Chapter 143: Words from the Heart
Jiang Miao and Yuan Yanqi sat side by side on the steps on the side of the road, and the picture looked a little funny.
"Is it cold or not?" Yuan Yanqi had already taken off his coat when he spoke.
Jiang Miao just frowned and glanced at him, but she didn't refuse him to put his clothes on herself.
After putting on his clothes, Yuan Yanqi was a little bit more inched and patted his shoulder, "Do you want to rest on the meeting?" ”
Jiang Miao looked at him, looked at him deeply, and didn't lean in, just shook his head and smiled, "Uncle is too polite, I'm fine." ”
Yuan Yanqi's face was a little unsightly, "Why is it called that at this time?" It makes me feel guilty that you call me that. ”
"If you don't call it that, you don't feel guilty?" Jiang Miao looked directly at him, and there was not too much blame in his eyes, but it really seemed that he was simply discussing this question of guilt.
"Are you mad at me?" Yuan Yanqi looked at her and finally asked.
The topic that they have been avoiding with each other, or the topic that Yuan Yanqi is evading, evading who is right and who is wrong, escaping who should be angry, and escaping whose fault it is between them to this day.
"No", Jiang Miao shook her head.
Seeing that Yuan Yanqi didn't seem to believe it, he smiled again, "It's really not there now." ”
Jiang Miao retracted her gaze, then looked at the ground, pulled the clothes on her shoulders, and spoke again, "At the beginning, I was quite angry, but now it's like this, and it feels a bit of a waste of time to be angry again." ”
"We've broken up, so there's no need to be angry again, there's no need to divide right and wrong, there's no point."
What about knowing who's right and who's wrong?
Feelings are not simply about who is right and who is wrong, and then the wrong person says sorry, and then they can be reconciled.
A feeling is a feeling, a feeling of the moment, and whether you love or hate it is only at that moment.
It's gone, it's really gone.
"Actually, Tang Yu is quite right, the suitability is really much more reliable than the so-called heartbeat."
Yuan Yanqi sighed deeply, wanting to refute, but there was no way to talk about it.
"Actually, I love you", Jiang Miao raised her eyes to look at Yuan Yanqi, and said this, very calmly, but there was an inexplicable sense of vicissitudes in her tone.
Yuan Yanqi looked at her with burning eyes, and only felt that for a moment, she was about to suffocate.
Jiang Miao was a little more serious, faced Yuan Yanqi, looked into his eyes, and said again, "Yuan Yanqi, in fact, I like you very much, more than I like any actor, but between us, it may really not be suitable." ”
Jiang Miao no longer cares about right and wrong.
During the time of separation, too many things happened and a lot was experienced, which made Jiang Miao understand a lot suddenly.
She didn't mind telling Yuan Yanqi that she loved him, but she also knew very well that she and Yuan Yanqi were really not suitable.
Yuan Yanqi didn't speak, just kept looking at Jiang Miao.
Jiang Miao met his gaze and smiled, "You love me too, don't you?" ”
Yuan Yanqi wanted to nod, but no, he felt that his brain was a little numb, and this numbness made him feel deeply suffocated.
Jiang Miao said at this moment that I love you, and you love me too, right? The fact that she was saying these things so calmly at the moment made him more uncomfortable than her hysterical saying that I don't love you anymore.
"It's a pity that we weren't simple from the beginning, and there were too many temptations, so it was easy to leave a shadow, right?"
Jiang Miao chuckled and said this as if it were a joke.
"You love me, but you can't really believe me, any wind and grass can pull my love from your heart, I love you too, but I'm also scared, afraid that one day you will suddenly stay away from me and be indifferent to me because of something inexplicably unwilling to speak."
"It's good now, you don't need to worry about it."
In fact, when you think about it, this is really good, and it is by no means self-consolation.
I have been with the person I like, and then I broke up peacefully, I no longer need to suffer from losses and worries about emotional things, they have not become enemies after the breakup, and they can even be family members, and they still have the crystallization and proof of love.
Isn't that what life is all about? Looking back, Jiang Miao actually felt that it was quite complete.
Jiang Miao was finally willing to talk about this topic today, it was rare for her to say so much so honestly today, Yuan Yanqi originally had a lot to say, but at this moment he found that he couldn't say anything at all.
He could only look at Jiang Miao, he could suddenly feel the love that Jiang Miao had said, but he also realized the lightness of this moment.
"Okay, I'm better, can I go back?" Jiang Miao patted her ass and got up.
She is really much better, whether it is physical or psychological, there are some words, just say it, and the heart will be clear.
"Jiang Miao", Yuan Yanqi got up and held Jiang Miao's hand.
Jiang Miao looked at him with clear eyes.
"You...... Still love me, but don't need me anymore? Yuan Yanqi said this with difficulty.
Jiang Miao said so much before, and in the end, Yuan Yanqi summed it up, and it seemed that this was what he meant.
"Yuan Yanqi, I'm very short of money now", Jiang Miao lowered her eyes and looked at Yuan Yanqi holding her hand, smiling a little bitterly, "However, all the problems that can be solved with money are not big problems, right?" ”
It's nothing if you need money, and when you need someone to accompany you, and you're not there, can you fill it up if you give me more money now?
"Let's go", Jiang Miao withdrew her hand from Yuan Yanqi's hand, and then got into the car first.
After returning to the car again, Yuan Yanqi drove the car much slower, but the atmosphere in the car was very quiet, as if they had nothing to say in this life.
"What time do we have tomorrow?" After being silent for a long time, it was Jiang Miao who opened her mouth first, but it was already another topic that had nothing to do with feelings, and she didn't want to say anything more, she said to Yuan Yanqi today These are very sincere words, true love, and sincere fear.
Yuan Yanqi was afraid that she didn't love him, and she wasn't afraid that Yuan Yanqi would suddenly give up on her one day, after all, this kind of thing had happened twice.
It's really stupid to repeat the mistakes of the past, no longer fall in the same place, she now understands Yuan Yanqi.
But it's ironic, I just understand you, so I can't love you anymore.
"Let's be early tomorrow", Yuan Yanqi was a little sad in his heart, but still answered Jiang Miao's question, "I'm worried that some projects may need to be fasting, let's go early, and eat some when it's over." ”
"Okay", Jiang Miao smiled and nodded, not to talk about love, anything else, she believed in Yuan Yanqi very much, Yuan Yanqi said whatever she wanted, just listen to his arrangement.
"Then I'll set a few more alarms", Jiang Miao laughed at herself, "I've been really sleepy lately, and I've slept deeply." ”
Yuan Yanqi turned his head to look at her, was silent for two seconds, and then spoke, "I'll call you, okay?" ”