Chapter 256: Find the Right Time
"Your lover knows?" The doctor was a little surprised, if he remembered correctly, Yuan Yanqi should have minded letting his lover know all this, let his lover know, there are advantages and disadvantages, and the doctor has also considered this problem, but in the end, everything still needs to be based on Yuan Yanqi's own wishes.
"She is one of my senior sisters, and her reputation in the industry is not bad, if you want to go over and take a look, I can ......"
"Are you so unconfident in yourself?" Yuan Yanqi suddenly laughed.
The doctor was a little surprised, and then quickly smiled, "I'm afraid you don't have confidence." ”
"I'm going back to live with my lover," Hara Yan laughed, looking out the window as he said this.
The atmosphere is very subtle, relaxing, there is no match, the doctor does not particularly care about him, accompanied by the sound of typing, Yuan Yanqi's mood is quite stable, he still likes this doctor very much, after all, he has never treated him as an abnormal patient.
"Oh, no more contradictions? So do you want her to be involved? "It's like talking about family life, and it's an understatement.
"It's a little tangled, I'm ...... today" Yuan Yanqi opened his mouth, paused again, and looked at her, "Today my biological mother told me that my father didn't tell her back then, so that she still regrets and regrets many things now. ”
The doctor's hand paused, and he quickly continued to type, Yuan Yanqi said a lot today, and he had the desire to talk, and these things he said were things that were deeply hidden.
"She filed for divorce with me a few days ago, I don't know if she really doesn't love me anymore?" Yuan Yanqi withdrew his gaze and continued to look out the window, "But she used to love me very much." ”
"So there are things that have to change or not change, and they don't have much to do with your own situation, and you can relax."
Yuan Yanqi hummed softly, and suddenly fell into a deep silence.
After a while, Yuan Yanqi suddenly got up, the doctor looked at him, he raised his hand and tapped his watch, "It's time, I have to pick her up." ”
The doctor nodded and smiled, and when Yuan Yanqi walked to the door with his feet raised, she suddenly opened her mouth again, "Mr. Yuan, don't worry, I can help you, you can trust me." ”
"Okay", Yuan Yanqi nodded, smiling as he pulled the door and left.
No one can promise anything to anyone, but Yuan Yanqi has a strong sense of his own and a strong desire to be better.
As long as he himself does not give up, the world will not give up on him at all.
Yuan Yanqi was waiting downstairs in the company early, and when Jiang Miao came out, Yuan Yanqi could see her at a glance.
Jiang Miao still didn't seem to be very happy today, and I don't know if the unpleasantness in the morning had continued until now, but when he saw Yuan Yanqi's car, he still came in his direction with great interest, and got into the car without saying a word.
Yuan Yanqi leaned over to fasten her seat belt, kissed her hair by the way, and said with a smile, "How are you doing today?" ”
Jiang Miao lowered her eyes and seemed to nod, but she didn't seem to have it, she just turned her head to look at Yuan Yanqi and asked him, "What about you?" How are you doing today? ”
Yuan Yanqi was stunned for half a second, and quickly nodded with a smile, he didn't expect Jiang Miao to ask him like this, maybe Jiang Miao just asked casually, but people with weak hearts will always feel frightened because they lied.
"Actually, you don't have to come and pick me up every day", Jiang Miao looked at him.
Yuan Yanqi frowned, he wanted to say something and gave up, but he just started the car by himself, and he couldn't figure out what Jiang Miao's mood was now.
On the way back, he was very silent, Yuan Yanqi still wanted to hold Jiang Miao's hand, but Jiang Miao did not refuse.
When the car was about to arrive at the old house, Jiang Miao opened her mouth again, looking at the side face of Yuan Yanqi's car, "Where have you been today?" ”
"What?" Yuan Yanqi turned his head to look at Jiang Miao.
"Cheng Fang said that you didn't go to the company today", Jiang Miao was very calm when she said this, she didn't know now that Yuan Yanqi was lying to her, when the phone rang this morning, Jiang Miao knew that Yuan Yanqi was a lie all morning.
She doesn't really want to care about what Yuan Yanqi did, as long as she is not sorry for her, Jiang Miao is willing to give enough in her private space, she just doesn't understand when Yuan Yanqi started, lying has become inertia.
"I went to the hospital to see that partner", Yuan Yanqi opened his mouth and glanced at Jiang Miao's eyes, there was a trace of fluctuation in his heart, if Jiang Miao asked, continue to ask, he might come out with something.
But Jiang Miao didn't, Jiang Miao just hummed innocently, and then withdrew his gaze.
There was silence in the car again.
"Jiang Miao", Yuan Yanqi suddenly opened his mouth to call her, when Jiang Miao turned his head to look at him, Yuan Yanqi's seriousness was a little more restrained, he smiled, "I won't do anything to be sorry for you, don't worry, whatever you ask me, I will say it." ”
Jiang Miao looked at him, looked at him deeply, nodded, smiled reluctantly, and didn't say anything more.
Soon arrived home, there didn't seem to be any unpleasantness between the two of them, but they were really not close.
Jiang Miao slept exceptionally early this night, and when Yuan Yanqi came out of the bathroom, she was already lying on the bed.
Yuan Yanqi looked at Jiang Miao's face and sighed lightly.
I don't know what's going on between them, it's empty, it's gone, and what is left is empty, unspeakable space, even if two people are lying on the same bed, there is always something apart.
Yuan Yanqi couldn't help but wonder what the doctor said today, does the change between them have anything to do with his own illness?
Yuan Yanqi lay down, looked sideways at Jiang Miao, raised his hand to stroke her face, and said in a low voice, "Do you really still love me?" ”
Jiang Miao suddenly opened her eyes and turned her head to meet Uehara Yanqi's gaze.
"I love you, I still love you, but, I don't know why, my feelings have changed", Jiang Miao looked at him, but answered honestly, regardless of whether such an answer would make Yuan Yanqi unhappy, this is her truest feeling.
"The last time you said divorce, was that a real idea?" Yuan Yanqi was rare, not angry, and stroked her hair when she spoke.
"That moment is real", Jiang Miao raised her eyes, but she didn't dare to look at Yuan Yanqi's eyes.
"I hope you can continue to love me, and if you really don't love me, you can tell me, but I don't want you to leave me."
Yuan Yanqi's words are quite contradictory, more like a kind of retreat, retreat a little bit and a little bit, and finally only defend the last trace.
"What about you...... Is there anything else that lies to me? Jiang Miao looked into his eyes and asked him.
Yuan Yanqi was silent for two seconds and said, "Actually, I know that the emotional expert you found before is a psychiatrist, right?" ”
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