating, and the whole quilt was soaked.
She didn't dare to lift the quilt, for fear that she would catch a cold, so she could only endure that her whole body was wrapped in a wet quilt, which was a very uncomfortable feeling, and the objects on her body seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, but she couldn't take them off.
After tossing and turning for a long time, she couldn't sleep. I want to reach out for water to drink, but on the one hand, the water should be cold, on the other hand, the distance is a little far, and it is too cold outside, I am afraid that it will make the disease worse.
She had no choice but to hold back the burning throat and try to calm herself.
But the more I tried to meditate, the more I couldn't be still. She tried to imagine that the lover of her dreams hugged her, and the person's body was cold, making her feel very comfortable.
Who is this man? Well, it's herself. She hugged herself with her hands behind her back, mimicking the presence of others, and even this false warmth made her feel a lot more comfortable.
Tossed all night, I don't know how long it took for her to fall asleep.
She had one dream after another, each of which was something she had experienced in her childhood, the angry faces of her father and mother seemed to be still close in front of her, her brother who was not a weapon was still drinking and eating meat, and even in her dreams, she was still the girl in fear.
Fortunately, I escaped quickly, otherwise I would have ended up with them. Of course, this is thanks to the brother who didn't make it, if it weren't for him, how could he have come to this day?
It is naturally very difficult for a woman to walk as a man, just like now, her usual appearance is the biggest trouble. I originally planned to bring a basin to solve it secretly in the corner of the wall, but I unexpectedly found that there was a partition in the thatched pit of the Ministry of Rites.
However, those men didn't have to squat when they unhooked their hands, but they needed to, so they could only pick when there was no one, but occasionally bumped into a person, and they said that they had an uncomfortable stomach.
Even so, she was still so frightened every time she went out to Gong that she didn't even dare to drink more water. Under such circumstances, she was on fire all day long, and there was a lot of foaming in her mouth.
Besides, it will catch up with the menstrual event, this month has not yet come, but it should be these two days, and at that time, the whole day of the menstrual belt has to be glued to the body, especially now that it is almost summer, and it is getting hotter and hotter day by day, and at that time, I don't know how uncomfortable it is.
She hated the feeling of blood gushing out suddenly, it was an uncontrollable force that made her feel excited, so there was a heat under her, followed by an eruption like a flood.
Fortunately, the clothes here are blue, and when I put on black trousers, no one can see it, but the blood is secretly flowing, and it will clump if I can't say it, or because the menstrual belt has been used for too long, it seeps out and flows all over the legs. At that time, there will inevitably be a smell of blood on the body, and if there is a person with a smart nose, he may still be able to smell it.