My eyes were gray, the sound of the ventilator ticking in my ears, and in front of me was a misty figure, and I heard my mother's choked voice, "Lu Ji, hold on a little longer, hold on a little more!" ”

I heard the doctor's hurried footsteps pushing away the crowd around my bed, the doctor shining his flashlight in my eyes, and my world seemed to be a little clearer again.

Hurt! It hurts.

I felt every breath with a thin needle pouring into my chest and head, piercing every inch of my skin.

"Lu Ji, you must survive." I heard my mother's hoarse cry.

But Mom, I don't want to live anymore, I feel like I'm tormenting every second of my life, I hurt so much.

But I didn't dare to tell my mother, no parent wants to hear their children say they don't want to live, but I'm really tired, I have lasted too long......

Finally, I heard the ventilator hissing through the ward, and the doctor finally stopped resuscitating and silently bowed his head in front of my bed, crying in my ears.

What does it feel like to die?

The soul is withdrawn from the body, and the scenes experienced in life regress little by little from the moment of death: the collapse and panic when I know that I am sick, and then I drag my heavy luggage with my parents into the college campus. In a trance, I felt like I was back on the high school campus, I was standing in the classroom reading in the morning, the sun was shining through the window, and the clock tower opposite the classroom was clattering the time......

I began to sink into darkness, and at the last moment, I saw the sunlight shining into my hospital room, reflecting a blinding brightness in front of the glass window

Do I have any regrets in my life?

Perhaps, but no one knows anymore......

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