Lu Hanchuan woke up from the dream, looking at the hazy night outside the window, and there was still numbness in his eyes in the last days.

It turned out that ten years later, although he was famous, he ended up living in embarrassment.

What is the richest man, what is the actor, that is just a label given to him by others, he is confused, and he has never been able to live a good life.

He didn't know where Lin Yuening came from, but the collapse of the world was mostly related to her, such a crazy and terrible woman didn't deserve to live in the world at all, he was extremely glad that she had died in the fire in this life.

Lu Hanchuan lay motionless on the bed for a long time, until his legs were numb and his body was spasmed, and he finally staggered to the bathroom.

Looking at the scumbag-ridden man in the mirror, he began to pour water on his face, only in this way could he gradually come to his senses.

He could tell himself that the world would not be what he dreamed it would be.

Everyone is alive and well, and no one dies miserably because of him and Lin Yuening.

Although he didn't get much information from Lin Yuening, it didn't affect him to judge the reason for the collapse of the world, in addition to being related to Lin Yuening, he couldn't escape the blame.

It's just that in his previous life, he can no longer correct his wrong decisions.

In this life, he wants to stay away from the whirlpool that is about to overwhelm him.

Why did Lin Yuening suddenly stay with him, why did she have to frame Sang Li, and why did she have to say that she was the heroine of luck.

Lu Hanchuan didn't dare to think deeply, he was only glad that she had disappeared with a fire.

The world has not stopped saving itself, otherwise Sang Li would not have foreseen the future like him, and would not have become an existence that surprised him even in order to change his fate.

In life, it is difficult to weigh the weight with a scale.

But in front of her, Lu Hanchuan felt that he had lost, and he lost in ignorance, self-righteousness, and insatiable greed.

He took a deep breath and looked up, feeling embarrassed.

Those dreamy dreams, horrors and treacherous things have finally passed.

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Lu Hanchuan went abroad.

This is the news that the mulberry carp learned three days later.

Because of the inheritance, he was angrily reprimanded by Old Man Ye, and he had the intention of cutting off relations with him, Lu Hanchuan didn't know what to think, and finally took the initiative to ask to leave here.

Old Man Ye and the Lu family were extremely shocked, but after confirming that he really wanted to go abroad, they helped him contact the place of study overnight.

"You should go out for a walk." Old Man Ye looked at him coldly, and said angrily: "Stay here, you will only become more and more narrow-minded, and push yourself into a dead end step by step, the outside world is very big, and when you see the scenery outside, you will know what you really want, and you will not worry about other people's things." ”

After he finished speaking, his gaze fell on Lu Hanchuan Muran's face, "Before leaving, you apologize to Sang Li and Ye Juan, no matter what you think in your heart, this is not a reason for you to escape." ”

After listening to him quietly, Lu Hanchuan finally blinked, "Grandpa, I'm a sinner." ”

Old Man Ye was taken aback by him, and snorted coldly: "It's good that you know it yourself, don't do it again in the future." ”

"Okay," Lu Hanchuan smiled reluctantly, looked at the bright sunshine outside the window, and said in a low voice: "Grandpa, I won't come back often in the future, you have to take good care of yourself." ”

Old Man Ye was originally extremely dissatisfied with him because he wanted to monopolize the inheritance, but after hearing this, he still felt moved in his heart.

"Of course the old man will take care of himself, you still have to reflect on what you did wrong, if you do such a thing again in the future, no one can protect you."

Lu Hanchuan lowered his eyes and stopped talking, and took a plane to country M the next day.

Since then, he has disappeared into the world of mulberry carp.

Two days later, Sang Carp received an email.

She opened the package, and inside was a letter.

It was Lu Hanchuan who wrote it to her-

"Sang Li, when you read this letter, I had already left Huaguo, I went to a place where no one knew me, and started a new life.

I'm sorry I was a coward again.

I can't stand by your side bravely like the heroes in the book, and resist the torrent of fate with you, I can only be like a coward and hand over all the mess to you.

I want to tell you plainly, I dreamed of the destruction of the world, I don't know if you dreamed that Lin Yuening claimed to be the heroine, and I was the hero, and we survived in a devastated world.

This was my last dream.

You're dead in your dream, and Hamaki died unexpectedly.

The world is inexplicably decaying and swept away by an epidemic called the "Grim Reaper".

As a bystander, I witnessed the collapse of order, the distortion of human nature, and the destruction of all things.

I don't know if you've ever had such a dream? Do you believe what I say, but I'm going to tell you anyway.

There is a pre-existing crisis in this world, and I have seen that the "Grim Reaper" will raise its scythe at any moment, and it will reap the lives of a society that has become devastated and terrible.

Although Lin Yuening was dead, the sword of Damocles was never far away.

We all want to be part of the world's torrent.

I'm sorry, I've been a coward again, and this time, instead of being a brave man to save the world, I'm a deserter.

Or, I have never been the so-called "male protagonist", and all the judgments given to me by outsiders are just because they have never understood me.

Ten years later, in my dream, I couldn't judge Lin Yuening's good and evil, and became the executioner of your persecution, and at this moment, I was powerless to stand by your side.

Because, I have no place to be ashamed, and I have a guilty conscience.

I was never a brave person, or, I just pretended to be brave and deceived everyone with a false appearance.

Therefore, I am going to leave here and start a new life, and maybe then I will be able to find my true self one day.

When I meet you again, I can greet you with a smile and bear the wind and rain on my shoulders like an adult.

But before leaving, I want to solemnly apologize to you, for the youth you and I spent together, for those years that I was moved by but denied.

I've liked you.

I want to be the one who doesn't let you lose, and even if we're not together, I can still make you feel like you've never liked the wrong person.

But I've let you down.

I don't have the courage to catch you when I'm young, and I don't have the right to walk with you again.

Only apologies.

I'm sorry to let your likes go to waste, and do a lot of things that hurt you.

I don't expect your forgiveness, but I want you to know that I'm not a pretending to be asleep who can't wake up.

Of course, I won't apologize to Hamaki, this is my sorrow again, even if I did such a hateful thing, I still don't have the courage to admit it. Unable to do anything, and difficult to admit defeat.

But I still want to wish you happiness.

Because he stood by your side more bravely than I did.

He's a prince and a knight, and he's done what I couldn't.

When I think about it, I feel extremely satisfied.

May the years be long and peaceful, and this life will be eternal.

Mulberry carp, precious.

- Lu Hanchuan stayed. ”

(End of chapter)