Chapter 787: Drunk
As soon as the word "break up" came out of Song Nian's mouth, the air in the private room froze.
There is no so-called indecision in her voice, but every syllable reveals determination.
Everyone didn't speak, waiting for Song Nian's next words.
"I know it's cruel to him, because he's still in love with me as much as he was before, but we're not suitable.
We don't have anything in common, he doesn't understand what I think about every day, and I don't understand anything about what he does every day.
Although we never quarreled and were there for each other, we never really communicated.
It's really tiring like that......
After going to university, I understood more and more that I must take my destiny into my own hands, no one can dictate my future, I want to use reading to change my destiny, I don't want to live in ignorance and prejudice like our parents all my life.
I want my significant other to be rooted in my psyche and be my soulmate, and not just exist in a one-sided shh
Song Nian's eyes were like smoke, very depressed.
"My sister thinks you have a point, but judging from the first day of driving school, are you too indifferent to him, no matter how inappropriate it is, you shouldn't use cold violence to force him, right?"
Sister Feng put forward her own opinions.
"I didn't have cold violence... I've talked to him many times, including the problem of money, I have recorded every amount of money he gave me, and I even took interest into account, I have a part of the scholarship in school, and I also have part-time work outside of class, and now I can achieve self-sufficiency, and I can save a small amount, I proposed to use this money to pay him back part of it first, but he resolutely refused to accept it, and he will still transfer money to my account every month, I really... Don't know what to do anymore...
I also came here to learn to drive because I wanted to fill all my spare time so that I could tell him that I was busy and didn't want him to waste so much time and come so far to see me.
But he came anyway.
He even gave up a lot of good job opportunities for me, which made me feel guilty, but he smiled silly and told me that "there is no opportunity in this world that is more important than you......
I don't hate him, I don't hate him at all, I pretend to be impatient, and I feel sad when I ignore him.
But this is not love, it's just his unilateral and stubborn giving, and I don't even have the right to refuse this giving.
This kind of life makes me tired, really tired.
Sister Cheng, do you know, sometimes I really envy you..."
Song Nian suddenly looked at Cheng Xuetong, raised the wine glass full of red wine in front of him, his eyes were full of reverie, and then drank the wine in one gulp.
"Huh."
Cheng Xuetong closed his eyes, smiled and shook his head.
Then one hand grabbed Lin Qi's shoulder and pulled Lin Qi to a very close distance from him.
"Envy me?"
Cheng Xuetong moved the chair under him, and the chair under Lin Qi was tightly together, then raised his slender legs and unceremoniously put them on Lin Qi's body, and finally pressed his whole body in the direction of Lin Qi, wrapped his arms around Lin Qi's neck, and the whole person moved silently into Lin Qi's arms. ——
"What is there to envy, such an intimate way of getting along, I can only do it in front of you, out of this room, I have to keep my distance from him, like-"
Cheng Xuetong paused, as if thinking of the most appropriate adjective in his head.
"It's like two actors with great acting skills playing strangers."
Cheng Xuetong's words and actions were extremely impactful, which made Song Nian, who was originally depressed and depressed, also stagnant.
"Tong, don't drink it."
Seeing Cheng Xuetong pour a whole glass of red wine again, Lin Qi reached out and wanted to take the wine glass in her hand.
But this action was sensitively avoided by Cheng Xuetong, although she drank a lot, she didn't see any drunkenness at all, her face was still as bright and ruddy as usual, but the gap between the corners of her mouth left a surging red mark.
"Just drink it."
Cheng Xuetong poured himself a glass of wine again, and deliberately fought against Lin Qi.
"Your problem is easy to solve, I support you to pay back the money and break up, continue to make your words clear, if it doesn't work once, twice, three times, in short, take the initiative in your own hands, don't care about too many messy things, you can borrow from me if you don't have any money, and if you don't pay it back, your sister Cheng has nothing else, but money is a thing, and it can't be spent in ten lifetimes!"
Cheng Xuetong picked up the glass full of wine and pointed in Song Nian's direction.
"Come, cheers, after drinking this cup, I will recognize you as half my little sister."
Then she drank it all.
"What's the matter, what are you looking at me doing, is there anything wrong with what I say?
You don't think I'm throwing a temper on purpose, are you? No kidding, I have something to lose my temper about, I'm telling the truth.
You! Little bodyguard, don't stare at me, you know I have a very bad personality, I can do anything..."
After drinking this cup, Cheng Xuetong finally got drunk.
The wise and bright eyes that had been in the past became dull and confused, and after a slight hiccup, his body leaned softly against Lin Qi's body, looking weak.
Lin Qi didn't expect that the originally normal dinner would evolve into such a scene, and it was only from this moment that he realized how much pressure Cheng Xuetong had on him.
It was a kind of psychological pressure that he didn't understand, but it really existed.
Perhaps her past behavior of making fun of others was just a way for her to relieve stress.
But why did you choose this moment as a time to vent your emotions?
When Lin Qizheng was puzzled, he suddenly found a message reminder on his mobile phone.
Gently pulled his hand out of the state of being suppressed by Cheng Xuetong and took the mobile phone in his hand.
The information is from Su Yueliang.
"Ryoko: Lin Qi, are Tong Tong and you together? I messaged her and she never replied.'"
It's just this time...
Do you want to reply to the message, but how do you explain Cheng Xuetong's current state?
Or, lying, to Ryoko?
Lin Qi subconsciously rejected this option a little.
Since coming to Handa, Lin Qi has basically never lied to Su Yueliang.
Not to mention that Su Yueliang herself rarely asks about Lin Qi's privacy.
Lin Qi was entangled, but Lin Qi understood one thing, that is, he couldn't let her continue to drink.
If you drink it any longer, you won't be able to give an explanation to anyone.
Lin Qi somewhat resolutely pressed Cheng Xuetong, who was about to continue pouring wine in his arms, Cheng Xuetong couldn't break free of Lin Qi's hand, so he could only turn his head and glare at Lin Qi fiercely.
Even after drinking a lot, her eyes are as beautiful as works of art.
This gave Lin Qi the illusion that she was not drunk at all.
But then she closed her eyes, and the movement of her head shaking unconsciously still revealed the fact that she was already half drunk and dizzy.
The faces of the two were closer, and Lin Qi could even feel the hot breath exhaling from her mouth, carrying the aroma of wine and personal fragrance.
"Don't drink it..."
"Why don't you reply to messages?"
The two exited almost at the same time.
Lin Qi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Cheng Xuetong to notice the news.
"Are you weak in heart? Or are you afraid that Ah Liang will think too much? ”
Cheng Xuetong and Lin Qi got closer again, and this time Lin Qi could even see his own shadow in her Tong Kong.
Lin Qi subconsciously turned his head and looked at Sister Feng and Song Nian.
But I happened to see Sister Feng and Song Nian get up: "Let's go out with Xiao Nian." ”
They evaded.
The door of the private room was closed again, and this time only Lin Qi and Cheng Xuetong were left in the room.
"She wouldn't think much of it, never..."
Cheng Xuetong lowered his eyes, and his whole body seemed to be drained of strength.
Reaching out to Lin Qi's mobile phone, he pressed the voice bar of WeChat:
"Bao, my phone is out of battery, and I passed the second subject with a perfect score, am I very good, praise me."
A few seconds later, Su Yueliang sent a message again.
"Ryoko: That's amazing!"
"Ryoko: When are you coming back, let's go out to dinner together in the evening."
"Next time, Bao, today is Lao Cheng's birthday, I have to go to him."
Lao Cheng, is Cheng Xuetong's father?
Lin Qi looked at Cheng Xuetong holding his mobile phone and chatting with Su Yueliang.
"Ryoko: Oh, I remembered."
"You also know, Lao Cheng is a dead tsundere, I don't take the initiative to go, he will never remind me, then I have to be generous."
Cheng Xuetong couldn't hear the slightest drunkenness in his voice, so he chatted with Su Yueliang very naturally.
"Ryoko: I wish Uncle Cheng a happy birthday on that generation, and Aunt Gu, say hello to her on my behalf."
"Okay, okay, I'll say hello to the dead tsundere and love brain on your behalf, my Liangbao is the most polite, then again, when will you go to meet your parents with me again?"
"Ryoko: What are you talking about..."
"What are you ashamed of, then I'll continue to eat with my friends from the driving school, and I've already played with my little companion, and he'll give you the bed on the second floor at night, so that's it, bye-bye, mua-"
Cheng Xuetong turned off the phone screen, put the phone back on the table, and then refocused his eyes on Lin Qi.
"Know your mission, tonight."
Lin Qi's expression was complicated, of course he could understand what Cheng Xuetong meant.
When Cheng Xuetong was away, the task of accompanying Su Yueliang was handed over to Lin Qi.
"I want you to understand one thing, and that is: I have family.
My father is a poker face + dead tsundere, usually I don't look for him, he definitely won't take the initiative to find me, my mother is a love brain, all day long I only know to revolve around my father, but-
We are still a family, and the family bond between us will not change.
Even if I take another 10,000 steps, my parents don't care about me at all, and there are still a group of old men and old ladies in the family who regard me as a treasure, I can be as willful as I want, and they can help me settle if I cause a big disaster, because we are a family, this is the family concept inherited by Xia Guo for thousands of years.
But—
Ah Liang is different, she has no family, she doesn't have these fetters on me, she is special, even the only one in the world, I don't have any exaggeration.
Maybe you can't understand it, but it's normal, because I'm not completely complete until now, but the facts are in front of me.
Of course, this is not to say that her family has passed away, objectively her parents are still alive, but this will only make the reality more cruel.
They just left enough money for their nominal children, and then, like saints, abandoned all the concept of family bloodline, and in the name of breaking out of the historical cycle that has imprisoned human society for thousands of years.
Hehe, I see confusion and confusion in your expression, confusion is right, everyone has to be confused, don't they?
Growing up, I watched her transition from incomprehension to sadness, and then from sadness to silence, and accepted all this in silence, accepting the reality that there would be no family waiting for her somewhere and somewhere for a day.
She has no family, no friends, and only me was in her world before she met you.
Later you appeared, but you faded away again, do you know how sad she was during that time?
You won't get it, because you're a jerk.
You're so bastard that you don't know how little she wants, a little, a little is enough.
You know, even if I turn on the camera now and let her see what we both look like, that's fine. ”
Cheng Xuetong grabbed Lin Qi's shoulders so hard that his nails were about to be embedded in them.
But Lin Qi couldn't feel it anymore, because he was still deeply immersed in Cheng Xuetong's story.
Ryoko, no family.
There are only two people in her world.
She didn't want much.
"So, what does it matter if I'm drunk or not, you just have to do everything you have to do, and the rest doesn't matter.
I admit that I do like you a little, but you remember for me, I'm not fighting for something, I'm such a person, I do what I want, I don't want to think about the consequences, I have this capital to mess around, are you-clear-white-——? ”
Cheng Xuetong looked at Lin Qi's eyes and said word by word.
"Of course, you can mess around a little, but it's up to you to have the guts."
Cheng Xuetong held Lin Qi's hand, and then slowly placed it on the open neckline of her coat, where was her pink-like collarbone.
It was obviously a cross-vertical and horizontal bone structure, but Lin Qi felt as soft as a banana.
The distance between the two people has become cramped, close to Chi Qi's eyebrows, palpable lips, breath with the girl's unique hormonal taste, ambiguous and blurry licking each other, and the air in the entire private room is filled with the danger and sweetness of love.
Why is this happening?
Lin Qi found that he couldn't take his eyes off it, Cheng Xuetong was like a deadly trap with a sweet attraction, and if it continued like this, everything would no longer be controllable.
"Forget it, this place is too bad, and besides, you are really a little coward, and you don't dare to take advantage of the cheap delivery to the door."
Cheng Xuetong smiled contemptuously, then staggered his lips at an angle, and gently wiped the wine marks on Lin Qi's cheeks.
"Take my word to heart, do what you have to do, and no one cares about anything else."