There are vines and grass in the wild, and there is no dew Chapter 19, crying towards the long door, on
"Big brother-" The hoarse voice was exhausted, and the smile on Chu Hanzhang's face was instantly replaced by fright, and she ran towards Chu Bowen quickly.
Three steps away, she knelt down in front of him, and roared in a dumb voice several times, "Big brother, what's wrong with you, big brother..."
"Someone! Come on. Her eyes were crying blood, and a bean-sized red pearl slipped from the corner of Chu Bowen's eyes, Chu Hanzhang had a long mouth, and her whole body was trembling, she didn't know why the eldest brother who was smiling at herself a moment ago suddenly fell down in the next moment, and suddenly, it became like this.
"Someone, help, help my big brother—" She hugged him, tears falling to the ground.
"Zhang'er, is it Zhang'er?" Chu Bowen in her arms suddenly spoke, raised his hand directionlessly, groped around, as if looking for her face, she grabbed it and pressed it to her cheek, "Yes, it's Zhang'er, Zhang'er is back, big brother, Zhang'er is back, look at me, look at me......"
The blood in his eyes swelled up a little more happily with Chu Bowen's laughter, he pulled out a smile that was even uglier than crying, and said to Chu Hanzhang, "Big brother saw it just now, and saw that Zhang Er's long and slim, bright and bright, better than Chaohua and her." Big brother, big brother..."Chu Bowen gasped and vomited out a mouthful of blood, and smashed it on the back of Chu Hanzhang's hand in a daze, her eyes were full of redness and burning her eyes, it hurt, it really hurts......
"Big brother, why is this happening, why, why! Isn't it all right, isn't it already possible to take off the white silk and see things freely? What about quacks, where are quacks? She looked around blankly, in the empty and boundless courtyard, scattered yellow leaves drifting down one after another, "I'm going to kill him, I'm going to kill him—big brother!" ”
"Zhang'er!" Chu Bowen stopped her, and with the strength he had finally accumulated, he told her, "Zhang'er, don't blame others, don't blame yourself, the eldest brother's eye disease can't be cured in the first place, it was the eldest brother who begged Mr. Na to let him give me three days, so that I can take a look at Zhang'er."
Zhang Er also knows that the eldest brother has loved poetry, calligraphy, calligraphy and painting since he was a child, and dreams of one day being able to read thousands of volumes, travel thousands of miles, and indulge in landscapes. ”
"Yes, Zhang'er knows, Zhang'er knows, the eldest brother doesn't like to fight, it's the father, it's him, he forced you, he hurt you, and he hurt the second brother."
Chu Bowen shook his head and helped Chu Wenzhao explain, "No, no.
At that time, the first emperor was jealous, my father had no choice but to send me and my second brother out, he thought to himself, he had been fighting horses for half his life, and the children born to him should also be like him, brave and good at fighting, it was me, I lived up to my father's trust, although I won but was protected myself.
Blind and blind, I have been trapped in this Fusong Garden for five years.
I haven't touched poetry and books for five years, and I haven't learned music for five years, Zhang Er can know, how much I hate? ”
She cried and shook her head, choked for a long time, and couldn't spit out half a word.
"In the past five years, I have committed suicide many times, but each time I was found and rescued at the most critical moment, and since then, everything I touch around me has been extremely safe, and I am a seven-foot man, but I have been raised more delicate than a deep girl.
That's not what I'm asking for, isn't it-
Therefore, I knew that Mr. Cui was only one percent sure, and I begged her to cure me and help me. Three days are bright, Zhang'er, do you know how happy I am in these three days, I can't wait not to sleep, and break the twelve hours of the day into two halves to use.
Before today, I was still sorry how I could see you before I died, but now, I don't need to.
How is Your Majesty treating you? ”
"Your Majesty must treat you very well, otherwise how can I take you out, he grew up in the Chu family since he was a child, and I understand his character, and if you marry him, it can be regarded as harmonious. Zhang'er, Zhang'...... Zhang'er—"Chu Bowen's breath began to be disordered, and blood began to leak from his cochlea.
Chu Hanzhang looked at the gate of the courtyard in a panic, why didn't the third brother come back, didn't he leave to find the doctor? Why haven't you come back......
After pouring half a cup of tea in Chu Hanzhang's trembling and uncomfortable manner, Chu Bowen swallowed his last breath.
After he died, a woman dressed in white with a face covered with a curtain appeared in front of Chu Hanzhang, the woman lined with a curtain of pearls was as cold as the moon, she walked slowly in front of her, and said calmly, "Give him to me." ”
She hugged Chu Bowen and looked at the woman in front of her with hostility, "Who are you?" Why take away Big Brother. ”
The woman ignored Chu Hanzhang's words, and with a wave of her sleeves, she threw Chu Hanzhang aside, she took out a silk handkerchief from her cuffs, squatted beside Chu Bowen and carefully wiped the blood on his face, "Follow me, hide in the mountains and rivers, this is your eldest brother's request." ”
She picked up Chu Bowen, walked in front of Chu Hanzhang leisurely, and said such a sentence coldly.
Chu Hanzhang wanted to get up and chase after him, but he felt that his legs were weak, and his eyes hung down as if he had been tied to a thousand pounds of heavy stones.
After fainting, Chu Hanzhang was carried back to Qiuhe Hall by Yuan Ke, who was belated, and on the soft pillow of the high bed, she had a long dream.
In the dream, her mother is still there, the second brother is still there, and the eldest brother is also there, she didn't marry Yuan Ke and didn't enter the palace.
In the dream, she was only three years old.
Get up in the morning, follow her eldest brother to read poems and paint, she doesn't love poetry and books, but she loves to listen to him read, her voice is mellow, gentle and gentle, she will go to Zhou Gong to make an appointment when she listens. A sleep is often half a day, if you sleep in the afternoon, then at night, you will be carried by the eldest brother to the plum garden.
She hadn't seen Chu Wenzhao before she was five years old, she didn't know what her father was like, and she didn't know what her father was, but she liked to lie on her eldest brother's back, and the generous and steady feeling made her feel at ease.
"Big brother, big brother—"
In the Qiuhe Palace, Song Chaohua looked at Chu Hanzhang, who was restless even if he was asleep, took two deep breaths, turned around and followed Yuan Ke who was sitting on the side, "In my dream, do you really want her to be like this?" ”
The candlelight passed through the carved lampshade, mottled on his side, he pinched the corner of his clothes, his eyes were calm and cold, "People can live more happily without attachment, there are too many wicked people in this world, and she can only be at peace for a long time by staying by my side."
Long pain is better than short pain, and after this while, she will be fine. ”
"Heh~" sneered, she shouldn't have the luxury of expecting him to go through this matter, let Chu Hanzhang go, and understand why he likes it. Chu Hanzhang, Chu Hanzhang, why are you so worried about such a brute!
"Now that the matter is done, the concubine will go back to Chaohua Palace first, lest the queen wake up and be even more unhappy to see the concubine talking with His Majesty all night here." She blessed her body, and pushed open the door of the Qiuhe Hall without waiting for Yuan Ke to give permission.
When she walked to the courtyard, she saw a small palace man hiding behind a tree and sobbing, and felt that the figure looked very much like an acquaintance, so she walked over, "Are you Soho?" ”
As the son of the Chu family, Su Ho has also seen Song Chaohua, she came back to her senses and respectfully saluted her, "The maid has seen Mrs. Song." ”
"Hmm." She bowed her head lightly and asked, "Why is it crying here alone?" ”
She hung her head and was silent, and after a while, seeing that the situation was embarrassing, she said, "The maid is crying for the eldest son." ”
She turned around, "Yes, you are also the Chu family, and it is a pity that the eldest son of the Chu family is concerned." Your mother has been close to her two brothers since she was a child, and when she wakes up, you must no longer show your sadness in front of her, lest she become more and more unable to get out.
You also know that Mrs. Chu was also depressed because of the successive changes in the Chu family, and she was ill for a long time and was difficult to treat. Don't look at your mother's usual chic and self-satisfied, but in fact, she, like Mrs. Chu, is kind enough to blame herself for everything.
You have to untie her more, don't let her get into the horns.
I remember that my sister of the Chu family was very fond of sweets when she was a child, and it happened that when I entered the palace, I also brought in a maid who was good at making bait, and when I went back, I sent her deed and person to Sister Chu. ”
If you only give it away, then Soho will never dare to accept it, but if you even give it away, then it's another story. Su He looked at Song Chaohua, who was as gentle as the moon and as quiet as water in the Chu family, thinking about her advice just now, and the guilt of not checking it became dissatisfied with her entry into the palace four months ago.
With her hands on the ground, she knelt on the cold and hard ground and gave Song Chaohua a big salute, "The maid is my mother, thank you Mrs. Song." Mrs. Song's advice, the maid will definitely keep it in mind, and will never let the mother be like Mrs. ”
Chu Hanzhang woke up again, it was in the early morning of the third day, the morning glow of the sky slanted through the east-facing window and hit her bed, her crying eyes were dry and uncomfortable, she opened them several times before she barely opened them, "Soho-" The voice was hoarse, like a silk cloth being torn hard.
Su Ho, who was guarding outside the hall and didn't dare to leave for a moment, heard Chu Hanzhang's call and hurriedly trotted into the house, and before leaving, he didn't forget to tell Chunlai, a palace person who had just arrived in Qiuhe Palace, to bring the shredded chicken and yellow rice porridge that was warm on the stove.
"Niangniang—" As soon as Pu entered the house, Soho rolled down in front of her bed, crying and mourning, and kept calling her, "Niangniang, you are really scared of the maid this time." ”
Chu Hanzhang raised his hand with great effort and touched Soho's face, "Don't worry, I'm not good?" I'm fine, how long have I been asleep? ”
Soho said, "The day before yesterday, His Majesty took Niangniang back to the Qiuhe Palace, and Niangniang has been sleeping unconscious for three days. ”
"Three days." She muttered twice, and suddenly grabbed Soho's hand twice, "Three days, has the eldest brother found it back?" That day, I remember that a woman took him away, and before leaving, she also said that the eldest brother asked her to do this, did the Chu family send news in? What about her father, what did her father say, and the quack, the quack who said, said that she could cure her eldest brother's eye disease, where was she?
Find her, find her, I want to kill, kill her......" Before the three sentences were finished, Chu Hanzhang fell heavily on the bed because of exhaustion, Su He looked at Chu Hanzhang who was sad and couldn't help himself, and naturally thought of the late Shangguan Yun, the wife of the Chu family.
"You also know that Mrs. Chu was also depressed because of the successive changes in the Chu family, and she was ill for a long time. Don't look at your mother's usual chic and complacent, but in fact, like Mrs. Chu, she is kind enough to blame herself for everything......" Song Chaohua's words lingered in her ears for a long time.
She leaned forward, held Chu Hanzhang's hand, and said, "Niangniang, the gentleman who rescued the eldest prince is the girl who took away the eldest prince's body!" ”
"Is that her?"
"Yes." Soho said, "After the mother fainted, the lord was worried and called the maid back to the house once, and also told the maid about the past of the eldest son and the girl, saying that when the mother woke up, if the mother wanted to know, she would listen to the mother, if the mother didn't want to know, then that's it." ”
"Okay." Chu Hanzhang took a long breath with his eyes closed, "Say it." ”