Chapter 247: Like an Innocent Child
When Jiang Miao came out of the bathroom, Yuan Yanqi leaned on the head of the bed and tilted his head slightly with his eyes closed, waiting for her with obvious meaning.
Jiang Miao's steps were heavy, and every step she took was heavy.
At this moment, Yuan Yanqi is like a lion, you don't know if he is really a meek person who is completely asleep and will not make trouble, or if he is hibernating, ready to pounce on you at any time.
Yuan Yanqi made her feel powerless, that is, when he didn't want to synchronize with you, no matter what you said, it was in vain, he only cared about his own feelings, he didn't accept the fact that he didn't want to face, you really just smashed the divorce agreement in his face, and he turned a blind eye.
He doesn't follow Jiang Miao's pace and thinking, but he forces Jiang Miao to play love or not according to his joy and anger.
Sometimes Yuan Yanqi really makes Jiang Miao have an illusion, as if he really has to be killed or injured to end it.
This kind of love is terrible, she admits that she has time to really worship and like the feeling of vigorous love, but it is not such a vigorous law, now this is vigorous, it is completely out of control.
Smelling Jiang Miao's footsteps, Yuan Yanqi slowly opened his eyes, smiled at her, and then stretched out his hand.
Jiang Miao looked at the hand stretched out in front of him, his heart trembled, and he really wanted to blurt out, how can they not owe each other and never be entangled again.
But she didn't dare, she could only stand in place, not daring to move or speak, numb like a doll.
"Come here", Yuan Yanqi stretched out his hand in front of Jiang Miao and smiled even brighter.
Jiang Miao always felt that there was something separated by his smile when she saw Yuan Yanqi laughing now, unlike before, she really loved his smile in the past.
Now that Yuan Yanqi is laughing at her, Jiang Miao is afraid that the frequency of her laughter is inconsistent with Yuan Yanqi, and it will make him unhappy.
Seeing if Jiang Miao had any intention of holding him, Yuan Yanqi smiled, stretched his hand longer, no longer obsessed with holding Jiang Miao's hand, but grabbed her waist, pulled her to him, and then hugged her waist.
When Yuan Yanqi's palm was pressed against her waist, Jiang Miao's breathing stagnated.
When Yuan Yanqi lowered his head and rubbed his head on her waist, Jiang Miao's heart subconsciously trembled.
Sometimes Yuan Yanqi is terrible, but sometimes, especially when Yuan Yanqi is like an innocent child, hugging her, rubbing her, and burying his head in her waist, Jiang Miao always has an illusion, as if Yuan Yanqi is an innocent, homeless child.
"Jiang Miao, you said it, you won't leave me."
When Yuan Yankai opened his mouth, his voice was very low and muffled, more like an innocent child.
It's like a child's incomprehension and unhappiness after being abandoned and let down.
Jiang Miao took a deep breath, not knowing how to respond to Yuan Yanqi's words, many times, the reality is that this is the opposite of what is desired, no one who has ever loved each other will say that I will leave you when they love each other the most, but it really came to that day, and many promises just couldn't be fulfilled.
Love in the world is like this, love and non-love, separation and integration, all just passing, everything is not up to people.
Yuan Yanqi couldn't wait for Jiang Miao's response, and slowly raised his eyes to look at her.
"Jiang Miao, you won't leave me, will you?" Looking at each other, Yuan Yanqi stared at Jiang Miao's eyes tightly, and asked this again, in his eyes, Jiang Miao didn't dare to try to crack the emotional desire or forbearance in his eyes, which was stronger.
Yuan Yanqi's eyes were very gentle, but with an inexplicable sense of oppression.
"Can you be okay?" Yuan Yanqi let go of Jiang Miao and held her hands.
Jiang Miao lowered her eyes, looking at Yuan Yanqi's posture of holding her hands, no matter how she looked at it, it seemed like a kind of restraint, and she felt that if Yuan Yanqi used her strength, Jiang Miao couldn't break free.
Jiang Miao swallowed her saliva, didn't look at Yuan Yanqi's eyes, and always looked at her hands held by Yuan Yanqi.
Her lips moved, and before she could speak, Yuan Yanqi's voice sounded again, but it was much gentler.
"Huang Ling, you care, I changed her, if you think I'm not in front of you to make you more comfortable, I can continue to live outside, what if."
If you want to be with me, I'll move back, kid, I really think ......."
"You still want to have a baby with me?" Jiang Miao finally looked at him.
"I just want to take it easy, when you get better, when did I say I don't want to have sex with you", Yuan Yanqi looked at her, frowning deeply, "Jiang Miao, forget those unpleasant things, don't doubt me."
Yuan Yanqi really likes children, he is just afraid, he is afraid that his children will fall into the same nightmare as him.
But Jiang Miao wants to believe him, he really loves her.
Didn't Jiang Miao believe in him before? I believe that he will not hurt her no matter what, but now he doubts every move.
Yuan Yanqi couldn't stand Jiang Miao's suspicion of him, especially the part that doubted him most sincerely and helplessly.
Yuan Yanqi patted the position next to him, and then pulled Jiang Miao to sit down, after Jiang Miao sat down, Yuan Yanqi hugged her again and propped his chin on her shoulder, "Jiang Miao, let's be okay, okay?" I want to sleep with you in my arms."
Yuan Yanqi's tone was showing weakness, but in fact, it was not showing weakness, but telling the truth, he hoped that they could be good between them, and he really hoped that he could sleep with Jiang Miao in his arms.
After he moved out, his sleep was always unsteady, and he wanted to stay away from Jiang Miao because he was afraid that Jiang Miao would know his secret, but if he was closer to Jiang Miao, Jiang Miao could indeed make him settle down and help him sleep.
Yuan Yanqi lay down and pulled Jiang Miao together.
Until she was held in her arms by Yuan Yanqi, until she listened to the steady breathing of Yuan Yanqi in her ears, Jiang Miao didn't feel sleepy at all, I don't know why she and Yuan Yanqi evolved like this today?
She originally asked Yuan Yanqi to come back today to tell him about the divorce.
But a person's disappointment in another person and distress for a person are very direct and strong feelings, and sometimes I really want to cut it in two, and it has nothing to do with Yuan Yanqi.
Sometimes I feel that in addition to Yuan Yanqi, who else can I love?
Yuan Yanqi was thinking about it, Jiang Miao already knew, but while he knew, he had to admit that he already loved him very much.
Today's divorce from Yuan Yanqiti, Jiang Miao felt that she had mustered up enough courage, with that anger and despair.
But Yuan Yanqi simply ignored all of Jiang Miao's feelings, and Yuan Yanqi lived in the world he imagined and hoped for. Z.br>
In that world, Yuan Yanqi and Jiang Miao can love each other forever, but in reality, they have already unconsciously deviated from the path that can be with each other forever and want to love.
Regarding the divorce, Jiang Miao didn't know if she still had the courage to mention it a second time.