Chapter 228: What Should I Do
Yuan Yanqi has been in the orphanage since he can remember, he is precocious than other children, people are still playing without heart and lungs, but he already feels lonely, he feels that everyone in this world does not seem to love him.
He seems to be inherently repulsed by this world, and his indifference also makes other friends naturally subconsciously avoid him and stay away from him.
At that time, that Yan Qi smiled at him and stretched out his hand to him, so he cherished it extraordinarily.
Then his best friend died, and he couldn't remember who he was.
Later, when I came to the original home, everything from food and clothing to the environment was turned upside down, a good life, a good identity who didn't want, especially for the abandoned children who had nothing.
Everything is at your fingertips, and the only thing Yuan Yanqi has to do is just an elegant, decent, and the façade of the original son.
He's done a good job, and it's hard to tell if it's real or fake.
After staying for several years, he graduated smoothly and had new friends, as long as he waited for Yuan Jianjun to slowly grow old and die, he was the master of the original family, and the original family may not be nothing, because he was very good, and he felt that he was valuable even if he was not in the original family.
But the original family has a place to come, as long as he is in the original family, he is not an orphan, if he has offspring in the future, he is no longer a child without a provenance.
But later, Jiang Miao came.
Jiang Miao, who attracted his attention, but was destined to become his competitor.
He wants the original family and Jiang Miao, he is scheming, calculating her and hurting her, and on the other hand, he approaches her uncontrollably, wanting to make her fall in love with him.
His excellence and elegance make everyone feel that Jiang Miao loves him and Jiang Miao is not worthy of him.
Only he knows how unbearable he is.
He collected Jiang Miao's photos, seen them, kissed them, and masturbated them, like a madman.
While he was baiting, he was thinking about the way back, he had a seamless plan, and he also had various ways to deal with it if the plan failed.
If Jiang Miao doesn't love her, if she takes a wrong step, Yuan Yanqi is likely to indulge the devil in his heart, really like he confessed, he may lock her up, maybe he will give her some medicine, and if he doesn't do it, he will want to break her legs.
But fortunately, despite the twists and turns in the middle, Jiang Miao did not deviate from his plan and still fell in love with him.
There are some things that Jiang Miao didn't have to know for the rest of her life, she just needed to know that he loved her.
But this time Song Chen's accident broke many things.
In fact, it's not entirely because of Song Chen, he was actually wrong when he saw his childhood friend in the orphanage, but he didn't believe in evil, and he was sure that he could deal with it.
But in fact, he couldn't deal with it, and after he was stimulated, he was completely out of control.
If he could lie to himself that it was because he loved Jiang Miao too much, so he had a strong desire to control, then, now, he couldn't tell himself like this, he didn't have a strong desire to control, he was paranoid and had problems in his own right.
remembered the past, knew the life experience of his partner when he was a child, and with his current financial ability, he couldn't help but check his life experience.
His father died of mental torment, and his mother didn't want to see such a tragedy happen again, and she didn't want to watch the raised child follow his father's old path, so she simply gave up and didn't face it.
His father was a madman, his parents loved each other very much, and they were good when they got married, but after being stimulated, they began to have mental troubles.
Like him now, from the orphanage to Jiang Miao's disappearance, he is also being stimulated a little bit, and he is becoming uncontrollable little by little.
He wasn't mentally prepared yet, and when he finally knew everything, he and Jiang Miao had a child. Z.br>
When Jiang Miao came back, it was he who nodded his head and gave up his child.
He couldn't face it, and he was afraid, afraid of a child who might be destined to be unhealthy.
He himself knows how terrible this unhealth is, worse than physical unhealth.
He didn't want his children to be like him, paranoid and hidden
The devil is crazy and uncontrollable, and he doesn't want his children to be like him one day, seeing things that don't exist, and being forced to admit again and again that they are abnormal.
This is the first time that Yuan Yanqi left the doctor with medicine, not sleeping aids.
The medicine was kept secret, but the dessert was carried in his hand.
Covered up, he was once again perfect, elegant and elegant.
When Yuan Yanqi went back, Jiang Miao was sitting in the courtyard reading a book.
Yuan Yanqi got out of the car, his eyes met, Jiang Miao didn't know whether to close the book for a while, and could only watch Yuan Yanqi walk towards him.
"I bought you something to eat", Yuan Yanqi didn't have anything to do, leaned over, and dropped a kiss on Jiang Miao's forehead.
Jiang Miao raised her eyes to look at him, but she still smiled, she knew that Yuan Yanqi was waiting for her laughter.
Jiang Miao felt that she had become hypocritical and perfunctory, she didn't want to laugh, but she was tired, afraid of trouble, and afraid of Yuan Yanqi's endless bad mood, so she simply did what Yuan Yanqi wanted.
"Taste", Yuan Yanqi squatted down, carefully helped open the package, and then looked sideways at Jiang Miao.
Jiang Miao was obedient and ate the dessert he bought back in front of Yuan Yanqi.
Yuan Yanqi watched her eat, and then kissed her again with satisfaction, "You continue to read, I'll go change my clothes."
Jiang Miao nodded, and when he looked at Yuan Yanqi's figure, he breathed a deep sigh of relief.
What the hell is wrong with them, that they need such a false relative one day.
Jiang Miao read more than half of the book, but Yuan Yanqi didn't come out again, Jiang Miao closed the book, entered the house, and went upstairs.
The door of the room was hidden, Jiang Miao pushed it open, and saw Yuan Yanqi sitting on the corner of the bed, with his back against the edge of the bed, alone in silence, with his head bowed and he didn't know what he was thinking or seeing.
Sensing the movement at the door, he raised his eyes to look at Jiang Miao, and then beckoned, "Baby, come in."
Jiang Miao walked towards him, walked to him, squatted down, and looked at him.
Yuan Yanqi didn't say anything, raised his hand and hugged her.
"Bad at work?" Jiang Miao opened her mouth, hesitated but still raised her hand and patted Yuan Yanqi's back.
"It's not going wrong, I just miss you", Yuan Yanqi's voice was very low, hugging her but saying that he missed her.
After a pause, Yuan Yan Qishu continued with a smile, "You haven't taken the initiative to hug me for a long time, are you afraid of me? Still don't love me anymore?"
Jiang Miao's body stiffened, and what she was most afraid of was Yuan Yanqi saying this.
I don't know why, Yuan Yanqi has been so paranoid lately that he seems to feel that the whole world doesn't love him.
"What should I do?" Jiang Miao stepped back a little, looked sideways at Yuan Yanqi, just guessing, she felt that she couldn't guess anymore.