37. Redemption
"Sister, my brother ran away from home!" Bian Yehe broke down and cried as he spoke, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault that I want to come back to see my brother......
"Don't cry, it's useless......" Lin Mian was upset when he heard him crying, rudely unplugged the candy into his mouth, and hurriedly ran downstairs.
finally knew why Bian Yunqi always had to beat himself when he cried when he was a child, which was really annoying.
downstairs
The man over fifty years old lay on the table and cried bitterly, Zhang Jin also touched and wiped his tears on the side, the chopsticks on the table broke into two pieces and smashed on the plate, and the plate was also split in half.
"Mom, don't be sad that your heart can't stand it." Lin Mian felt that her heart was stuffy when she saw this scene, and she was anxious to give her relief.
Zhang Jin's eyes were red and he pointed to the open door and choked, "Go and persuade your brother, what should I do if the cold weather freezes badly......"
"Hmm." Lin Mian responded with a cry, and hurriedly ran out, running towards a certain road without a clue.
The February night was so cold that the wind blew through the clothes, and the sky was pitch black, and even the moon was nowhere to be seen.
The shops on the roadside are closed, and only the residential buildings are brightly lit and there is laughter.
On the road, Lin Mian was the only one walking alone, although Qingliang was small, it was not easy to find someone.
Lin Mian stopped and stopped, standing at a fork in the road, hesitated for a long time, didn't know which way to go, and didn't know where his brother usually liked to go.
At this moment, Lin Mian found that she was very unfamiliar with Bian Yunqi, she didn't know Bian Yunqi's preferences, and she didn't know what Bian Yunqi had experienced in the four years since he left her.
And he is as transparent in Bian Yunqi's eyes, he can always clearly know his past events and preferences.
The feeling of helplessness and decadence hit all of a sudden, Lin Mian sucked his frozen red nose and wiped away the tears hanging in his eyes to make himself less embarrassed.
Suddenly, Lin Mian thought of the nearby basketball court, and didn't know if Bian Yunqi would be where to relax, so she opened her legs and ran to the nearest jumping path.
The path is rarely walked, the trees are overgrown with weeds, the wind makes a rustling sound, and the occasional faint cat meow is very infiltrating.
Lin Mian covered his ears in fear and ran out of the path quickly.
There was a person sitting not far away, and Lin Mian looked at it and saw that it was indeed Bian Yunqi.
"Brother!" Lin Mian ran towards him with a crisp shout.
Bian Yunqi's slender feet were slightly apart, leaning against the stone bench with a pile of scattered wine jars at his feet, and his mobile phone was still holding half an unfinished cigarette, he lowered his eyebrows and spit out white smoke between his lips and teeth.
"Why did you run out, cold or not?" The bitter taste of tobacco swirled in his throat, making his already hoarse voice even rougher.
The dim light sprinkled on him, and the whole person was extremely depressed.
Lin Mian saw his decadent appearance, and his tears couldn't stop surging up again, a little useless, and secretly wiped away his tears and walked in front of Bian Yunqi.
"The ...... who came to you" The soft and glutinous voice was mixed with a nasal voice, which sounded extremely aggrieved.
Bian Yunqi threw away the cigarette in his hand and stepped on it, opened a bottle of beer casually, lifted his eyelids, and looked at Lin Mian again, drinking with an indifferent expression.
Lin Mian sat obediently on the side and pulled Bian Yunqi's clothes, "Brother......"
Bian Yunqi didn't speak, still leaning on the stone bench, a pair of phoenix eyes full of typhoid fever and hollowness, looking into the distance blankly, Lin Mian curled himself up into a ball, and rested his head on Bian Yunqi's shoulder.
From time to time, fireworks will bloom in the night sky in the distance, and the two people under the street lamp are snuggling up to each other, looking particularly depressed.
After sitting for about twenty minutes, Lin Mian was so sleepy that he yawned and made a slight sound like a kitten.
So sleepy, she blinked and squeezed away her tears.
looked sideways at Bian Yunqi, as if he seemed to have maintained this posture all along, and it seemed that he was really angry.
"Sleepy?" Bian Yunqi reacted, glanced at her, and reached out to hug her.
The young man's arms were warm, Lin Mian felt warm, and put a hand into his pocket, nodded, and pouted in a coquettish voice, "Sleepy"
"Oh, bear with it." Bian Yunqi put his hand into his pocket to shake Lin Mian's cold hand, lowered his eyes and looked at the wine bottle on the ground, and slowly opened another bottle of beer.
With a "sting", Lin Mian raised his head and tilted his head to look at Bian Yunqi's Adam's apple rolling up and down, and when he saw the green beer can, he couldn't take his eyes off.
It looked delicious, she licked her lips and whispered, "I drink it too, can you give me a sip?" ”
Bian Yunqi wrinkled his eyebrows and looked at her, "Snort, underage drinking?" Bian Yunqi's face was no longer cold, but returned to the previous waves and frivolity.
Lin Mian didn't speak with a small face, pouting slightly and being a little angry, "If you don't give it, you won't give it, aren't you also a minor?" ”
Who do you look down on!
Bian Yunqi smiled like a demon, took a sip casually and chuckled and said, "Yes, I won't dare next time." ”
Lin Mian didn't want to pay attention to him, leaning on his shoulder, his upper and lower eyelids were fighting, and just when he was about to fall asleep, Lin Mian felt that the world was spinning, and then fell into a warm embrace, and his nose hit his hard chest.
She was startled, straightened her waist and struggled to go down, but was grabbed by Bian Yunqi, "Hug my brother." A deep voice swayed through the night.
"It's too tight......" Lin Mian was so out of breath that he spit out three words with difficulty, and Bian Yunqi slightly let go of a pair of affectionate Danfeng eyes and stared straight at Lin Mian.
Lin Mian, who was in the second year of junior high school, opened a little, the baby fat on his face gradually disappeared, a pair of black eyes seductively made people can't help but sink, and the snow muscle and jade skin glowed with a faint brilliance, like a clear moon in the sky.
"Brother, what do you think I'm doing......" Lin Mian bit her lower lip shyly, and her face flushed with a faint red.
"What, don't let people see it, there's a drill on your face?" He spoke with a bit of casual banter, and he was really flirtatious, but when he was a yin and yang person, he sounded really underbeaten.
Like now.
Lin Mian was completely silent, she was sloppy.
She couldn't get angry and raised her hand to snort a few times, and the other party's short hair was a little prickly, and Bian Yunqi obediently let her not resist.
"Go home?" Bian Yunqi grabbed Lin Mian's hand that was doing nonsense on his head.
Lin Mian shook his head, leaned his chin on his shoulder and hugged the young man's waist tightly, choked and said, "No one can take my brother away, Mian Mian will always be by my brother's side." ”
Bian Yunqi didn't speak, and responded to Lin Mian with a tighter hug.
The girl hugged Bian Yunqi's petite body tightly, trembling slightly, her eyes were filled with tears, "Brother, ......"
"Brother tells a story, do you listen to it?" Bian Yunqi gently wiped the tears from her face.
Lin Mian hesitated and nodded.
When he was seven years old, Bian Yunqi lost his parents and became a real wild child, his parents were always busy with work and rarely took care of him, and he may not see him twice a week, and his relatives saw him like a plague god.
So he learned to live alone, began to close his heart and was insecure, indifferent and arrogant, always looked like he didn't care about himself, and he rarely gave his sincerity.
It wasn't until he was fostered in Zhang Jin's house that he felt the warmth he had never felt, with the gentle and understanding Mother Zhang, and a troublesome sister who loved to cause trouble, he was moved by his true feelings.
It's ridiculous that it's the family that is so good to him is the family that killed his parents.
Until the winter vacation of the sixth grade, he followed Bian Xing abroad, naively thinking that he was one step closer to his dream, and left Qingliang ruthlessly.
In the first half of the year, Bian Xing and Ye He would take him to play, and he could also play with a few like-minded friends until Ye He was sick and pregnant.
Bian Xing began to go crazy, and he didn't go back to the experimentalist in the laboratory, and Ye He was also sullen, and the whole person was a lot haggard
Occasionally, there would be quarrels, and Bian Yunqi would stop them every time, but Bian Xing began to drink as if he had changed into a dead person, and when he was drunk, he scolded Bian Yunqi at every turn.
Ye He's weak body couldn't stop Bian Xing, at that time, Bian Yunqi was not as high as Bian Xing's shoulders and was beaten without the power of a backhand, so he could only grit his teeth and resist hard.
After being beaten every time, Ye He always cried and said sorry to him while giving him medicine, Bian Yunqi didn't speak, and looked at Ye He coldly and didn't know how to comfort him.
Ye He's belly is getting bigger and bigger day by day, and his body bones are getting weaker and weaker, Bian Xing still eats and drinks in the laboratory regardless of it, and he hasn't even given Ye He a cent for his living expenses.
The heavy responsibility was suddenly pressed on Bian Yunqi, and after finishing school, he went to work, and he would do whatever the money came quickly, bar waiter, caddy.
He interacts with all kinds of people every day, and his former pride has been smoothed out and become sleek after two years of work.
In the end, Ye He died of hemorrhage, and Bian Xing didn't come before he died, obviously one second Ye He was still holding Bian Yunqi's hand and saying that he had to study hard, and the next second, the doctors and nurses all surrounded Ye He and drove him out.
Bian Ye He in his arms cried as if he had telepathy, and then saw Ye He lying in the cold and shivering morgue, covered with a white cloth as if she was asleep.
The only motivation to support him abroad is gone, Bian Yunqi is in a mess all day long, his passport for wanting to return to China was torn up and shredded by Bian Xing, and his ID card was also confiscated.
Fortunately, Bian Yunqi's height has risen rapidly in the past two years, and Bian Xing can't beat him, and he can't control it.
In the end, he tried his best to use the ignorant Bian Yehe to get his ID card, and after asking a friend to get a passport, he secretly ran back to China and returned to the place where he was haunted by his dreams.
Bian Yunqi calmly finished talking about his past four years, as if he was telling a story.
Lin Mian in his arms looked at her with trembling lips and couldn't say a word for a long time, and he dragged Bian Yunqi's clothes tightly, and his tears were the same as those who didn't want money.
Bian Yunqi just smiled indifferently, looked at the girl with red eyes and frowned and pretended to be fierce, "It's ugly, don't cry." ”
"Brother... I'm sorry......" Lin Mian's mouth flattened, and his tears fell even more fiercely.
She felt sorry for her brother, it was her annoying father's drunk driving that caused a catastrophe, which made him like this, and she still had to play with him, which was unreasonable.
"Crying fart." Bian Yunqi helped her wipe away the tears on her face, and pinched the girl's face in retaliation, and as a result, a red mark appeared on her fair skin.
Tsk, this little cub has a lot of thin skin.
"Give me another hug and forgive you." Bian Yunqi pressed Lin Mian's head like a bandit, and the girl leaned her ear against the young man's chest, and faintly heard a strong heartbeat through the thick clothes.
Lin Mian reached out and grabbed the clothes on his arm, "Brother, I will always be with you." The hand behind Lin Mian's back tightened slightly, with forbearance and restraint.
Bian Yunqi didn't speak, lowered his head and kissed Lin Mian's hair.
How can the bright moon on my dark and lonely road possess you......