Sang Li took a deep breath, he never understood why the heroine in idol dramas was always moved to tears because of a small thing the male protagonist did.

She felt that they were hypocritical, even weak.

But when she was there, she found that people's feelings are very complicated.

A moment ago, she still wanted Ye Juan to shut up and stop pestering her to talk, but the next second, she began to blush, blaming herself for being like a witch and daring to be bored with the little prince

She lowered her head with sour eyes, as if she finally realized the special nature of the teenager at this moment.

Although he loves to be angry and likes to find all kinds of reasons to annoy her, he always appears by her side at the first time, keenly aware of her small emotions, and approaches her in his own way to protect her.

Sang Li once felt that she might never be able to like someone like her crush on Lu Hanchuan at the beginning, because the bets on life were always too little, and she didn't dare to let go of someone easily.

But on this cool summer night, she still couldn't help but redden.

Looking at the young man's clear and sincere eyes, he felt the preference of being put on the tip of his heart.

He had always favored her, though he had always been so naïve.

It makes her feel immature and makes her disgusted with too much trouble.

But he is also warm, attentive, lovely, full of tenderness and smiles.

"Mulberry carp-" Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, the young man panicked a little, "What's wrong with you?" Don't you like to hear this from me? I just want you to get better, I ...... I ......"

He was a little incoherent, and raised his hand to touch her shoulder, but he did not dare to act rashly, for fear that she would be even more impatient with him.

“…… No. The girl's voice was a little buzzy, and she pretended to be calm, "Why did you suddenly tell me this?" I wasn't prepared at all. ”

"If you want to say it, just say it," Ye Juan raised his hand and carefully touched her hair, "Sang Li, are you still angry with me?" ”

"What are you angry about?"

"Because I always ask you a lot of questions and then want you to coax me, so you're angry."

"I can stop asking those questions in the future, and I don't want you to coax me, I'm obedient, don't ignore me."

Sang Li was silent and did not speak for a long time.

The young man froze in place, thinking that she didn't want to be so close to her, so he stood up and wanted to go to the door, but he couldn't help but ask her, "Mulberry carp, do you hate me anymore?" ”

Even if she was impatient with him before, she would not show such irritable or even unhappy eyes, as if he had become a problem for her.

"Where are you going?" Hearing his footsteps, she raised her head, and there were still a little tears in her eyes, "You told me this kind of thing, and you want to leave?" ”

Ye Juan stood in place, looking at the tears on her eyelashes, and the whole person was stunned, "Mulberry carp...... You're crying. ”

Sang Li didn't pay attention to his stupid question, and looked at him quietly, looking directly into his eyes, as if he wanted to see into his heart.

Ye Juan was a little uncomfortable with her, and wanted to help her wipe her tears, but her hand was raised and put down.

He looked at her helplessly, "Sang Li, are you angry with me crying?" ”

"Why did you just say those things to me?" Sang Lili asked again.

"Because, I found out that Sang Li misses her mother," the boy replied in a low voice, as if he was afraid that she would be angry, "but I talked to Sang Li, and Sang Li did not answer." ”

"My mother in my memory is very warm and lovely, she was always very nice to me, she did a lot of things for me, and when I think about it, I feel warm and sad."

"I think the mulberry carp will be sad too, so I want to ...... Talk to you. ”

The young man's eyes did not dodge, only his distress and self-blame for her, "Sang Li, I will learn not to make trouble in the future, not to make you sad, can you ignore me?" ”

Sang Li didn't answer his question, "You come here." ”

Ye Juan was stunned and walked to her stupidly.

The girl sitting on the chair raised her hand and gently hugged his waist and buried her head in his arms.

Ye Juan didn't expect her to hug herself, a trace of shock crossed his eyes, he was stunned like a wooden chicken, and he didn't dare to move, for fear that it was just a dream.

However, the girl's embrace was so beautiful that he was apprehensive and secretly blushed.

He was vaguely aware of the change in her, and she seemed more real and lovely than before.

Because in the past, she would only show a casual expression in front of him, and even if she escaped death from another dimension, she did not shed a single tear.

Now, she actually cried in front of him.

Hamaki didn't dare to speak, for fear that as soon as she opened her mouth, it would destroy her sudden closeness.

"I blamed myself just now," Sang Li's voice sounded softly, "I found out that after I came to the imperial capital, I didn't go to visit my mother's grave again, I think she will be angry and don't like the way I am now." ”

Her mother pursued freedom and liked to live a life of freedom and peace with what came her way.

No matter what kind of difficulties she faces, she always faces them with avoidance, as if only by escaping from those people and things that hurt her can she find peace. However, she woke up in nightmares countless nights, never sleeping soundly until dawn.

Sang carp didn't want to be like that.

It is only gorgeous and elegant on the outside, but in fact it is full of decay and cannot be happy.

She wants to pursue the life she wants, not at the cost of pain.

"No," the young man heard her words, raised his hand and hugged her, and said softly, "Because, this is the life of the mulberry carp." ”

No one's life is to live for others, and it is up to them to decide what kind of choice they make.

"This is what Sang Carp told me, has Sang Carp forgotten?"

"Mulberry's mother will not be disappointed, because Mulberry has now found a purpose in life and is doing what she loves." And a good boyfriend like me, he secretly added.

Hearing this, Sang Li was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "Didn't you want me to encourage you just now?" ”

"Huh?" The young man's eyes lit up slightly, "Hasn't Sang Carp already encouraged?" ”

"I'm not done yet," Sang Li, smothering in his arms, buzzed, "I really hate you, because you are always annoying, and every time I want to close your mouth." ”

"But—"

She paused, "You're also the only one who makes me feel cute." ”

"You can still be spoiled with me in the future, but I have the right to lose my temper with you, you can still make trouble with me, but I can also choose to beat you, you can still follow me like a child, but I know that you are an adult who can protect me."

Ye Juan's body became more and more stiff, he looked at Sang Li stupidly, as if he didn't expect her to say these words, his voice trembled a little, "Really...... Yes? ”

"I can still be coquettish to the mulberry carp, and I can still make awkward trouble?"

(End of chapter)