Chapter 378: The Beginning of the Youth
"You are the first person I have ever liked, and you have been the person I cherish the most, I don't think you are in trouble, everything about you is beautiful in my opinion."
"So, you're not sorry for me."
Sang Li slowly spoke: "The reason why we are separated is only because it is not suitable, and no one is right or wrong. ”
"But I owe you," said the young man, who seemed to forget his tiredness, kept walking, and his feet were still wounded, but now he didn't feel pain, only sadness, "I hurt you." ”
"You don't owe me," Sang Li shook his head, remembering the last time they quarreled, that time was indeed unhappy, "There is no debt in the relationship, I am good to you because I am willing, whether you are rare or hurt, it is my own choice, and I am responsible for my choice." ”
"And your kindness to me, I believe is also sincere, since this is the case, then we should not have any complaints against each other."
Because, it's all gone.
"But mulberry carp, I will still be unwilling." I was unwilling to be able to grasp the happiness that was firmly in my hands, how could I suddenly lose it.
After Sang Li left the Silver Moon Tribe, he thought for a long time, why he was so stupid, why he was born in the blessing and did not know the blessing.
It turned out that he found it himself.
His naivety and vexatiousness have seriously affected their relationship.
But he didn't know how to make up for it, and he couldn't think of a better way than to cry and cry to die or live.
However, this trick no longer worked.
He began to reflect on what he had done wrong. What is the main contradiction between them?
Is it a mulberry carp that is ruthless? No.
Is it because he doesn't like mulberry carp enough? No.
It's just a breakup. He didn't turn back before the strings broke, and she didn't have the energy to continue indulging his bad temper.
It is as if they have gone astray, and when contradictions appear, there is no gentle embrace, only willfulness and bad words.
Obviously, they can be reconciled easily, and obviously they won't come this far......
"I've thought about it a lot, I think if it goes on like this, you'll hate me completely, even if we don't end up together, I think the appearance in your heart is still beautiful, and you will feel happy when you think about it."
Sang Li didn't expect him to say such a thing, which was completely unexpected by her.
However, when she calmed down, she felt happy that he was finally thinking like a big boy.
"When you get out of here, I'll leave too, then...... Can you hug me? The boy said his wish with a little trepidation.
"Hmm." Sang Li did not refuse, no matter what had happened, she wanted to say a complete goodbye to the young man in front of her.
That way, he can return to his own world without regrets, and she can start a new life again.
I don't know how long he walked, Hazuki found a hidden cave, he put the bamboo basket down with difficulty, his body staggered, and he almost fell to the ground.
"Are you alright?" Sang Li looked at him anxiously, seeing that his face was red and sweating profusely, he was a little worried, "Does your foot hurt?" ”
"It hurts," the boy wiped the sweat from his face, and sat down beside her tiredly, looking at her with bright eyes, "but I'm glad I could help you." ”
Looking at his embarrassed and tired face, Sang Li's heart was sour, "Thank you." ”
"Don't say thank you." Ye Juan raised his hand and pulled some weeds, tied a simple broom, limped to clean the cave, and then found some soft grass to spread on the ground, and then carried the mulberry carp into the cave.
"You used to take care of me, now it's my turn to take care of you."
He put the mulberry carp down, turned around and went to find some dry firewood, and made a fire to dispel the moisture in the cave.
Seeing him spinning around like a top, Sang Li raised his hand and patted the grass bed and asked him to come over and rest.
Hamaki hesitated for a moment and walked over to her, "Are you hungry?" Do you want to drink water? ”
"Rest first." Sang Carp whispered, "I'll talk about it when I'm rested." ”
"Well," Hamaki sat down, looked at her still pale face, and couldn't help but ask, "Yesterday, what happened?" ”
"I'm completing the mission," Sang Li didn't hide it, and said lightly: "I met a tricky enemy and was almost killed by him." ”
Ye Juan's hand trembled, and he reflexively wanted to see the injuries on her body, Sang Li blocked his hand, shook his head, and said disapprerovingly: "I have no wounds on my body, and he can't kill me." ”
"How do you ...... that?"
"My body has an automatic repair function, even if I die, I can come back to life, he can't kill me."
Ye Juan lowered his eyes, when he found her, did she just come back to life, so she was so weak?
"He almost died," Sang Li said disapprerovingly, "I didn't suffer." ”
Hamaki didn't speak, his fingers clenched behind his back, and after a moment he asked, "Are you feeling bad now?" ”
"I just don't have the strength," Sang Li blinked, "I'll be fine tomorrow, you don't have to worry." ”
"Hmm," Ye Juan pursed the corners of his mouth, met her eyes, and couldn't help but say, "Don't get hurt next time, okay?" I'm scared. ”
"I try not to get hurt," looking at his slightly pitiful appearance, Sang Li's heart also softened, "I won't let myself die." ”
Hearing this, the boy finally raised his eyebrows, stood up and went out to get her water and food.
"Find some more herbs." Mulberry looked at his feet, because of the long journey, his injuries had not healed.
"I see," Hazuki looked at her with sparkling eyes, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile, "I'll be back soon." ”
"Well," Sang Li thought for a while and said, "It's okay if you can't find something to eat, I'll prepare something for you tomorrow." ”
"Okay." Ye Juan picked up the bamboo basket and slowly disappeared from the sight of the mulberry carp.
Sang Li looked at the direction in which he disappeared, a trace of darkness crossed her eyes, no matter how rational she was, she still felt safe when Ye Roll appeared.
His influence on her does not seem to have faded with the withdrawn feelings.
This gave Sang Li a sense of foreboding, would she fall in love with him again?
Obviously, she was so desperate and completely dead to him, how could she come back now?
Sang Li felt that all this was too ridiculous, and it was impossible for her to fall in love with someone who had hurt her.
Even if they had reconciled, she would not have stepped into the same river twice.
Sang Li shook the water in her head, she couldn't think about it anymore, and if she did this, she would spit on herself.
After waiting for a long time, Hamaki returned with water and food.
He took out the wild fruit from the bamboo basket and gave it to the mulberry carp, and said, "I...... I can't shoot my prey. ”
"It's okay," Mulberry took the wild fruit, "I'm not too hungry, if you want to learn to hunt, you can go out with me tomorrow." ”
"Really?" The boy's eyes lit up.
"It's a small thing," Sang Li nodded, "as long as you learn to draw a bow and shoot arrows, you will soon be able to catch your prey." ”
(End of chapter)