Chapter I
"Tang Li, Tang Li, get up."
"Kara pear!! Why did he sleep and die again? ”
"Tang Li, ahhh
"Ahh Tang Li woke up suddenly, sat up from the bed, his chest rose and fell violently, gasping for breath, sweating profusely as he looked at the three roommates gathered under his bed.
Roommate A breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Are you awake and pressed by a ghost again?" ”
Tang Li's mood stabilized slightly, and he said in a daze: "Well......"
Roommate B said: "Get out of bed quickly, there are ribs in the cafeteria this morning, just wait for you to get up and grab them together." ”
Tang Li was lying down again, and when she remembered the ribs, she hurriedly sat up again and said, "Ah, yes, yes, I forgot about it, hurry up!" The ribs were important, Tang Li quickly climbed down the ladder, smoothed the chicken nest feathers at random, and ran to the cafeteria with three roommates.
On the way, roommate C asked, "Why are you always pressed by ghosts?" It's weird, isn't it? ”
Tang Li pursed his mouth and said, "I don't know, I've been pressed by ghosts since I finished military training." ”
Tang Li is a freshman, his hometown is in the north, but he came to the far south to go to college, I remember when I first came, I felt that I didn't fit anywhere, plus I had a two-week military training, and the hard military training made him even more physically and mentally exhausted.
"You should be unaccustomed to the soil."
Tang Li: "Probably. ”
The roommate said matter-of-factly: "It may be that you have recruited something unclean, there is someone in our hometown who specializes in this, do you want my mother to invite a master for you!" ”
Tang Li laughed and said, "I'm a staunch materialist, so I don't believe in this. ”
"But ......"
"Okay, let's go, or we're going to be robbed!"
I heard that there were ribs, and this small window was crowded with people early in the morning. This window of ribs is notoriously tasty, and a piece is hard to find.
Tang Li was satisfied with the ribs, and said to roommate B: "I said, there is really yours, if you hadn't specially ordered an alarm to grab the ribs, we really wouldn't have been able to grab them!" ”
Roommate B rolled his eyes: "You kid, if you book an alarm clock, you won't be pressed by ghosts every day." ”
Thinking of this, Tang Li sighed in wonder, the ribs in his mouth were not fragrant, and said: "It's so strange, obviously my previous biological clock has always been very punctual, maybe the alarm clock can wake up on its own, but since I went to college, I can't get out of bed more and more, do you think I will sleep and die in my dreams one day?" ”
"I think you slept less in high school, so you naturally made up for it when you went to college."
"But today you keep calling that name in your dreams, I said, who is that Ah Yun?"
Hearing this, Tang Li smiled, the corners of his mouth raised a sweet arc, and said, "Ah Yun, hey, hey, hey......"
"Damn, you kid is fucking in love behind our backs?!!!"
"it! Who is it? Male or female? How much bigger? Is it good-looking? ”
Tang Li's nodded: "It's handsome." ”
"When will it be brought out for us to see?"
Hearing this, Tang Li's mouth deflated slightly, and he said in disappointment: "If only I could hold him." ”
"You ...... Is it a different place? ”
"Hmm......" Tang Li thought for a moment, "sort of." "To be more precise, he and his Ayun live in different dimensions, if his world is three-dimensional, then Ayun's world is one-dimensional, because Ayun is a character in the novel.
In his sophomore year of high school, he read a novel by chance, Ah Yun's full name is Jiang Qingyun, not only is he not the male protagonist in the book, but he is also the biggest villain in the book, and he is a vicious male partner with a ruthless heart and a cold personality. Of course, his final ending was not much better, and in the end, he fell into the sea and died in a duel with the male protagonist.
But Tang Li was madly attracted by this paranoid vicious villain.
You ask him why, in fact, even he himself doesn't know why, if you insist on asking him why, probably because Jiang Qingyun is really pitiful, and it is understandable that he has become a ruthless villain.
In the book, Jiang Qingyun is the younger brother of the male protagonist Xu Che, the kind of parent born by a mother, but his mother is very disgusted with Jiang Qingyun.
That year, their mother Xu Yan was pregnant with Jiang Qingyun, and they were about to give birth, but the aunt invited by the Jiang family had something to go home, Jiang Qingyun's father Jiang Bin had been busy with the company's affairs and couldn't take care of her, Jiang Bin's mother, that is, Jiang Qingyun and Xu Che's grandmother, had always disliked Xu Yan, Xu Yan was cowardly, and it was not easy to ask too much, so she could only let her mother take care of herself personally.
That night the heavy rain poured, but Xu Yan suddenly had colic in her abdomen, and hurriedly asked her mother to take a taxi to take her to the hospital, there was always some bloody episodes on a rainy night when the rain was pouring, sure enough, they had a car accident, Xu Yan's mother died on the spot, Xu Yan's life hung by a thread, when she was sent to the hospital, the amniotic fluid had already flowed all over her legs, before entering the delivery room, Jiang Bin arrived in a hurry, Xu Yan was counting on him to give him some comfort, but he didn't expect his first words to be, if the birth is not smooth, keep the small or the big.
Her heart cooled for a moment.
Adhering to the principle of leaving a thousand years of scourge, Jiang Qingyun was born smoothly, and when Xu Yan woke up, she saw Jiang Bin's face with hypocritical worry, and her heart was disgusting to him. Later, when she learned of her mother's death, she fainted on the spot, but the ruthless and unrighteous Jiang family only cared about immersing themselves in the joy of Jiang Qingyun's birth, and completely forgot about her mother's death. The woman who had been cowardly and kind for half her life turned black at that moment.
Two years later, Jiang Bin died, died of an inexplicable suicide, and the will said that all the shares in his hands were given to Xu Yan, and Jiang Bin's shares accounted for the most in the Jiang family, and overnight, Xu Yan stood on the top of the Jiang family.
The first thing after that was to change the name of her eldest son Jiang Che to Xu Che despite Jiang Bin's mother's strong opposition, but she did not change Jiang Qingyun's name, because in her heart, Jiang Qingyun was blamed for a large part of the current situation.
Jiang Qingyun is getting bigger and bigger, and Xu Yan doesn't like him more and more, because he looks more and more like Jiang Bin, every time she sees Jiang Qingyun, she seems to see Jiang Bin, that hypocritical and disgusting face, she hates it all her life.
Every time Jiang Qingyun stretched out her little hand and ran to her to hug her, she would push him away with disgust on her face.
But Jiang Qingyun was not disappointed in his mother, he looked forward to his mother hugging him every day, even if it was only a gentle touch. But fortunately, he also has an older brother who loves him, every time his mother pushes him away, his brother will hug him, the child does not hold grudges, and he is very happy to be hugged by his brother, but he still longs for his mother's embrace more.
Until Jiang Qingyun was seven years old.
That year, he was seven years old and Xu Che was ten years old, Jiang Qingyun wanted to go to the park to play, but Xu Yan always refused, Xu Che secretly took him to the park to play on the weekend, and when they were most happy, they were kidnapped. The kidnappers asked Xu Yan for ransom, Xu Yan was very anxious, and hurriedly agreed, and went to the scene to trade in person, seeing that her mother Jiang Qingyun was excited and happy, and touched the candle on the table, causing a fire.
The kidnappers took the ransom and fled, Xu Yan hurriedly went to save Xu Che, but Xu Che tightly protected his younger brother, the beam fell down, seeing the beam smashed on Xu Che, Xu Yan almost went crazy, crying and shouting to save Xu Che, Xiao Jiang Qingyun stretched out her little hand and wanted her mother to take her out, but Xu Yan held Xu Che's head and left without looking back, Jiang Qingyun was choked and fainted, but the police who arrived later rescued him.
After waking up, he was lying on the hospital bed, thinking about Xu Yan's heartless back in a daze, when suddenly Xu Yan rushed into the ward and grabbed him by the neck, shouting frantically: "Why are you still alive?!" Why don't you die!! Do you know that your brother may never be able to stand up again in the future!! Your father killed my mother, and you killed my son, why don't you die......"
The nurse came in and pulled her out, Jiang Qingyun looked at the ceiling numbly, and thought: He is your son, am I not your son.
Xu Che sat in a wheelchair, and Jiang Qingyun would never stretch out his little hand to follow behind Xu Yan to hug him.
She didn't allow the Jiang family to see Xu Che and Jiang Qingyun, and the Jiang family didn't even know that they had been kidnapped.
Since then, Xu Yan has completely ignored Jiang Qingyun, taking care of Xu Che every day, every time she sees Jiang Qingyun, she has to beat him a few times to relieve her anger, scolding while beating, sometimes it is not him who scolds how he became lame, sometimes scolding him for not dying, Jiang Qingyun has also become silent, cold all day long, just silently suffering from Xu Yan's beating and humiliation, and not fighting back and scolding.
Jiang Qingyun ran away from home in junior high school, Xu Che tried his best to find him, Xu Yan didn't even think about looking for him, she wished he died outside.
The villain, of course, does not die so easily, and may even make a comeback if he is not careful. When Jiang Qingyun was 18 years old, the Jiang family found him and planned to take back the shares in Xu Yan's hands through some means, and later, they succeeded. Jiang Qingyun became the majority of Jiang's shares, and his grandmother also accounted for some shares, and when she died, the shares were also Jiang Qingyun's, and Jiang Qingyun would really become the chairman of Jiang's at that time.
Jiang Qingyun made a comeback, and the first thing he did was to drive Xu Yan and Xu Che away, fall into the well for them, and leave them to fend for themselves. Later, Xu Yan couldn't stand the blow and suddenly fell ill, so she could only spend the second half of her life in a hospital bed. Xu Che was arrogant, but for the sake of his mother, he had to beg Jiang Qingyun, who knew that Jiang Qingyun was really ruthless, and rejected him. At that time, Xu Che was able to walk independently after several years of rehabilitation training, but it was still inconvenient to limp, Xu Che even knelt down for Jiang Qingyun for his mother's dignity, but Jiang Qingyun was unmoved and still refused to help them.
There was no way, Xu Che had to study and work part-time to buy medicine for Xu Yan to pay for medicine, and suffered a lot of hardships and sins. After a few years like this, Xu Yan's condition stabilized, but she still couldn't take care of herself, often had incontinence, and could only eat liquid food.
The night before a major operation, Xu Yan died, the cause of death was suffocation, when the hospital had a power outage, and the ventilator was supposed to have a generator to supply electricity, but the hospital's backup power supply was inexplicably wrong. Although it is not written in the book, in fact, everyone knows that it is Jiang Qingyun's ghost.
If there is really a mother, there must be a son, Xu Yan and Jiang Qingyun's personalities are really the same, sinister and vicious, and they will be revenged. One killed his husband in revenge, and the other killed his mother in revenge. Poor Xu Che didn't know that it was his younger brother who killed his mother until Jiang Qingyun died.
After reading the book, Tang Li sighed deeply for Jiang Qingyun, although poor people must have hate, but hateful people must have pathetic suffering, even if Jiang Qingyun is hateful, but Tang Li still can't help but sympathize with him, pay attention to him, and finally be deeply attracted by him.
It's outrageous. Tang Li himself felt outrageous, and he didn't know why he was fascinated by a vicious and ruthless person who only existed in novels, but he always felt that Jiang Qingyun was not just a character in the author's pen, but a living person with flesh and blood and emotions, and he believed that he really existed, not in this world, but in another world, a world that he would never reach, a world that he would never touch.
When Tang Li told his thoughts to the people close to him, they all thought he was talking nonsense and thought he was crazy.
But Tang Li seemed to be very talkative without an opinion, but in fact, he was very firm about what he believed. He firmly believes that Jiang Qingyun really exists, in another dimension, he really exists.
When his thoughts were not understood by the people around him, he simply didn't want to talk to them more, put Jiang Qingyun in his heart, and took care of him like a baby.
Tang Li always fantasized about what would happen to them and what kind of intersection would occur if he really met Jiang Qingyun. When the fantasy finally went to love, Tang Li felt that she was perverted.
How could he have a love affair with a man in a book.
But he always can't help but think about it, because he believes that Jiang Qingyun is real.
couldn't get the result, Tang Li simply didn't get entangled, decided to follow his own heart, and began to catch up with Jiang Qingyun, just like a little girl chasing stars, she thinks about him every day, she misses him before she goes to bed, she misses him when she wakes up, she misses him in class, and she misses him after class, and even the university he applied for is a city where he lives with Jiang Qingyun, because he wants to see what the place where he grew up is and whether his hometown is good.
He often thinks about how old Jiang Qingyun is now, what are he doing, has he eaten and slept well, and is he happy today...... He really treated him like a living person.
When encountering interesting things, Tang Li also wanted to share with Jiang Qingyun, he wanted to participate in his life, he knew that Jiang Qingyun's life was not happy, so he wanted to make him happy and make him happy.
But he knew that he would never see him, never say a word to him in person, or even exchange a look with him. Every time she thought of this, Tang Li would be sad.
This situation has become more and more serious, recently he can dream of Jiang Qingyun every day, although he doesn't know what he looks like, but he already has a rough outline in his mind. In the dream, sometimes they are like lovers, Tang Li will hold Jiang Qingyun's hand tightly, one by one "Ah Yun", sometimes he will dream that Jiang Qingyun is leaving him, they will never be able to meet, he will be very sad to shout "Ah Yun", frowning and asking him not to go. He searched for this situation on the Internet, and Baidu said that his situation was generally schizophrenic.
Tang Li also felt that he was not lightly ill, just like now, he told others that his boyfriend was Jiang Qingyun. He really felt sick, but he stumbled upon the fact that there are many people who believe that the people in the book are real, but they all live in their own worlds, and these people also regard the people in the book as their friends and lovers, and they firmly believe that believing is existing.
Belief is existence, Tang Li has always felt that this sentence is very right.
But what about existence, they are still not in the same dimension, they will still never be able to see each other, and even Jiang Qingyun will never know about Tang Li's existence, and will never know that in another world, there is a person who cares about him and misses him all the time, and he will never know that in another world, someone loves him.
Thinking of this, Tang Li's eyes moistened, and his roommate saw that his eyes were red and said, "Don't cry, if you really want him, go see him." ”
Tang Li smiled bitterly, he also wanted to see him, but he had no way, with the current level of technology, he would never be able to see him across dimensions.
Forget it, don't want to. Tang Li put away his thoughts and turned to fight with the ribs in the bowl. Several roommates couldn't laugh or cry when they saw that his mood changed so quickly.
Tang Li looks so cute, anyone who sees him can't help but want to pinch his little baby fat face, and his pure and harmless appearance always makes people want to protect him. His personality is also very cute, he has no image in front of acquaintances, he is crazy and crazy whole little dick, and he is restrained like a little rabbit in front of unfamiliar people, and he switches freely and seamlessly between social fear and social cattle every day, and the switch is more silky than Dove, Li Lan affectionately calls him a person like a social bovine miscellaneous patient.
The offal had red circles just now, which really made several roommates feel distressed, and they all sandwiched pork ribs into Tang Li's bowl, Tang Li's eyes suddenly widened, and he said in surprise: "Wow-give it all to me?!" ”
"Well, it's all for you, after all, several of our objects are in school, and you're in a different place, little pitiful, eat more, and you won't have to worry when you're full."
"Woo woo you guys are so nice...... Tang Li nibbled on the ribs with a handful of snot and tears, looking like the kind of fool on the street who can be cheated away by someone if he gives a candy.