Chapter 47: Inseparable
Qi Su's heart beat empty, his face was expressionless, and he didn't say what he wanted to say in the end.
Song Zhiwei took a long breath and laughed self-deprecatingly, "I know that it's not a good thing to be courteous without anything, do you think I'm quite pitiful and want to make it up to me?" ”
Qi Su's jaw was tight, his eyes were dark, and he couldn't say anything to deny it.
"Do you remember that your mother felt sorry for me before, saying that the death of my parents was very miserable, and then you said that it was not you who caused it, why should you be responsible?" Song Zhiwei paused, "It's a similar plot, but the way it is treated is completely different. ”
It is nothing more than to escape the condemnation of one's own conscience.
After all, he is a person, and the recurrence of his illness is caused by him, and he just makes up for his uneasiness.
Song Zhiwei coldly pushed away the milk on the table, "I did like you since ten years ago, and I approached you for my own selfishness, but stress is the root cause of the Song family's illness, and it has nothing to do with you, so there is no need to feel guilty and then condescend to do this, there is no need." ”
After she finished speaking in one breath, she entered the room coldly.
There was empty silence outside, Song Zhiwei was wrapped in a quilt, and her eyes drifted from darkness to nothingness.
Xiao wanted to be in love with Xiao, who she deliberately concealed, had been exposed, and she thought she could keep it hidden.
He must be very proud, and he will also think it is ridiculous, how can anyone fall in love when they see each other.
Qi Su is an arrogant beast, he plays the world, he is indifferent, he makes his admirers swoon, and then he withdraws mercilessly, behind him, there are many wild bees and butterflies.
She was able to enter the hall, but she was only stained with the light of the heavens and the earth and Song Tan.
Song Zhiwei is not good at this kind of emotional game, otherwise she would not choose to compromise in such a clumsy way when she closes his heart.
She even tried to refuse and welcome because she learned from others.
If she is a little paranoid, hard-hearted, and uses some skill to break his wings and tie them to her side, I'm afraid she will be a little more comfortable.
"Go to sleep." Qi Su got into bed and consciously lay down on the other side, without touching her or talking again.
They seldom have such a situation of being speechless for each other, and even if they quarrel, they are sarcastic or fighting like beasts.
It was so calm, and it made Song Zhiwei irritable.
She said coldly, "So what do you want to do?" Do you get along like this all the time or do you want to be separated happily? ”
Qi Su stared at the back of her head, barely thinking, and said in a deep voice: "Don't leave." ”
In the darkness, the woman's low voice came after a long time, "Okay." ”
Qi Su was also irritable, he didn't know how to untie the current dead knot, they were like fish caught in a net, how to twist them.
It was the first time he had maintained such a long relationship with someone, if it was just for Song Tan, he could have had other ways to avoid being reduced to marrying a woman.
Of course, there was indeed this reason at the beginning, but as the years passed, he slowly discovered that she was not at all the same as Song Tan, and he did not use her to meet Song Tan.
It is impossible to say that he doesn't feel it at all, but he himself doesn't understand whether his feelings for Song Zhiwei are love or can't stand a tool person who takes and asks for it and leaves him.
Ask yourself, he is not bad at Song Zhiwei, he sent flowers and money to help her get ahead, and he has never done anything except for a little fetish in love affairs.
He didn't understand why he was still clinging to that kind of ethereal so-called love, when he had already promised to take what he needed.
The Qi family's family style has always been strict, his mother doesn't care about anything, his father is iron-blooded, everything only looks at the results and does not look at the process, even if he reconciles now, he remembers that when he took the second place in the exam, he pressed her in the backyard and beat her to death.
And Xie Jingjiu has never been treated like this.
Perhaps because of this bias, he also does not understand how to build a healthy relationship, such as parent-child and husband and wife.
He always felt that he was not like Qi Hongguang, but in fact, there were still a little, such as the inferior nature of some machismo.
That's when he realized that she didn't enjoy it at all.
Thinking of this, Qi Su set his eyes on the tall building in the distance and reached out to touch a cigarette.
Throughout the night, the scarlet light lit up and went out, and the cycle repeated.
In the second half of the night, Song Zhiwei also woke up, and the first time she opened her eyes, she was choked by the smoke in her nasal cavity, she patted the quilt next to her, "If you want the two of us to continue smoking tomorrow because of nicotine overdose, we will go to the City Express tomorrow." ”
Qi Su didn't speak.
Song Zhiwei said again, "What, I reflected all night?" ”