Chapter 46: Zhang Chong and Chen Fengna

The next few days.

Li Chen has been watching classics, making up for the changes in the world in the past 30 years, and carefully looking at the views of many young people on themselves, life, marriage, friendship, and the future at the turn of the times.

He has read the stories of one person after another, looking at life and death, looking at the deep meaning of love, and looking at the short love of paper.

———— "In the 2nd year of the New Upper Realm (the 2nd year of the establishment of the Meteoric Ink Villa), I decided to leave the Holy Dynasty Chang'an (Kyoto City, the former Terran in the world of the Ghost Cave), and my best friend Chen Fengna sent me out of the city.

Chen Fengna asked me to say something, what she meant was that after so many years of friends, you have a difficult future to predict, and you have to leave something behind.

Chen Fengna and I, born without a father or mother, have known each other for a long time, although they have taken different paths later, but they think that their friendship has not changed.

I asked Chen Fengna: Do you want to listen to me about the past or the future?

Chen Fengna said it's okay, as long as you don't damage me, otherwise your mouth is too bad.

I said that probably can't be, because I usually only hurt people.

She said that no matter how poor she is, she will kick you, I said that I know that your feet are big, and I also know that your feet are smelly, not to mention kicking, and the smoke is also smoked to death.

She was silent.

Personally, I think we talked fairly peacefully.

It's a rare time in years to chat quietly with each other.

For decades, we walked and stopped on our respective paths, intersecting on and off, but never really interrupted. Our paths are different, so there will always be times when we can't see each other.

When I can't see her, I occasionally think of her, and in the busy, boiled frog-like life, it is actually a rare thing to think of someone who has not crossed paths for a long time. When I think of her, then at least one thing is that she is important to me.

Because some friends, especially old friends who have been through a lot of things, you think of her as easily as eating and drinking. If you have such a person, I think you will always understand that this is not the same as a lover. We are very serious, maintaining this rare, family-like friendship in the midst of contradictions and connections.

The last memory I remember of her was a winter a few years ago, when it was snowing, I braved the snow to go out and pack a little snowman for her (although snow is nothing to a practitioner, but I have to express how difficult it was for me to do this), I still remember the appearance of that snowman, because the snowman was so ugly, so ugly that I still dare not tell her, in fact, the prototype of the snowman is her.

In fact, having said all this, there is nothing tear-jerking, I just want to express one thing.

Past, present, or future; The road of a person's life will be very long, and the crossroads they pass through will meet many people.

There is always such a junction, when it is dark, suddenly a faint light is lit, and under the light stands a vague, deep shadow, she will tell you: don't be afraid, where the light is, I will be there.

In fact, the above is all nonsense, and I don't feel that it is enough to express that I am a very talkative young man.

There is only one thing I want to say: Chen Fengna, in those days, I once walked through a dark and narrow narrow alley, and the pain of life and death had begun to appear at the entrance of the alley, and you were the light that let me walk through that narrow alley.

The darkness can be forgotten, the light cannot be forgotten.

We are old friends.

This is an old friend I want to mention again, even if we haven't crossed paths for a long time, but we will never forget.

In the 2nd year of the new upper realm (the 2nd year of the establishment of the Meteoric Ink Villa), I left Chang'an, and I want to tell you like this: May you be as bright as ever and happy. ”

Li Chen looked at this page for a long time, because many figures flashed in his heart with these words, but for some reason, they all seemed to be different from the friendship between the two people in this article.

······

······

Turning the next page, it is still this article named Zhang Chong, but this article is written after a lapse of twenty-four years:

"Chen Fengna and I are two people who have rarely seen each other for more than 20 years, but they have always been close to each other.

We chatted at the beginning of the twilight sunset, and got drunk in the cold moonlit eyes.

On that day, in fact, what I wanted to tell Chen Fengna the most was: In the past few years, without the support of relatives and friends around me, I couldn't see the light when I was walking alone in the dark, and I was really sad.

But that day, the moment I saw you, I suddenly felt so warm. ”

Li Chen continued to look at the friendship that was still maintained through the two worlds, he didn't understand what this friendship represented, but at this moment, the text seemed to be unable to distinguish whether it was friendship or the relationship between men and women:

"In fact, we actually talked about it: in this world, no matter what kind of relationship, there is always an end in the end. I wondered, what would I say if our friendship was really going to freeze at some point?

What is Friendship? Friendship is: I have secretly thanked you countless times.

Because I have hidden myself in the narrow corner of the shadows of the night countless times, countless times I can no longer love the world, countless times I gnaw on the pain in my heart and do not want to look up.

But at a certain moment, I remembered every time we reunited after a long absence, every time we talked sincerely about the past, the people we had seen on the road, and every honest wish for each other's distant future.

We let each other feel the world, even if it is a little bit more beautiful. If one day, all the past friendships between us will be frozen:

I hope that you will get a share of every extra bit of beauty in this world. I hope that if there is still love in this world that is divided into countless pieces, you can get one more point.

And I hope you will always remember: the fireworks in this world, a pawn of a peddler, a point of luxury, and a point of love between men and women. The remaining seven points are all due to the friendship between each of us and the world.

As usual, in the 26th year of the new upper realm (the 26th year of the establishment of the Meteorite Mountain Villa), I will give you a sentence: "If the world has made you go through many twists and turns, I still wish you happiness and brightness." ”

Li Chen's gaze fell on the lower right corner, and there were only a few words on it, which made him silent for a long time.

- The author, Zhang Chong, died in the 27th year of the New Upper Realm (the 27th year of the establishment of the Meteoric Ink Villa), and died of severe poison (poisoning was three years ago).

The character in the article, Chen Fengna, died six days later.

"The content of this chapter is not a momentary interest, it is a character that I have wanted to join for a long time, but it's a pity that it's become a little abrupt now, this is my problem."