Chapter 242: After the Passage (Medium)

"I must have refused in the end, right?" Li Chen asked.

The scholar glanced at him, but the answer he gave surprised him, "Of course not, you were different from now at that time, and you once said that the flowers bloom and must be broken, and you are merciful everywhere in the world, and the world is very romantic, and nine of them are taken up by you."

Then, he didn't hear Li Chen's reply for a long time, turned his head to look, only to find that this friend, who had met many times and had a great change in personality every time, had a look of fear in his expression.

Li Chen looked at the scholar and asked almost word by word, "Are you sure that I had such a romantic relationship with men and women at the beginning?"

The scholar was puzzled by Li Chen's reaction and said, "Why do you want to do this? Although there is great righteousness in the world, it is not an evil way to love men and women, people's great desires are common, and small joys are even more common."

But Li Chen looked at him, this friend who usually had a hard time changing color in front of scholars no matter what he encountered, was almost stunned.

He asked the scholar, "Do you know my origin?"

Seeing his solemn expression, the scholar understood that there must be a secret in this that he didn't even know, "That's natural, when you and I met for the first time, I asked you, and you said that your life is quite emotional, just because you were born to be a prince who is not favored in the cave world, but you have excellent cultivation talents, and because of this, you are excluded by the so-called family······

The scholar's statement sounded fine, but Li Chen's expression became more and more ugly when he listened to it sentence by sentence.

He even began to doubt the identity of the scholar in front of him and the authenticity of these words,

Just now he noticed the abnormality, and it started from Ruoxue's incident,

Just because of his existence, to a certain extent, he is a character who should not appear in the world, after all, everything is arranged by the Great Elder, and even the desires of men and women have been eliminated, which has also become a unique symbol belonging to him.

In this case, if this symbol did not appear in the previous life, then there is only one situation, and he has not been arranged by the Great Elder.

"In other words, if you have the desire to be a man and a woman, you shouldn't exist at all!" The scholar listened to Li Chen's explanation, and finally understood the reason why his face had changed drastically.

Looking at Li Chen's expression again, the scholar certainly understood the origin and purpose of this suspicion, and sighed, "I should ask about your birth in every life, maybe I can understand the reason."

Li Chen's heart turned upside down, and he speculated all kinds of possibilities with the worst results, such as the scholar in front of him did have a plan, so he would deceive him, and then speculated forward from the worst result to understand the motives and possibilities.

However, when all possibilities are ruled out one by one, or he can't figure out the motives, there is only one possibility left in the end: his life story and hidden secrets.

Thinking of this, Li Chen actually felt a little ridiculous, he couldn't imagine that he had been subjected to all kinds of suspicions since he was born because of his life experience, and he didn't even know his true race, and then finally learned the truth from the mouth of the Great Elder, and went through all kinds of hardships before he reluctantly accepted it, but now he told himself that all the previous understanding of his life experience had to be overturned?

What is this? Drifting away for a hundred years, he is still a wild child when he returns?

"Li Chen!"

"Li Chen!"

The scholar's voice was in a trance, and it wasn't until he finally slapped Li Chen's shoulder heavily that he saw Li Chen come back to his senses, and realized that he had just fallen into an obsessive nightmare, and he was already in a cold sweat.

"Are you alright?" The scholar looked at him worriedly.

Li Chen smiled bitterly: "I used to think that I had already walked out of the defects about the original, but now I realize that I just think I am right."

In fact, there is still half a sentence that he has never said: when he read all the classics in the world, he saw such a sentence, saying that with the passage of time, people in the world always think that they have gotten rid of some nightmares or pains experienced when they were children, in fact, many years later, one day at midnight dreamed back, as if returning to a certain day when he was a child, reproducing the scene that frightened him back then, and only after waking up did he suddenly understand that he had never really stepped out of the circle of his original environment.

This world is infinite, and the native environment is the rope that has been trapping you, you yearn for freedom, so you have been trying to get rid of that rope, because of your efforts, one day you suddenly find that the area where you can move is getting bigger and bigger, you think that you have broken the rope, you think this is real freedom.

But in fact, the rope has never been loosened from your neck, you think you have gone very far, and when you look back, you realize that the rope has been following you all along, and the only thing you can do is to make the rope elastic and make your prison seem to expand a little.

The scholar didn't understand Li Chen's thoughts, but he also knew that he was in a bad mood, and sighed, "Perhaps, we'll talk about it another day."

"Not necessarily." Li Chen interrupted him, and in the scholar's stunned look, he said, "You don't have to change the day, let's continue, in the previous life, let's count it as myself, how to leave the long street after that?"

A person's growth, at some point, must be able to face the change in their emotions, and have the ability to clean up and solve it.