Chapter 709: Do what you want
Lin He's wine seemed to be unusually slow, so that he was always in a restless state during the game.
It wasn't until the first boss was fought that the staff who delivered the wine was late.
The moment the doorbell rang, Lin He rushed over, opened the door irritably, and looked at the person with angry eyes.
The wine delivery worker seemed to be taken aback by Lin He's appearance: "Brother, brother, I'm sorry, there are many customers in the store today, and I can't be busy..."
His attitude was as humble as he was, but it didn't seem to calm Lin He's anger, and he was about to scold when he put a hand on his shoulder:
"It's okay, you can go back quickly. Little crane, you go wash two cups. ”
Lin Qi took the box of dead wine in the hand of the wine delivery worker and smiled at him.
Lin He clenched his fists, but in the end he didn't say anything, turned around and went to the sink to wash the cup.
After bringing the washed cup, Lin He didn't pour the wine for a long time.
He leaned back in his chair in a dejected manner, his fingers touching the mouse for a moment.
The last time she was playing games in the hotel, drinks and snacks and other things were all Xiao Jing's work, she didn't play games, but she was able to watch quietly next to Lin He for two days.
Lin Qi sighed in his heart and poured wine for Lin He.
"Cousin, you said that I, am you particularly stupid and easy to deceive?"
Lin He didn't touch the glass of wine, but turned his head and asked Lin Qi in a sad voice.
"No, you're not stupid at all."
Lin Qi never felt that Lin He was stupid, but recognized his true temperament.
"Some time ago I hid something that made you misunderstood, it was my problem."
"You don't have to comfort you, it has nothing to do with you, it's my own tendon, I only look at the surface of the problem."
Lin He did not accept Lin Qi's review.
"I asked Uncle Jun, my sister-in-law came very early, but I don't like to show up, I'm sorry for my sister-in-law, and I'm sorry for Sister Zhuang Xin, who made a mess..."
The more Lin He spoke, the more sad he became.
Lin Qi knew who the sister-in-law in Lin He's mouth was referring to.
"They didn't blame you, and you didn't feel sorry for them, really, I promise."
If you really want to go up to Shuoyuan, you have to let Lin Huiping carry this pot, but then again, Lin Huiping is Lin He's father, which is really not easy to cut.
In order to let Lin He stop his endless self-blame, Lin Qi took the initiative to open the topic:
"How much do you know about Xiao Jing and Xia Jin'an now?"
Hearing the two people of "Xiao Jing", Lin He's body trembled obviously, and he took a deep breath.
"I know everything, everything, she told me everything."
"Does she sound honest?"
"But what is the point of honesty at this time?"
"Is there anything else to gain other than driving me crazy?"
In Lin He's narration, Lin Qi finally figured out what Lin He had experienced during this time.
Xiao Jing probably told Lin He three days after Zhuang Xin's birthday, because she had been showing a worried look during those three days and didn't dare to look at Lin He.
This is not the end, what is even more exaggerated is that whenever and wherever Lin Qi or Xia Jin'an-related topics are mentioned, she will be taken aback and enter a state of extreme panic.
Those three days happened to be the most lively days of the Chinese New Year, so Xiao Jing's performance attracted the attention of everyone's relatives and friends.
Of course, Lin He is not a fool, thinking of her strange behavior on Zhuang Xin's birthday, and she has never been able to tell Xia Jin'an's whereabouts, Lin He was ruthless, and very seriously questioned her alone:
"If you don't make it clear what you know, it's not over."
Xiao Jing's tense nerves finally couldn't hold it anymore, and she told Lin He everything.
But her "truth" was so heavy that Lin He's eyes were dark, and he almost fainted on the spot.
Until her senior year, Xiao Jing was a good girl who was clean and self-conscious, she didn't have much emotional experience, and she never thought about doing things in a crooked way.
But the accident happened during the time when Xiao Jing was out of school for an internship in her senior year, during which Xiao Jing was overwhelmed by the two mountains of study and job hunting, and it happened that she was extremely unlucky during that time, and everything was not going well, so that she felt that life was dark.
During that time, Xia Jin'an happened to come to the city where her university was located, and the two had been old acquaintances, so they made an appointment to meet.
Xiao Jing roughly knows what Xia Jin'an's work and life are like, every time she meets her, Xiao Jing feels that she is going to be more radiant and carefree last time, and then she thinks of her depression at school, and she envy from the bottom of her heart.
After learning of her recent bad mood, Xia Jin'an took the initiative to invite her to relax with herself for a week.
Xia Jin'an made a generous move, took her on a tour of the mountains and rivers, covered almost all the expenses, and showed her financial resources to the fullest, which made Xiao Jing feel that her university was completely in vain, and even had only side effects.
One day, Xia Jin'an suddenly proposed to take Xiao Jing to earn some "entertainment funds", Xiao Jing was a little hesitant, because the place Xia Jin'an said to earn money was a bar and nightclub, she had never been there, and she was afraid to go to that kind of place.
"It's okay, what's there to be afraid of, what age is it now, no bad guy dares to be presumptuous in that kind of public.
Let me tell you, there is a big boss tonight, you can go and sit there for a while, have a drink, smile occasionally, leave the rest to me, and then wait to receive the red envelope. ”
Under Xia Jin'an's repeated persuasion, Xiao Jing agreed.
She wore delicate and glamorous makeup, wore a slightly sexy dress, and stepped into that unknown territory.
is exactly the same as what Xia Jin'an said, he didn't have to do anything, just watched others drink there, and the red envelopes of 888,666 amounted to flow into Xiao Jing's WeChat wallet in turn.
Except for being a little noisy and the air a little stuffy, there is no discomfort anymore.
When the wine game was about to end, the big boss who looked quite handsome suddenly made a request to her alone:
"Beauty, you didn't drink at this table today, or else, you drink a little, just wish me a happy birthday, I'll wrap you a red envelope alone, the amount is not too much, just half a cup."
Xiao Jing felt overwhelmed and looked at Xia Jin'an for help.
Xia Jin'an understood what she meant, and cleared her throat: "Mr. Jiang, forget it, Jingjing is different from me, she is here for the first time, and she is a college student with excellent character and learning, and she is not allowed to drink at home."
In this way, I will drink with you, and I will drink as much as you pour, and there is no superfluous word! ”
"Okay, you Sister Xia, you think I don't know what you're thinking, you have taken a fancy to my limited edition Ace of spades!"
This Boss Jiang seemed to be very familiar with Xia Jin'an, and he smiled and pierced her mind.
"If you don't let you drink at home, you should listen to the family, so girl, just toast me with a drink, and I'll send the red envelope!"
Boss Jiang seems to be very easy to speak, without any embarrassment at all, with his rather outstanding appearance, Xiao Jing feels a great sense of intimacy from him.
"I can drink..."
Xiao Jing still had a little bit of wine, so she picked up the half glass of wine in front of her and plucked up her courage:
"Mr. Jiang, I wish you a happy birthday..."
"Good, good!
”
The atmosphere of the wine table reached a climax at this moment.
Xiao Jing drank the glass of wine that sounded very expensive in one gulp, and thought it was quite delicious.
Boss Jiang very boldly sent a red envelope to Xiao Jingdan and praised her.
Xiao Jing secretly glanced at her phone and found that it was a red envelope with an amount of 5200.
This is the end of the first nightclub trip, Xiao Jing feels more relaxed and happy than ever, and for the first time, she feels that making money is actually such an easy thing, like a dream.
One night, I earned living expenses for several months.
You don't need to sell anything about yourself, but you reap the joy.
"Interesting, right?"
Under the neon lights, Xia Jin'an's slightly drunk eyes were full of smiles.
"Hmm!"
But what Xiao Jing didn't know was that this day became the starting point for her to fall into the abyss.
In the days that followed, Xia Jin'an never left, and Xiao Jing and her went out to relax more and more often.
The school's internship requirements were left behind her.
Why do you want to do some hard work that is not good to talk about? Does the best youth deserve to be wasted in that endless anxiety?
Xiao Jing felt that her previous self was too stupid.
She went to nightclubs with Xia Jin'an more and more often, and gradually fell in love with the noisy atmosphere, and at the same time, she also liked those foreign wines that made people feel mellow when they drank them.
She likes the bureau of Boss Jiang's group the most, she drinks the best wine, and the people in the wine bureau are the most friendly and generous.
After that, she also met two other hardcore friends of Boss Jiang, Boss Yan and Boss Zhao.
Like Boss Jiang, they are not much older than themselves, their financial resources are endless, but they don't have much to offer.
On top of that, all three of them signaled their "like" to her and bought her a lot of gifts.
Xiao Jing enjoyed the process a little, and under Xia Jin'an's hint, she did not make a choice, but maneuvered between the three of them.
It's just that sometimes she drinks too much, and she doesn't know whose arms she slept in.
If it weren't for her body's warning, she might never have woken up from this dreamy net.
Gynecology clinic after three months.
When the doctor asked her in a "high emotional intelligence" way, "has her lover and partner changed frequently in recent times", Xiao Jing woke up.
She was scared.
She has been a very timid person since she was a child, she is very afraid of getting sick, and she is even more afraid of death.
She broke off ties with those people in the shortest possible time and returned to a normal life.
"It's okay to be quiet, these are all minor diseases, and ordinary people have the probability of getting them."
Xia Jin'an comforted Xiao Jing, she also saw that Xiao Jing had no intention of returning to the bright lights, and those bosses were somewhat tired of playing, now is the best time to quit.
In this way, Xiao Jing was cured of her illness and graduated from school with several boxes full of expensive and luxurious clothes and supplies and more than 150,000 savings.
In the first half of the year after graduating from school, she didn't find a decent job, but because she had enough money, life was not hard.
Approaching the end of the year, she casually gave her family a reason to go home early, and then, it was to introduce the encounter with Lin He.
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There is no doubt that Lin He is her ideal partner, so she is more and more afraid that her past will be unearthed.
She even regrets it every day, regretting the drunken dream of dying for three months.
If she was given another chance, she would never have set foot in that party club.
After getting along for a while, Xiao Jing found that Lin He was not a person who liked to delve into other people's pasts, which made her feel relieved and guilty at the same time.
She wanted to compensate Lin He from her own point of view, she unconsciously used a series of camouflage skills she learned in the nightclub experience, and tried her best to transform herself into Lin He's favorite appearance, she even brainwashed herself every day, she was originally like this, and she was Lin He's favorite person.
However, the appearance of Lin Qi and Su Yueliang shattered her dream.
"Cousin, I really don't know what to do..."
Lin He has been avoiding Xiao Jing all this time, but even so, every day when he closes his eyes, Xiao Jing's narration will automatically play in his ears, and his brain is like a wild horse that has escaped, constantly imagining those pictures that are dirty and dirty enough to make him cry.
He could not eat, he could not sleep, and only the paralysis of alcohol could obtain a moment of peace.
Xiao Jing sent him countless messages and made countless phone calls, asking him to admit his mistake and ask for his forgiveness.
But Lin He couldn't do it, because he would never forget those pictures.
He wanted to tell all this, but in the end he held back, which was the greatest dignity he could leave to Xiao Jing.
However, as Lin He's family, Lin Huiping couldn't understand the sudden breakdown of the intimate relationship between his son and his future daughter-in-law, and even heard that Xiaojing had passed out on the hospital bed due to excessive grief.
Since he couldn't get any information from Lin He, he subconsciously thought that Lin He had unilaterally hurt Xiao Jing.
He made a monstrous fire, forcing Lin He and Xiao Jing to reconcile like a pressure monster, but Lin He was indifferent, he was like a dead branch, even if it was broken, he didn't react.
Lin Huiping has never been a person who is willing to compromise, let alone a person who can tolerate relatives and friends watching his jokes, Lin He refused to give in, so he deprived him of everything he gave Lin He and forced him to comply.
Lin He was also even more disheartened in the process.
Because he found that without the material support given by Lin Huiping, he was nothing.
Lin Qi listened to Lin He's story quietly and did not give any feedback.
Just when Lin He hung his head numbly and no longer pinned his hopes on others, Lin Qi stood up.
"Little crane, can you stand up?"
Lin He looked at Lin Qi blankly, Lin Qi's eyes did not fluctuate, just stared at his eyes.
Lin He slowly stood up.
Lin Qi walked around behind him and patted him on the back: "Straighten your back." ”
Lin He was still at a loss, but he did it anyway.
"What have you been busy with in the first half of the year after graduation?"
Lin Qi suddenly changed the channel.
"I'm researching how to make a game, I've got a studio, and I'm pulling sponsors.."
It took Lin He a lot of effort to pull this information out of his mind.
"The girl I mentioned earlier, you have a crush on at school, have you been in contact with her recently?"
Lin Qi even changed the channel again.
“... Say hello to each other on Chinese New Year's Eve. ”
Lin He was silent for a while, but still answered truthfully.
"If it weren't for Xiaojing, would you have spoken a few more words to her?"
"Yes."
"Is she good-looking?"
"Hmm."
"Do you feel happy when you're close to her?"
"Yes."
"Are you afraid of Lin Huiping?"
"Don't be afraid."
"Then do what you want, I don't think there's anything in you to despair about.
Don't deceive yourself and don't compromise with someone you're not afraid of.
Follow your truest heart, then puff up your chest, and give the rest to your cousin. ”
Lin Qi stretched out his hand and grabbed Lin He, making his already messy hair even more messy.
"It's really oily, haven't washed it in a few days?"
Lin He looked at Lin Qi blankly.
"What, don't you believe me?"
Lin Qi gave him another punch, which made Lin He's shoulder hurt.
"I don't believe me, but you have to believe you... Well, your sister-in-law, she's an old patron......."