Chapter 158: My Master Is Him (Part II)

"Of course, you are a very good person now, and you may be deficient in small things, but it is also a great thing that you do not have to be whipped by your own conscience in your great virtues.

Of course, I'm not saying that I'm lacking virtue now, think about it carefully, if I really have a mistake in this life and kill a good person, then I will be willing to suffer retribution in the future, and I want to thank you, since you have been telling myself all the time: no matter what I have done, what mistakes I have made, I will never evade the responsibility, even if I die.

This thank-you doesn't seem appropriate, just because it's like my boasting, though I don't mean it.

I suddenly wondered, if you could actually see it, would you want to ask me something?

Are you doing what that person hopes for you, leading the demon clan to prosperity?

Maybe it's half done, just talking about the demon clan you mentioned, it should be thousands of times stronger now than it was back then; It's just a pity, I know what you want to ask more is, whether that person's hope has been achieved.

I don't know how to answer you about this matter, after all, there is a popular saying in the world recently, called spoiler death**.

After thinking about it, I decided to tell you this: I once heard people say that no wish in this world is forever, and what is it like? It's like if you suddenly want to eat watermelon when the weather is hot today, and suddenly want to eat corn when the weather is cold tomorrow, and you ask your subordinates to look for them, and the subordinates only think that you really want to eat them, and then you find out later that what you like is to tell others.

I'm sorry to say this as awkwardly as possible, probably because I've been reading too many weird scripts lately, but you don't think I'm giving up on myself by doing this, I just don't want you to be disappointed in me.

A person's biggest failure is never the disappointment or blame of any outsider for you, but the fact that one day you suddenly start to examine yourself, only to find that you have already given up on yourself.

In this matter, it has nothing to do with the intimacy of anyone around you, just because you move forward, you must not rely entirely on the support of others in your heart.

Your heart holds up a frame that has always been self-sustaining.

Those relatives and friends, and even enemies, can only be your flesh and blood, you should know what I said, it doesn't matter if the flesh and blood are gone, just have a backbone.

Finally, I'll give you a look at some of the best short stories I've seen lately, and maybe a paragraph.

I may not know you well, but in terms of my own shortcomings, time has passed, and I can be a little emotional, I just hope they can help you somewhat. ”

β€”β€”β€”β€” received news this afternoon that a friend had unfortunately died, and his parents were still there, and his wife and newborn child were also lonely.

For a while, I had mixed feelings, and I couldn't talk about it.

In the words of a recent very popular passage, I once heard people mention that life is bumpy all the way, old people resign, and new friends meet. No matter what position he has had with you in the past, there is always someone else to take his place. But you always hope that the old friends are still there, and the friendship still exists.

I always feel that life is full of light, and that is because I always feel that anyone around me is a candle flame, and they give me warmth and light.

This is also the meaning of being a social animal.

Now, the candle that represents him is extinguished.

I don't know, who will live forever because of his departure.

I said that I was very angry, I didn't think about my life and death, but I just thought about all kinds of things, I ate and drank with him a few years ago, bragging and laughing, just like last night, and like today.

In this way, I was shocked to realize that a thousand words after death are not as good as a greeting before death.

I can only pray that if he can have an afterlife, I hope that he will be a carefree person like this life again, and live a long life.

If not, I hope he will bless his wife and children with a smooth life in the future.

β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” light is a little dim today.

The sun in the evening has lost its edge, just like life in the scorching of time, and the last days will always become calmer than all the times in the past.

I remember last year and now I'm still in the Nether.

In a trance, it was like something that had happened a long time ago, thanks to the blessing of His Highness, I didn't suffer much from the lower realm to the upper realm.

In the same evening, the long streets of the Holy Pilgrimage are crowded with pedestrians.

The same twilight of the sun, the vague figures in the stirring and wandering mist, and the moonlight that will not rise overhead.

In the same gentle breeze, there is the low aroma of the wind blowing grass outside the city, and there is a soft and warm whisper that is indistinguishable.

Today, they have all receded and vanished.

At this moment, I have come to the upper realm, in this city very close to the mountain villa, as soon as the evening bell rings, the noise outside swarms in, like pieces of muffled thunder that has been dismantled and rubbed in at random, exploding in my ears.

I looked up at the window.

Time is, the white horse passes by, like waking up from a dream.

dreamed of returning to Chang'an, full of tears.

β€”β€”β€”β€”It was dark at night, and I came to a cross street, and there were very few people on the streets of the city.

This phenomenon is really strange to say, everyone has obviously practiced, and there is actually no difference between day and night, but every time it is late at night, it seems that everyone disappears in an instant.

I didn't think about it, I just remembered the many people I saw along the way.

I've heard people say that there is no time in this world, that time is just a concept imagined by human beings, and that everything happens at this moment, of course, I've heard that those great practitioners can really feel time, but I don't know why, I always prefer the former statement.

Thinking about it this way, all of us live in a narrow space where there is no time.

Although the world is big, you can only live in this country, this city, or even in a fixed office.

We are all poor people living in a cramped space.

For intelligent beings, love is one of the important parts of life.

But in detail, I always felt that it was nothing more than a tragedy.

I've seen a lot of good-looking people, and I've seen them smile smartly, and I've seen that no matter how beautiful a woman is, she must not be so good-looking when she picks her nose.

The reason why a moment's heartbeat can be extended to the future is just because in the next period of time, two people who are attracted to each other will show their best side to each other.

After a period of time, due to the memory function, the relationship between the two people is not only the heartbeat of that moment, but also the reluctance caused by the extension of memory.

Even so, there are still countless cheating people in this world every day. Because they (they) feel a certain moment in someone other than their spouse, who thinks he is excited.

This kind of motivation is mostly because of appearance, because of money, because of status, because of the cultivation realm, because of the ability to bring security or attraction to another person in a certain aspect.

In this way, love is only a matter of that moment. When this heartbeat extension gradually disappears, the so-called love is just a piece of.

Besides, wisdom and money divide everyone into countless grades, and most of the words I call brain-dead are the fate between commoners and the rich.

That's because everyone knows that in this case, the probability is extremely low, and this is called drama.

The same grade, the same level, the same amount of money, the same so-called conversation literacy, and the same location can trigger the fate of two people.

So, don't say anything about the fate that two people can meet in the huge world.

That's just because you are both about the same poor or rich, and the difference in realm doesn't seem to be too much, and you happen to live in two similar circles, and then you can have such an encounter.

β€”β€”β€”β€” so-called morbid atmosphere in this world is mostly the amplification of human desires.

Even in other words, desire is human nature, and self-control is what we need to cultivate, the so-called literacy.

This sentence is also a certain point of view in a certain "Thick Black Studies", I didn't understand it at the time, but now I think it is true.

Here in love, I have seen too much, and I have experienced a lot of separation and integration, although I often feel guilty about everyone.

But the mistake is by no means my own fault.

I once thought about marrying someone, not just the Chen Ru I never forget, but every girl I have taken seriously.

But it's a pity that for various reasons, I still didn't take the next road.

I've said many times that each of us has our own path to take, and we may meet another person at a certain intersection and then walk the same path, and unfortunately you walk for a while and then you separate.

That's just because the road is different, and there's no need to keep thinking about it.

The above words are objective and consistently useless chicken soup for the soul.

Because people's memory is too strong, especially when it comes to dealing with pain.

Pain makes it impossible to forget a person, and many times, you remember him only because of the pain, not because of love.

Moreover, love itself is a human imagination, something that does not necessarily exist like time.

It may just be a concept put forward by human beings after they have wisdom, or it can be an extension of the mating of males and females, which is more gentrified.

It's like eating garlic and drinking coffee.

The same is eating, and most coffee drinkers will feel that eating garlic is not good.

β€”β€”β€”β€” mentioned many times in His Highness's wild history, the surprise brought to me about the capital of the Holy Dynasty was huge.

I seldom could have imagined that there would be a city like this city, where every part of it would have an antique feel, whether it was the ancient architectural style that was often interspersed with buildings, or the dense and deep trees on both sides, or the paths that suddenly slanted through them, they were hidden in some corner of the city, and they would blow you by surprise when you came to them.

Many hardness and indifference in the bottom of my heart suddenly felt much softer for a while.

I once told a girl I loved that if there was to be a beautiful reunion, it would be a fresh and humid breeze, a yellowish afterglow of the sunset, and a quiet or ambiguous atmosphere on a path.

Now, this kind of scene that once appeared in the imagination has come to life.

I once read a book in which only the capital of the Holy Dynasty was given the word romance to the city.

This kind of romance, from the moment I entered the city, has been overwhelmingly enthusiastic.

When a city is better than you can imagine, then the city will not disappoint most people.

So far.

β€”β€”β€”Today is my last day in the capital.

Or is it more appropriate to talk about the many experiences after seeing the capital, or the mood.

In the past two days, I have tried to write about what I have seen and heard in this city every night, but I am afraid that I will not remember too many things on the day I leave, so by this time, I can not say much.

Along the way, large and small cities or mountain gates, only the capital city left the most profound impression on my heart.

The small flaws I said yesterday have all been soothed today. Most of the friends here are actually hospitable, they are gentle, and they always have a happy smile on their faces.

I didn't go to any famous attractions today, just because I suddenly found that in this city full of scenery, you can always see beautiful pictures like murals that shock your heart.

Tomorrow morning I will leave, and as I am leaving, I will suddenly feel a little reluctant in my heart.

This city makes me feel intimate, whether it is the scenery or the people, there is a kind of enthusiasm to open your mind to meet you.

Maybe I'll come back in the future, or maybe I won't have a chance to come back in the future.

But the harmonious scenery of the capital should always be in my heart.

I'm going to Jinling tomorrow, and I'm going to clean up my mood.

β€”β€”β€”β€” in Jinling.

In the morning.

I went out at the morning clock, and my destination was very clear, to see the famous Dongcheng promenade in Qingdao, where it was rumored that His Royal Highness Ye Shi revealed his identity and began to expel the monsters.

I have to say that the human beings' ability to transform the city here is really first-class, and the originally simple realm has now become synonymous with romance, just because of the existence of that highness, after all, now that highness is called the upper realm and is the closest person to the immortal.

The Dongcheng promenade is located in a half-slope position, the slope is not high, but the buildings on the left and right are very distinctive.

The restaurants on both sides can see many ethnic groups coming and going, and the combination of these restaurants and the distant road is also a very beautiful scenery. It does feel like a prelude to entering a sacred romantic place.

I walked all the way down the street until I could see countless lovers snuggling up to each other in the square.

For a person who is sensual, when many happy smiling faces appear in front of him, the impact of this scene is not as shocking as those ghostly landscapes in nature; At this moment, outside the Dongcheng promenade, the dappled sunlight under the shadows of the tall trees on the near side, the breeze blowing the long veil slowly in the distance, and the couple standing in front of the photographer, who are about to go through their lives to the death. At that moment, I hid in the shadows, looking at their overlapping shadows in the sun, and suddenly felt that even the scorching sun had a strange tenderness.

I stood there for a long time, then turned around, and suddenly saw a wooden sign in the shadow behind me, on which was a sentence that hit my heart, "Not everyone knows the meaning of time, not everyone knows how to cherish it, there is no fate of separation and aging in this world, only the heart that is willing to love and unwilling to love." ”

β€”β€”β€”β€” there are many problems that cannot be investigated, they are bottomless potholes in life, soft and strange swamps, and they fall into it after struggling to pursue them. When they are deep, fear and helplessness rush into their hearts, they drive away the light, only sighing in the darkness, people, really fragile creatures.

Man is, of course, a fragile creature, and when he is trapped in a swamp of confusion and struggles, looking at everything around him in confusion and fear, he cannot get out all day, all day long, even for life.

The night slowly descended under the call of time and starlight, and people watched the meteors stand firm and tremble and row into the sky, and people's puzzled voices lingered in the corners: "If time goes back, what can we catch?" ”

The reverberations of those voices are the fragility of human nature, and once they swim into the human heart from the air that fills the social space, it means that one day the human heart will be exhausted. No matter how strong and fat the body is, the spirit is always atrophiing.

There are many things in life that are in vain, no matter how much contemplation, no matter how passionate tears, no matter how remorseful sighs, there is nothing but the dripping and tumult of the passage of time.

For thousands of years, the understanding of the world, human beings have become clearer and clearer, life is getting better and better, and even with the wealth that was once unimaginable, but after having it, people are more confused, it seems that life is not just life.

Life is an extremely heavy topic, when it is jerky and obscure in front of people's eyes, people look at him, and a series of questions that the saints fear are placed in people's hearts, and even in everyone's hearts, it forces people to be noble, people are crazy.

As a result, it broke countless boundaries, gave birth to giants, and also gave birth to villains, giants are still rising, villains are still looking for corners to be buried.

Most of the sects in the β€”β€”β€”β€” Upper Realm are rich in idiots, and the probability of this abundance is comparable to the victory rate of His Highness in battle, and this kind of idiocy is gradually mutating in the changes of the times, not only idiots but also eating in vain.

Fortunately, even if the first sect could not kill all the small sects in the encirclement and suppression back then, there would always be some remnants of human nature under the strangulation of those sects. I once saw a certain passage at a certain time and place: "We have nothing to do in the sect all day long except hoeing and doing chores, so we can only do one thing by the way when we are hoeing and doing chores, and those female cultivators have nothing to do, so we can only do this one thing to do." ”

This sentence seems to me to mean that there is nothing left of human nature except for the attraction between males and females.

I've always lived by a quote that I thought was brilliant enough when I had a flash of inspiration one day: "People always need some purpose to support their beliefs, whether it is ideals, whether interests or something else." It's all spiritual comfort. If, one day, the belief unfortunately collapses without the support of the purpose, the only way to do it is to find some time, find some space, drink Mencius, and her mother-in-law's soup and start again. I must have the greatest regret for His Royal Highness in this matter, because I heard that he drank a lot of Meng Po soup, so that the current Huangquan Road does not want him at all, so people like him, even if they want to start again, there is no way at all. ”

I had a perfect blend of ideals and interests to support my beliefs, and I decided to practice hard and start a sect two thousand years later. But unfortunately, one day I found out that all the sect masters of the small and medium-sized sects in the upper realm thought this way at the beginning, but in the end, they often became bad guys. Such fierce competition discouraged me.

I have always looked at the street lamps in the dark and hesitated, because the night gave me black eyes, but I have always hesitated to use them to roll my eyes to the world, or to look for the underworld, or the light that millions of people dream of.