I don't know when I started, I turned out to be the most annoying kind of person.

Xia Lan gently withdrew her gaze, looking at her festering and pus-draining skin, only to feel a feeling of nausea in her stomach.

The system said she would die in three days.

That must be the most miserable death in the world.

A trace of determination crossed Xia Lan's eyes, she gritted her teeth, and actually stood up from the hospital bed.

Her eyes followed the night outside the window, as if that was her way home.

Although Xia Lanqing couldn't feel the pain in her body, she felt powerless.

She was like a decaying skeleton that would crumble and die at any moment.

Step by step, she walked very slowly to the window, which was the sixth floor, where the Special Investigation Bureau held special felons.

She pressed her face against the window, and she could see the lights not far away.

There is light everywhere in the world, but she can only live in the shadows.

Xia Lan closed her eyes lightly, and the corners of her eyes moistened.

Seeing this, the mulberry carp outside the ward quickly pasted a talisman paper for himself, quickly opened the door and walked in.

Xia Lan turned her head when she heard the voice, and there was a deep sadness in her eyes.

Before he could speak, he smelled a smell of rotting flesh, and his chest suddenly rolled, almost throwing up his dinner.

A trace of unhappiness crossed Sang Li's eyes, he didn't expect the system to be so responsive.

Xia Lanqing's body was already wrapped in a thick black mist, and her whole body was like a walking corpse, and she would lose consciousness at any time.

When Mulberry Carp walked up to her, she found that the spots on her face had completely suppurated, like ripe fruit, which would burst when touched.

"What did you just want to do?" She looked at Xia Lan lightly and asked quietly.

Xia Lan raised her hand lightly, Sang Li handed her the paper and pen, Xia Lan wrote on the paper: "Don't waste your efforts, the system will not save me, now I am an outcast." ”

"Abandoned son?" Sang Li shook his head, "You still have value for it." ”

"If you mean the virus, I'm going to disappoint you." Because he didn't have the strength in his hands, Xia Lanqing's words twisted and twisted, "The virus in my body comes from a hundred years later, and the current technology can't cure it at all, and after I die, this world will also collapse." ”

Sang Li's eyes lowered: "The system told you?" ”

"Yes." A wry smile appeared in Xia Lan's eyes, "Only at this time will it be more honest with me." ”

It's just that such honesty has to be built on her life.

"It didn't say anything else?"

"Nope." Xia Lan hesitated for a moment, and continued to write: "However, its existence is not a single individual, but a group of people working together, and there are countless systems similar to it in the universe, with various purposes, lurking in various worlds. ”

Sang Li's eyebrows were raised, and he was not surprised, since the system is a product of high technology, of course it is not unique.

"Who is its owner?"

"I don't know." Xia Lan grabbed her hair lightly and painfully, her mentality was on the verge of madness.

As long as he is a person, he can't accept his current appearance, not to mention that Xia Lanqing is still a girl who loves beauty very much.

"Stay away from me," she wrote messily, "I have an infectious disease that spreads very quickly, and once infected, I will die of ulcers within seven days." ”

Mulberry carp's face did not change, "I know." ”

Xia Lan was a little uncomfortable by her, "I'm telling you this, it's not because I reconciled with you, even if I have another chance, I will snatch the position of the heroine with you." ”

Sang Li disagreed, "I didn't have a soft heart for you, and it was completely your own fault to fall to this point." ”

She didn't fall into the ground, and she was already the most restrained.

Xia Lan stopped her pen lightly and did not move again for a long time.

She didn't expect that she would be able to talk calmly to Sang Li before she died, she thought that Sang Li had hated her to the core.

"If you had an afterlife, what would you want to be?" Sang Li followed her gaze to look at the night outside the window, and asked softly, "Do you still want to be human?" ”

"I don't have an afterlife," Xia Lan shook her head lightly, "how can a sinner like me have an afterlife." ”

The system had already told her that what was waiting for her would be a disillusionment.

Sang Carp's face was pale, "Even if you want to be scattered, it won't affect your dreams." ”

"I don't want to be a human anymore," Xia Lan wrote softly, "I want to be a fish, I heard that the memory of a fish is only seven seconds, and if there is anything troublesome, I forget it in an instant." ”

Sang Carp sneered, "Fish can never do without water. ”

"That's fine," perhaps the atmosphere was too peaceful, Xia Lan couldn't help but laugh, "being eaten by predators in the water, or being hunted by humans, whatever the result is, in short, don't be a human anymore." ”

Sang Li looked at her and asked the question he had been curious about for a long time, "What kind of person were you before you came to this world?" Are you alone with here? ”

Xia Lan was stunned, and the hand holding the pen trembled violently.

The intense emotion made her eyes bloodshot, and her face looked extremely hideous and terrifying.

However, she was not hysterical, but answered the question of the mulberry carp seriously and stroke by stroke.

"I'm just an ordinary person."

Ordinary enough to walk into the crowd, no one can notice her.

"When I died, I was still a college student, and my biggest wish was to be self-reliant after graduation and reduce the burden on my parents and family."

Sang Li frowned, feeling that her answer was too inconsistent.

"Do you suspect I'm lying?" Xia Lan looked at her lightly and said silently, "Sometimes, I also feel like I'm lying. ”

Unfortunately, that's the truth.

"It's like an ordinary girl who has a dream, she turns into a daughter, and at this time, she gets the wealth and status she dreams of, and she is no longer looked down upon because of poverty and low self-esteem, so she swells."

Xia Lan wrote lightly: "You can understand that a man who abandons his wretched wife, before he has seen the colorful world, feels that having enough food and clothing is already his greatest wish. ”

"But once you have money and power, what you once wanted becomes less than worth mentioning, and it breeds more ambitions."

"It's a pity that the rapidly expanding ambitions don't have the vision and mind to match, and soon, these ambitions turn into terrible paranoia, making an otherwise normal person forget what he was because of materialism."

The so-called things are not people, but that's it.

Xia Lanqing's description is very ordinary, but in Sang Li's opinion, every sentence is thunder.

The drastic change in the environment has made a little girl who was originally sunny and full of vitality become as terrible as she is now.

Maybe at first, she didn't want to have things that didn't belong to her, but the ease of getting them made her forget what she really wanted.

(End of chapter)