After the meal, Jiang Miao put on a coat and moved a chair to sit in the courtyard alone.

The night was beautiful and everything was calm, she slumped back in her chair, then pulled a headphone out of her pocket and stuffed it into her ear.

The soothing music was specially downloaded by Jiang Miao, and what was said on the Internet was that listening to such music was good for children, and Jiang Miao didn't know if it was reliable, and he downloaded it according to the list.

She had done it before, and she was afraid, but after understanding the distance between herself and Yuan Yanqi, she actually longed for her child.

It's very kind, you can't be with the person you like, and it's good to have a child of his.

Of course, Jiang Miao understands that this kind of three views is not right, but in it, he does have such thoughts.

When Yuan Yanqi walked over, Jiang Miao couldn't hear his footsteps, until the moonlight stretched Yuan Yanqi's shadow a little bit, and then the tall shadow enveloped Jiang Miao, she took off one of the earphones and turned her head to look at Yuan Yanqi behind her.

Looking at each other, Jiang Miao felt that the original Yanqi at this moment was like a dream.

"Listen to what?" Yuan Yanqi asked, squatted down by the way, and squatted at Jiang Miao's feet.

Jiang Miao hesitated slightly, but still handed the headphones he took down to Yuan Yanqi, "Wouldn't this music be too outrageous for children to listen to?" ”

Jiang Miao smiled and shook her head, she really couldn't hear where this music was advanced.

Jiang Miao took out the phone, turned up the volume a little more, Yuan Yanqi stuffed the headphones into his ears, smiled, and took the phone out of Jiang Miao's hand, he lowered his head and flipped through all the music on the list, and then raised his eyes to look at Jiang Miao.

Jiang Miao is very quiet at this moment, she looks moving in the moonlight, and the aura on her body is soft, not as aggressive and thorny as in the daytime.

Now Jiang Miao is very suitable for being hugged in her arms and let people take good care of her.

Yuan Yanqi put the phone back into Jiang Miao's hand, patted his pants, and simply sat at Jiang Miao's feet.

The two of them didn't speak, just listened to the music quietly, Yuan Yanqi would look up at Jiang Miao's face from time to time, Jiang Miao tilted his head without any image, found a comfortable position on the seat and closed his eyes and leaned.

Maybe this is the most real Jiang Miao.

"Sometimes, I will be very stubborn and think, you don't like me, I just don't like you, many people think I'm not worthy of you, I just have to be with you, don't break up, angry with them, but sometimes I don't think so, no matter what the truth of the matter is, someone will send me a photo of you, that means I don't know how many people behind my back look forward to me and you separate, in fact, I am not as confident and firm as I imagined, we are not favored, now you can kiss others, what about the future?"

Jiang Miao closed her eyes and suddenly spoke, her voice was low, but with a deep self-deprecation.

"Who knows what will happen in the future? You're not the perfect lover I can hide at home, you need to face the things, the temptations you face, and the environment you face are too much, I can either swallow my anger and let people laugh behind my back, or, after all, one day, we will still be separated. ”

I really don't trust, Jiang Miao doesn't believe that Yuan Yanqi can resist more temptations in the future, and she doesn't believe that she can really let Yuan Yanqi not see the outside scenery completely, she still has low self-esteem in her bones.

When she felt that she was so beautiful and powerful, it was Yuan Yanqi who said that she loved her, since Yuan Yanqi was so good and loved her, then she was naturally powerful, but she couldn't see her true light, and when one day Yuan Yanqi no longer loved her, then she was nothing.

Jiang Miao sighed deeply, "I'm not willful or angry to break up with you, how can I have the courage to break up with you when I'm angry, I'm afraid it's too late to break up." ”

Thinking of the difficulty of separating from Yuan Yanqi before, where did she really dare to break up easily.

"But I've been thinking about it for a long, long time, and I've been thinking about it since the moment I saw the picture, and I've been crying all night while thinking about it."

When Jiang Miao said this, her head moved, and she put her face closer to the back of the seat, this was the first time she said these words to Yuan Yanqi.

After Yuan Yanqi came back, what he saw was Jiang Miao's coldness and hardness, but he didn't know how she broke down and cried over and over again that night.

"Actually, we are people from two worlds, I once pit your shares, although you were very angry at that time, but to be honest, at that time I felt that I was the highlight moment, that feeling seemed to be closer to you, I thought I could be like you, like you, to become a decisive businessman who can kill on the battlefield, but in fact I didn't, that was the only highlight moment in my life, in fact, I don't have any real ability."

"Now think about it, why do I like you? I feel that I was seduced by you step by step, from my originally thin world, following your footsteps, and then entering your complex and high-end world, but, I can't pretend, even if I am held in your arms, I am still incompatible with your world. ”

"With you, happy is really happy, you do have the ability to build me a path that I yearn for, on that road, as if I follow you all the way, we can reach the end, you can even subtly make me want to follow your footsteps willingly, feel that it is right to follow your requirements and steps."

Jiang Miao slowly opened her eyes, lowered her eyes slightly, and finally looked at Yuan Yanqi, "But I can't keep up, if I take a step slowly, I can feel embattled." ”

Yuan Yanqi looked at Jiang Miao and suddenly didn't know what to say.

Actually, he knew.

He actually feels a lot of things, but he is too confident and conceited to take the time to understand them in depth.

He always felt that it was okay for him to like it, and in his liking, Jiang Miao thought too much, but questioned his feelings.

He has already got Jiang Miao, and Jiang Miao loves him, and he is unwilling to spend more time discussing these, because the results of discussing these are likely to be unhappy, and it is very likely that they are not as comfortable as the current sweet and sweet.

"Sleepy, sleepy", Jiang Miao took a breath and reached out to take off the earphones in Yuan Yanqi's ear.

Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, Yuan Yanqi raised his hand and held her hand, along with the headphones.

They really need time and space to either think clearly about themselves or think clearly about each other.

"I don't force you, you need time, I need time, we can calm down for a while, but, Jiang Miao, don't refuse me to be good to you, okay?"