Chapter 185: Do you want to break up?
After entering the tent, looking at the bloodless appearance of Sang Li, Chen Yan's face immediately sank, and he felt that he was too derelict in his duty to cause such a consequence.
"What about the doctor? Call the doctor! He shouted outside.
Only then did the accompanying doctor come back to his senses and hurriedly stepped forward to bandage the mulberry carp.
"You're working too hard," looking at the hideous wound, the doctor sighed a little, "don't do this in the future, too much blood loss will make your immunity decrease, and it will not be good to get sick at that time." ”
Mulberry Carp lay in Ye Juan's arms, and it was not until the wound was bandaged that she said softly: "I'm fine." ”
Seeing this, the doctor wanted to tell him something more, but turned to a pair of cold eyes, it was the little girl's boyfriend, he shrank and packed up the medicine box, "You have a good rest now, and call me again if you have anything." ”
Seeing that the little girl was so weak, several heavenly masters were quite embarrassed, and when the accident happened, they only cared about their own lives, and they forgot to take a hand, and they were ashamed to say it.
Li Shengying's expression was particularly ugly, before he was still thinking about taking mulberry carp as an apprentice, but at this time he didn't think about anything, he just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.
"It's really going back the more and more you live," Wang Tianshi sighed, "It's been stable for a long time, and it's not even a little girl." ”
The rest of the Heavenly Masters looked at each other and did not answer.
Li Shengying walked quickly to Sang Li's side, and seeing that she was drowsy and looking like she was about to faint, she took out a bottle of ginseng pill from her sleeve and handed it to Ye Juan, "Let her eat three pills a day." ”
Ginseng Dan makes up for people, and the situation of mulberry carp is just right.
Ye Juan glanced at him and put away the pill.
After eating ginseng, Sang Carp's face looked much better, and she lay in her sleeping bag and fell asleep grogily.
Ye Juan stayed by her side every step of the way, and as soon as she moved, he immediately asked her what she wanted to do.
Seeing that she was fine, Chen Yan and the Heavenly Masters led people to clear the ridge covered by snow.
It wasn't until the next day that the mulberry carp finally recovered.
"I'm fine," seeing that her boyfriend had to do it himself even to put on shoes, she was a little helpless, "The wound on my hand is not deep, and it doesn't hurt much anymore." ”
Hamaki was silent and didn't speak, and after putting on her boots, he brought her hot water to wash.
Sang Li looked at him while brushing his teeth, saw that his eyelashes were drooping, and he didn't say a word, and instantly realized that something was wrong.
"You...... What's wrong? She hesitated and asked, "Are you worried about my injury?" ”
Ye Maki didn't respond, and when she finished washing, he brought breakfast to feed her.
"I'll talk to you," Sang Li, a little helpless, "you can take care of me." ”
The boy sat beside her, like a robot with all aspects, except for the temperature on his body, there was not the slightest expression on his face.
"Because I'm hurt, right?" Sang Li was suddenly in no mood to eat, "If you are unhappy, just say it, don't sulk." ”
"I admit that I didn't take into account your feelings, I apologize to you, don't ignore me."
The young man's breathing was rapid for a moment, and his suppressed mood seemed to be unable to hold back in an instant.
The hand he held the spoon was slightly white, and his drooping eyelashes trembled violently, as if they were about to collapse at any moment.
"I'm not angry," he calmed down for a long time, and was finally able to speak without emotion, "I just blame myself." ”
"Blame yourself for what?" Sang Li asked.
Ye Juan was silent for a long time, "I blame myself for not being able to do anything." ”
"I can only watch you get hurt like a fool."
He didn't look up, as if he was afraid that Sang Li would notice the strangeness in his eyes, so he pretended to be calm and said, "I have always felt that I have been able to protect you from being hurt at all, and I also want to prove that I can do it-"
"However, I have always been a worm parasitic on you, no matter how hard I try, I can't resist the wind and rain with you."
Sang Li's eyes widened in astonishment, he didn't expect him to think like this.
Hamaki seemed to have endured it for a long time, and under her gaze, he couldn't restrain the gloom and pain in his heart at all.
"Am I unworthy of you?" He was suspicious of his presence, "In the beginning, I relied on your good fortune to return to normal life, and now, I am involved in your life like an idiot. ”
"I'm thinking, do you really need me? I can't protect you like a warrior, and I'll even hold you back. ”
"Your life is so bright and beautiful, and I can't walk with you."
She had too many things to do and too many responsibilities to bear, and he thought that if he was admitted to college and became her boyfriend, he would be by her side forever.
However, man's desires and desires are endless.
When she soaked in the library all day long, he would think about how to let her go on a date with him, when she learned to draw rune paper, he was afraid that he would fall behind, and he was anxious to learn, when she came to Kunlun Xu, he still couldn't restrain his worries, and hurriedly chased after him, he did these things by himself, never thought about whether he could help.
Even naively thought that as long as he caught the butterfly that flew by in his gloomy life, he could have a whole spring, but he forgot that the butterfly did not only belong to himself, she also belonged to the spring, to the world, and to everyone who saw her.
Her brilliant life is not something he can tie up.
Especially, when she stood in front of him with her hands covered in blood, like a fearless warrior against all the wind and waves, and he could do nothing, he began to doubt the meaning of his appearance.
Is it just to ask for it?
Just because she can bring herself good luck?
If so, it's too hateful.
"I don't think you need me." There was despair in his voice, "I...... Can it still stay with you? ”
He secretly clenched his fists, wanting to admit his powerlessness, but he was unwilling to leave the scene like this.
It seems to be waiting for a fatal verdict.
Sang Li looked at him, as if at this moment, he finally understood all the inferiority complex and pain in his sensitive inner world.
She was equally at a loss, not understanding why he was so apprehensive.
Obviously, she already likes him so much.
"Are you...... Want to break up with me? She asked with difficulty, a faint tingling in her heart, "Is that what you mean?" ”
Hazumaki's body trembled slightly, she didn't expect that she had said so many words, and she had only heard this.
"So, you think I'm really stupid and want to break up with me?" Ye Juan raised his eyes, and his sockets were already full of tears, as if as soon as she said an affirmative answer, he would immediately cry.
Mulberry Carp: "......" is obviously what he said himself.
"Really?" The young man looked at her stubbornly, his neck raised high, like a stubborn and sentimental little swan.
Mulberry carp: "......"
(End of chapter)